Hey Guys!!
This is my 100th Imagine and Preference. I am so excited to be uploading this because I have made it to 3 figures - number wise. I have been so excited for this one.
The other week I wrote this ahead of when I was going to publish it because I wanted to check it a couple of times and go through it!
This is going to be a part imagine! Luckily, it is going to be a happy ending! I have been thinking about doing an imagine like this because my friend had cancer and it affected her so badly!
****WARNING ALERT!!!****
I'm going to be truthful and honest here, if you don't like stories that are sad, I suggest that you don't read it! Also, if you don't like some stories that may be a little awkward, don't read it! Doesn't mean I am stopping anyone, I am just warning you all now...
Anyway, hope you enjoy it! Please vote, comment and share!
Thanks again, Chloe X :)
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Your point of view:
Lately, (about a week or so) I haven't been feeling myself at all. I have been really (and when I say really, I mean like horrifically) sensitive around my chest area and I have found some big and nasty bruises. I'm not sure if it is because me and Niall have been going a little wild when we are having sex, but I am really worried. There is also a small lump on my left breast... One of my biggest worries is that it is the big C word; CANCER. When I was about 16, my mother got breast cancer and sadly it became so worse that they couldn't save her. It turned out that I could possibly get it because it was the genetic type. And if I am honest, I am really, really scared. I honestly don't know how or when I should tell Niall about how I am feeling, but I know that it needs to be soon.
Luckily, he has been at the studio all day and he will only be getting back when I am usually having my bath or shower (before I go to bed). Hopefully, I will be able to talk to him then. I just hope that he doesn't go mad because I haven't told him already.
I was in the bath having a nice and relaxing soak as I was trying my best to stop thinking about my worry. It was literally impossible, but my mind wondered to how life would be. How Niall would react to me telling him.
I was broken out of my thoughts, when I heard the front door of mine and Niall's apartment slam shut.
"(Y/N)!! Where are you babe? I'm home!" Niall bellowed from down stairs.
"I'm upstairs in the bath Niall!" I shouted back down and shimmed further down to hide my chest.
"Alright! I'm coming up now!" Niall shouted back and I could hear his heavy footsteps stomping up the stairs to the bathroom. There was a light knock on the door.
"Come in Ni." I said.
Niall peered around the door and he had a rose in between his teeth, with a smirk spread across his face.
"Hey baby... I missed you today." Niall said and placed the rose on the side of the bath, before starting to get un dressed.
"I-I missed you too." I smiled.
Once Niall had finished getting dressed, he motioned for me to scootch forward to allow him to get in to the bath so that he was behind me. I did as Niall instructed me and Niall slid in behind me, gently placing his hands around my waist and pulling me closer.
"How was your day princess?" Niall asked me as he placed a couple of small kisses on to my shoulder.
"It was ok." I replied and faked a small smile to myself as though I was trying to convince myself that everything was ok. "What about your day? How was the studio?" I asked.
"It was great. All of the songs are nearly finished..."Niall sighed.
"I'm so proud of you Niall, you have done absolutely amazing." I smiled as I tried to cheer myself up with the fact that Niall does something so special that makes him so happy.
"Do you know how much I appreciate you supporting me? Thank you so much princess." Niall kissed me gently on my lips, moving his hand to the sides of my waist to bring me closer.
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The next day:
I woke up so early this morning, luckily Niall was still fast asleep. I literally didn't have a wink of sleep last night, Niall was pestering me to sleep with him... As in... You know! But I didn't want to. Therefore, he went on a huge rant about it and ever since then, he hasn't cuddled with me or talked to me. I'm just embarrassed about the whole situation; I don't want him to notice the bruises on my upper chest area.
All I can say is that he is going to be in a massive grump today about it...
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An hour has past and I am still lay swim on the edge of the bed, completely away from Niall. That is how he wanted it to be after I told him 'No' last night.
I peeled back the cover off my body and swung my legs around so they were only just touching the cold wooden bedroom floor. I looked behind me, checking that Niall was asleep, lucky for me, he was. I stood up off the bed, it creaking as my weight lifted off of it. As I hissed in annoyance at the bed, I checked that Niall was still asleep. Luckily he was, but he had moved around a little.
I went to the closed bedroom door and opened it. I walked through and went downstairs to make myself a cup of tea and to ring up Eleanor to have a catch up with her about my worries. Eleanor is the only one who knew about my worries about what has been going on. We have been meaning to have a talk about it, but we haven't really had the time.
As if on queue, my phone began to ring from upstairs.
"Shit!" I heard Niall grumble.
I ran up the stairs as fast as I could, only to find Niall on my phone.
"Your phone went off." He stated, his voice sounded like it had an angry tone to it.
"I know, I am sorry..." I sighed and looked at the floor. "Who was it?" I asked.
"It was Eleanor reminding you that you are going out for lunch later on to talk about something important." Niall spoke, a little bit of bitterness coming through in his voice.
"Oh, yeah. I am leaving here to meet her at Starbucks at 12:30." I replied.
"Ok." Niall said plainly and reached out to give me my phone back. I reached my hand forward and took it out of his hand.
I gave him a weak smile and walked towards the door. Before I was out of the room, Niall called me back.
"(Y/N)?" Niall spoke up. I turned around to find him rubbing the palm of his hand against the back of his neck.
"Yeah?" I spoke quietly.
"I- Dya know what, it doesn't matter..." Niall sighed and shook his head.
I was so confused.
"Niall? Is something wrong? What's bothering you?" I asked as I walked over to the bed and sat next to him.
"I-... I don't actually know how to say this..." Niall sighed.
"It's fine, take as long as you like." I shuffled closer to him and held his big hand in both my much smaller hands.
Niall let out a frustrated sigh. "I'm seriously worried-" Niall began.
"About what" I interrupted.
"About you."
"Why me?" I asked. I was a little nervous in case it was about the bruises...
"Because I have noticed them bruises. You think I haven't noticed (Y/N), but I have... I heard you talking to Eleanor about them the other day and then you not wanting to have sex with me just put it all in to place... Why didn't you tell me?" Niall asked as he lifted up his head to look at me.
"I-I... I don't know!!" I sobbed and removed my hands away from his as I tried to stand up, only to have Niall pull me back down.
"Why didn't you tell me? We are meant to be a team!! We are meant to tell each other everything!" Niall was starting to get really angry.
I knew that I should have told him, but when you are worried and so so scared about it possibly being cancer, you don't want to tell anyone.
I continued to sob and Niall pulled me in to a hug.
"I'm scared okay? I don't want to end like what my mum did!" I half shouted and half sobbed in to Niall's chest, as he rubbed his large hand up and down my back.
"I know, I know... I'm just as scared as you are babe, I really am..." Niall sighed. "Have you been to the doctors about it?"
You shook your head, signally a 'no' to Niall.
"Why haven't you been babe? You need to go and get it checked out. I'll go with you if you want?" Niall spoke softly and soothingly.
"I-if I make an appointment for as soon as I can, will you come with me? It'd help if you came with me." I whimpered.
"Of course (Y/N)." Niall replied and kissed the top of my head.
I looked up at him. "I'm sorry for not telling you, I really wanted to, I just couldn't-" I began to cry again, the tears flowing down my cheeks. Niall wiped them off, using the pads of his thumbs.
"It's ok princess, I understand..." Niall gave me a weak smile. "I promise I will stick by you, no matter what... I will be with you every step of the way."
"T-thank you so much Niall... I love you so much." I wrapped my arms around his neck and he pulled me into a hug.
"I love you too gorgeous!!" Niall whispered.
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