Wala ng tao sa hide-out pagkadating ko doon kaya umakyat nalang ako kaagad sa hagdan papunta sa kwarto ko para makapagpahinga.
But before I can open the door at my room, saka naman bumukas ang pinto ng kwartong tinutulugan nila Erika na katapat lang halos ng kwarto nila Jagger.
Nakatayo siya doon habang kinukusot pa ang mga mata niya na parang bagong gising.
I was just standing there while looking at her in shock. Shock with the way my body reacted nang makita ko siyang suot ang mahaba niyang damit na mukhang pantulog siguro. Why is she still here? Hindi ba niya alam na dapat ay nasa Reckless bar silang pamilya ngayon? Hindi ba siya nasabihan?
"Cyrus? You're back. How's your mission?" She asked with a big smile on her face but I ignored her question and told her to come near me and she obliged.
"Why are you here? Hindi ba dapat nasa Reckless bar ka din?" Nakasimangot na tanong ko sa kanya habang siya ay nakangiti parin sa akin.
"Yap! Kaya lang kasi pagkaligo ko inantok ulit ako kaya sabi ko sa kanila na hindi nalang ako sasama." Sabi niya habang nanghahaba ang nguso na parang bata. "At pumayag naman sila kaya natulog nalang ulit ako pagkaalis nila."
Halos hindi na pumapasok sa utak ko ang sinasabi niya dahil nakatingin nalang ako sa labi niyang kagat kagat na niya ngayon. Hanggang sa magulat nalang ako sa sarili ko ng lapitan ko pa siyang lalo at siilin ng halik sa mga labi niya.
She was shocked, too, but instead of pushing me away from her, she also kissed me back as if she is waiting for this to happen. And I feel like I do, too.
I missed her mouth, her body, and the way she touch me. I missed HER.
Fuck! Why am I missing her? It's Clover I'm missing, not her. She's just so willing I wanna have her.
I encircled her hands at my neck and carry her inside my room without breaking our kiss.
I put her down on her feet and removed her shirt and undies before I lay her gently at the bed. I discarded my clothes too while she's looking at me before I joined her.
She was just looking me in the eye so I distracted her by massaging both her breasts with my two hands. Napapikit naman siya sa ginawa ko habang kagat kagat pa ang kanyang labi.
"You like it, huh?"
She nodded with her eyes still closed.
"What about this?" I asked before I sucked her soft peak in my mouth while pinching the other one with my fingers.
"Oh....oh...I like it."
"Say it again!"
"I like it! I like you, Cyrus!"
"What?!?" She likes me? "Don't say that again, Erika!" Sigaw ko sa kanya na ikinagulat naman niya at parang saka lang din niya naisip ang sinabi niya sa akin.
"I-I'm sorry. I mean, I like what you're doing to me." She said and smiled at me.
Saka ko naman hinalikang muli ang dibdib niya before I kissed her down to her navel while she is panting heavily with the pleasure I am giving to her.
I parted her legs and touched her wetness. Damn! She's ready! But not yet. We're not going to fuck yet.
I lowered down my head in between her thighs and played her clit with the tip of my tongue while thrusting my two fingers inside her. She cries in pleasure, shouting my name as if begging for more. So more will come.
"I want you to touch yourself, too." I said.
"What? How?" She asked, disoriented while my fingers are still doing wonders at her center.
So innocent but instead of answering her, I grabbed her hand and guide it at her breast.
"Touch it." She was hesitant for seconds but obliged afterwards.
Damn! She looks good!
I watched her caressed both her breasts before I moved myself on her side, near her face.
"W-what....w-what-----?"
"Taste me and don't stop touching yourself."
"With my mouth? Is that good? But I don't think I can do it." She said with a huge eyes.
"Yeah! You should do it, because this is your payment for distracting my thoughts the whole day." I thought but instead of saying it, something came out of my mouth that shocked me once more.
"If you can pleasure me then you can have me. But only my body, Erika. This is only I can give."
What the fuck?!? Hindi ko dapat sinabi yon! Mas mabuti pang itigil ko na to bago pa siya umasang may magandang mangyayari sa amin dahil sa sinabi ko. Iba pa naman mag-isip ang mga babae.
But before I can say anything to stop her, she already touches my hardened length and licked it with the tip of her tongue.
"Stop! Wag mong gawin yan!" Sabi ko at tatanggalin ko na sana ang pagkakahawak niya sa akin kung hindi lang siya nagsalita.
"You want me to stop? Akala ko ba ito ang kailangan kong gawin para magustuhan mo ako?" Sinasabi ko na nga ba! "Kaya ko 'tong gawin just to have you." She said and sucked my manhood in her mouth hanggang sa umabot iyon sa dulo ng bibig niya.
"Fuck, Erika! That feels good."
