"Hey, dickhead! Wake up! The hyungs are waiting in the lobby, they said we will having dinner together." Jungkook kept on shaking me, I groaned and still covering my body with the blanket.
"Ugh! You're already tired in our first day here? How much more in the following days?" He stomped his feet. I took a look at him and gave him my famous smile.
"Okay, I'll get up. Just please do me a favor." I said.
"What is it then?" He raised his eyebrow.
"Kiss me and tell me I'm the most handsome husband living in this world." I saw him blushing but he tried to cover it.
"Okay, that would be so easy." He confidently said and walked over me.
Jungkook leaned in, I stare at his lips as we're just an inch apart. Before I look in his eyes, he already closed the gap. I kissed him back and let myself fall for it. The make out session was cut off when someone opened the door and we both pulled from our kiss.
"Yah! I told you that dinner is r-... Oh, sorry! I didn't mean to barge in. Continue making out!" Jin hyung gasped. I chuckled and fix ourselves.
"It's okay, hyung. We're coming down." Jungkook said.
"O-okay." Jin hyung said and closed the door immediately.
Jungkook made his way to the door but I stopped him by his wrist. He shot me an annoyed look, making me smirk.
"You haven't tell me I'm the most handsome husband living in this world yet." He flushed a cheeky smile and leaned in my ear.
"You're ugly." He said, before I can catch him, he already ran to the door. He stuck out his tongue at me and yelled, "So long, sucker!".
I sighed in defeat and fixed myself and go to the lobby with the hyungs to eat our dinner.
I went down as well. They are at the dinning table, food untouched, they're probably waiting for me.
"Hi, sorry I'm late." I greeted.
"You always do." Yoongi hyung shot back, I rolled my eyes and sat beside my beloved wife.
"So, how are you two? You look natural." Namjoon hyung started.
"We're doing great." Jungkook answered while I took a sip on my vodka.
"Have you done it?" Jin hyung suddenly asked. I chocked because of Jin hyung's question and spitted my vodka from my mouth to Jimin, he's in front of me and he's beside Yoongi hyung.
"Oh, sorry! I'm really sorry!" I apologized.
"Aish! It's okay, Taehyung. I better wash up, I'll be back in a minute." Jimin excused himself and walked to the comfort room. Yoongi hyung gave me a death glare. I swear if glares can kill, I'm actually dead right now. Seriously, this hyung is dangerous.
I gave him a sheepish smile and muttered a soft sorry.
"So, answer my question." Jin hyung snapped.
"Ummm... We... Uhhh..." I hesitated to what should I answer. I can just answer him with a no, but it will ruin Jungkook and I's pretending.
"We are about to, but you barged in. So sadly, we stopped." Jungkook interrupted. I widened my eyes, not believing what he just said.
"Oh! I'm really sorry." Jin hyung said but he smirked after that.
We waited for Jimin, as he came back, we all dig in. The food is so delicious. I might order anytime if we get back to Korea and it's better than Jin hyung's cooking. French foods are awesome.
After the dinner, we all went to our own shared rooms. I was so bored and I don't like it. I catch up with Jungkook because he was walking faster. As we arrived in our room, I grabbed his wrist and I unknowingly pinned him on the wall, making him wince of the sudden pain hitting his back.
"T-tae? What are y-you doing?" He stuttered. Am I ready to do this? I don't what I'm doing.
"Remember what you said to Jin hyung that we are about to do it? How about let's continue it?" I whispered huskily in his ears.
Without any warning, I closed the gap between our lips. He was surprised for what I did. Our kiss got heated. I was about to snake my arms under the hem of his shirt but he stopped me. I also stopped and stared at him. We stared for how long and he decided to break it. His eyes are becoming watery.
"We can't do it. You don't love me." He said and ran to the bathroom.
I was taken back of his words. I think it's just lust, not love.
(A/N: Honestly, I just can't write smut. But it's also part of the story, so it's fair.)
I ruffled my hair for being stupid. If you make love to someone, make sure it's love, not a mistake that you'll regret at the end.
What should I do now? I guess I should apologize to Jungkook.
I went to the bathroom's door and knocked three times. I don't know if he'll forgive me or not but I just wanted to say that I'm sorry.
"Jungkook, I'm so sorry. Please talk to me again." I said. Then the door opened and revealed a crying mess Jungkook.
"Jungkook, I swear I won't do it again. Please just forgive me." I apologized again, I was about to kneel down but he stopped me and embraced me.
"I forgive you, Tae." He said while sobbing, his face was on my chest. I didn't utter any word, I unknowingly wrapped my arms around him, so I'm also hugging him.
"I still love you, Taehyung." He said while snuggling even closer to me.
"Jungkook, I-..." He cut me off.
"I-I know what you're going to s-say, Tae. I know you d-don't love me. I'm sorry for being so cold at you, I'm just trying to a-avoid my feelings for y-you, but I end up failing." He sobbed, his embrace is getting tighter.
I felt so guilty for hurting him like this. I'm such a player. All the time, he still loves me and he's blaming himself for it. Jungkook really has a great affection to me, huh? But how about me? I don't know if our feelings are mutual but when I see Jungkook crying, the inside of my chest hurts piece by piece. I really don't know what is this feeling. I don't know if this is what you feel when you're hurt because I never experienced being hurt before or even love someone before.
I pulled out from our hug and dragged him to the bed. I let him sleep since it's already late. I went to the bathroom to change into my night clothes then head back to our bed.
I saw Jungkook sleeping soundly. His back is facing the other side of the bed. I pulled the blankets over him to keep him warm. I caressed his face while starring at his angelic face. After a couple of minutes, I stopped starring at him, I planted a soft kiss on his forehead and mumbled, "Sleep tight, my wife." I wonder if I have the same feelings to him. Just give me some time to figure it out, Jungkook.
I also went to bed beside him. We now are sleeping back to back. I felt him moving, I was surprised when he back hugged me. I didn't move and just let him be. I heard him saying words, and there I knew he was crying.
"Sleep tight too, my husband." He whispered, gripping more at me.
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I woke up in the morning, Jungkook was still hugging me like a sloth, I giggled. I tried to wake him up, but I know he won't since he's a heavy sleeper.
I got up and stretched my body, I went to the bathroom and took a bath. I wore my robe and brushed my teeth. Then I head out to change my clothes. I chose what should I wear and decided to wear a simple white tee and black skinny leather pants, and to top it, I wore my red converse.
I really brought a lot, didn't I?
I was about to go to the lobby to have my coffee, but I heard Jungkook yawned. He furrowed his eyebrows while looking at me. He eyed me from head to toe.
"Where are you going?" He asked.
"To the lobby, I'm going to grab a coffee. 'Wanna come?"
"Okay, wait for me." He said and went to the bathroom.
While waiting for him, I laid my back on a chair while playing Piano Tiles 2 on my phone. Jungkook is really good in playing this one, I can't even beat his score. Tccchh! Smart-ass people are going on my nerves! After an hour, he finally got out of the bathroom, completely dressed.
"Let's go?" He said.
"Yeah, you've been there like a century. Are you jerking off?" I teased.
"Yah! Of course, I didn't. Let's just go, my tummy is grumbling." He groaned. I chuckled and exited the room and went to the lobby with him.
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So, this is a boring one, also my shortest update. Double update for you guys since I'll be gone for many days. I hope someone miss me.
Please check out my new book:
Crazy Ex-Boyfriend (Vkook)
Date Published: April 5, 2016 ~ Tuesday ~ 10:42 a.m.
~Author-nim