She licked and sucked my length until I told her to stop again or else I will come inside her mouth. That I can't do to her. Buti nalang ay sinunod na niya ako.
Pumaibaba naman ako ulit sa kanya para halikan ang pagitan ng mga binti niya. Halos hindi na niya alam kung saan hahawak dahil sa ginagawa ko. Napapasabunot na din siya sa buhok ko but I don't mind it. Mas nangingibaw ang kagustuhan kong paligayahin siya.
"I want to fuck you hard but you're pregnant so let's do it slowly."
She nodded at me before I gently slid my manhood inside her. I can feel her warmth surrounding me and it feels better. I want to be inside her everyday I can.
I push my hardened length slowly in and out of her and touched her clit to give her more pleasure. I can feel her insides tightening around me and her legs stiffen indicating she was about to come. Knowning that, I quickened my pace until I felt her orgasm exploded around me before I also let my self come. And I collapse on her side para hindi ko siya madaganan.
"That was damn good!" I whispered in her ear habang siya ay nakatitig lang sa akin at nakangiti.
"And exhausting. I think I can't move again in weeks. Pwede ba akong matulog muna dito? Inaantok na naman ako eh." Sabi niya habang nakapikit na. Sumiksik pa siya sa gilid ko at iniyakap ang kamay at hita niya sa akin kaya wala na akong nagawa kundi ang matulog nalang din.
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Erika's POV
Nagising ako dahil sa ingay na naririnig ko na titigil panandalian pero tutunog din naman ulit.
Cellphone. Alam kong cellphone ang naririnig kong tumutunog.
"Cyrus, gising! Cellphone mo ata yung tumutunog. Pakisagot na dahil inaantok pa ako." Paggising ko kay Cyrus habang niyuyugyog pa siya.
"Hayaan mo na yan, titigil din yan."
"Pero kanina pa yan tumutunog eh."
"If you want, you can answer it."
"Fine!" Bumangon ako ng kaunti para abutin ang cellphone niyang nasa maliit na cabinet. I was about to answer it when I saw the name of the caller on the screen.
"Ay, maniac ka! Si kuya Reid to eh! Ikaw sumagot niyan." Sabi ko na nagpabangon naman kay Cyrus.
"Maniac talaga?" Napapailing namang sabi niya na ikinatawa ko lang.
"O, Reid, bakit?" Kausap niya kay kuya pero dahil hindi ko naman naririnig ng maayos ang pinag-uusapan nila ay tinitigan ko nalang siya habang nakikipag-usap kaya hindi ko din maiwasang mapaisip sa nangyari sa amin.
Tama ba ang ginagawa ko? Tama bang ibinigay ko sa kanya ulit ang sarili ko gayong hindi naman niya kayang panagutan ang baby namin? Tama bang umasa akong may maidudulot itong maganda sa relasyon namin kahit na ayaw niyang magustuhan ko siya? Eh paano nalang kaya kapag nalaman niyang higit pa sa pagkagusto ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya? Lapitan pa kaya niya ulit ako kapag nagkataon o layuan na niya ako ng tuluyan at kalimutan na na parang hindi ako nag-eexist sa mundo?
"Erika, pauwi na silang lahat dito. Tinanong lang ng kuya mo kung alam ko daw bang nandito ka para yayain daw kitang kumain dahil baka gutom ka na daw."
"I'm not hungry."
"You sure? Si baby baka gutom na?"
"W-what?"
Sabi niya si baby daw? Ibig bang sabihin niyan tanggap na niya ang baby namin?
Ay, assumera!
"Sabi ko magbihis ka na dahil baka madatnan ka pa nila dito sa kwarto ko at kung ano pang isipin nila."
O diba, ang sakit? Wag kasing mag-assume agad-agad.
Badtrip na isip yan! Hindi ko alam kung kakampi ko o hindi eh.
"Hindi ba nila ako pwedeng makita dito?"
"Syempre hindi! Kaya tumayo ka na at doon na tayo sa sala."
"Pero.....yung nangyari sa atin-----"
"Yeah, we fuck, but that's just it, Erika. If you're willing to give yourself to me again then I am, too, pero hanggang doon nalang 'yon. Sinabi ko na din yan kanina, diba? Take it or leave it." He said habang nagsusuot na ng damit niya sa harap ko.
I stand up slowly not because I wanted to seduce him with my naked body but because my heart is hurting deeply at nararamdaman ko na ang nagbabadyang pagpatak ng luha ko sa mga mata ko. But I didn't let it happen in front of him, instead, I grabbed my clothes and headed straight to the door to open it.
Pero bago ako tuluyang lumabas ng kwarto niya ay nilingon ko muna siya at sakto namang nakatingin din siya sa akin.
"I guess, I'll take it." I said and finally shuts the door behind me.