I don't think I ever really told you about how me and Carter sleep.Or what happens when we sleep.So,I should probably explain just a little.
Carter doesn't sleep in only his boxers,he always has a T-shirt and some shorts on.I was really curious about that because guys don't sleep with clothes on.
One day,when we were about to go to bed,I asked him why.
"I don't want to make you uncomfortable."
Awww,that's so sweet.
"But if you don't mind...Can I sleep how I want?"he asked.
"Uh...I uh...guess but I um-"
"Thanks baby"He winked at me then took off his shirt.
Oh no.
And then his shorts.
Oh no!
"Carter,I actually do feel-"
Carter jumped on the bed and tapped the spot next to me.
I can't sleep on that bed with his body all exposed.It's too distracting and I'm not gonna get any sleep.
"I can't sleep..."
"Oh that's OK.I can talk and bore you to death so you could.Come on and lay with me."
He's so cute I can't resist.I just have to keep my distance.
I climbed on the bed and curled up next to Carter.
"Baby,why you so far away?"he asked.
His face was close to mine.I looked down and saw his abs.I turned the other way so he was behind me.
I realized too late how bad of an idea that was.
He snuggled up behind me,wrapping his hands around my waist.
Oh my gosh.
He was so close to me and his grip was so tight.
"Um..Carter can you like back up a little?"
"I wanna be close to you"he whispered.
I gulped.Yay,just what I wanted to hear.
"It doesn't feel right."I replied.
I tried to get out his arms but he wasn't budging.
"Stop fighting me"he groaned,sounding tired.
"Im sorry but I am uncomfortable.You need a shirt and shorts because I can't sleep like this."I said quickly.
"Why didn't you just say so?"
He got up and put on his clothes.
"Thanks."I smiled,going to sleep.
CARTER'S POV
The next day ,I was sleeping with Yaz by my side of course.
And then I heard it.
"Uhhhh...uhhhhh...yeahhh....ohhhhhh".
I turned to Yaz.Was she moaning?
In her sleep?
I started laughing silently to myself.What the hell is she dreaming about?
"Yazmin!Yazmin!"
"Uhh..uh..Carter!"She opened her eyes.
I bit my lip to hold my laughter.
Her face looked so shocked and embarrassed at the same time.
"Carter,um was I talking out loud?"she asked.I nodded,amused.
"Yea we were just having some fun"I lied.
"We were?Um no I thought I was having a dream that you were kissing my neck.Which was really weird by the way."
"No it wasn't.I was making you feel good baby."I said,softly trying not to chuckle.
"What?No!"
"You weren't complaining when I was making you moan"I leaned close to her and pecked her on her neck.
Yaz pushed me away and I laughed.
"Why you acting like that when you was making me touch you everywhere?"
"Where exactly?"
"Everywhere"I winked.
She looked so terrified.I almost burst out laughing.
"Please Carter,I don't know what the hell I was thinking but I would never do something like that.Did you drug me or something?"
"No,I asked you if you were sure and you said yeah."I lied,biting my lip.
"I just don't get it-"
I leaned over and kissed her on the neck.She pushed me away."Stop"
I chuckled,trying again.This time I got it before she could reject me.I kissed her neck and bit hard on it.
Yaz covered her mouth for some strange reason and pushed me with her other hand.
"Why are you holding back?"I asked.
"Holding what back?"
"That moan of yours"I said.
"What?You don't make me feel any type of way."She laughed.
"Oh really?"
Then I pulled her body close to me and lifted her chin up.Then I leaned close,bit her lip and pulled at it.I felt her moan in my mouth as I sucked on her lips.
I pulled away and saw her panting.
"Carter!"she yelled.
I chuckled.
"Why would you do that?"She slapped me on my shoulder.
"I don't know.I just knew you wanted me to"I kissed her on her cheek.
Yasmin's Pov
I woke up feeling like something bad happened last night.I don't know what but that's what I felt.Carter kept giving me this look like I did something.Oh well,boys are weird.
And my lips hurt.So did my neck.OW.
I saw Carter wink at me from across the room.What is up with him?
Now I know something fishy is really going on.
"Carter?DId something happen last night?"I asked.
"No.Why?"
"I don't know.I just have this feeling that ...never mind."
Carter nodded."Yeah.Yaz,what happened between your mom and dad?"
I felt the tears stinging my eyes.
"I don't wanna talk about it."I sniffled,looking down at the floor.
"Sorry,I just wanted to know because your always mentioning them when you talk in your sleep."
I shook my head."Its nothing.Just forget it."I mumbled.
"Yaz,whatever they did is ruining you.You only had one date with some stuck up guy and never had a boyfriend.And I know they have to do something with that.I just care,that's all"Carter peered down at me.
How does he know all that stuff?
"Carter um I can't OK.Just don't care.Its better that way."
"I can't not care about you.That's like not breathing.Come on Yazmin,tell me.I'm listening."
"No.I never even told my best friend.Why would I tell you?"
"Because I'm Carter"He smiled.
I laughed.
"I uhhh ..."Maybe I should just tell him.He's a good guy and he deserves to know why I really can't be with him.
"Okay,my mom was like 9 years older than my dad.He was in highschool and she was a nurse there.They met and instantly fell in love.A few years later,my mom had my brother.So they got an apartment for themselves by then and made a living together.Four years later I came along,that's when my mom had just lost her job.My dad was working but couldn't do much since he took college classes.When I was six,he left.We never seen him after that. "
Carter blew out a breath."And that has to do with us because...."
I rolled my eyes.Typical.
"Your gonna leave me Carter.Once it gets too tough.You'll leave and never want to see me again.You'll want to explore the world and live life not deal with me and our kids."
Carter laughed."Woah there.Who said I wanted kids?"
I raised my eyebrows.
"Im kidding but your thinking too long and hard about this.Just go with the flow."
"So you can leave me in the end?No thank you."
Carter sighed."Im not gonna leave you when you need me the most.That wouldn't be fair to you."
"Yeah.That's what you say now.But when you get tired of living with me that's when I'll need you the most.Because you'll leave."
Carter bit his lip,thinking.
"Why won't you just trust me?Does it look like I'm gonna hurt you?I care about you a lot if you hadn't noticed."
"I know that.But,I'm scared.I've been alone all my life.I don't wanna love someone who's gonna make me sad in the end."
Carter stayed silent.I wonder if he even heard me.What was going on inside his head?Does he hate me?I would hate me.
"Okay."He said,then moved toward the closet.
That's it?Just okay?
And wait a second.How did he know about my date and my boyfirendless life if I never mentioned it?
"Carter?Tell me, how'd you know I never had ,a boyfriend?"
"Um ugh...you told me."he replied.
"Actually I haven't "
"Then you must of said it in your sleep."He shrugged.
What?" I talk in my sleep?"
Carter nodded.
"Have I said anything to you?Embarrassing maybe?"
He shook his head no.Then why was he blushing?
"Your lying to me.Spill."
"Im not. "he replied .
"Tell me"
"Yaz,you don't want to hear this. "
"I can take it.I'm grown."
He sighed and began."You were...moaning.In your sleep."
I gasped and instantly covered my face.
"What else?"Iasked in fear.
"Nothig else"Carter said, quickly.Too quickly,I might add.
"I don't believe you Carter.Tell me."I folded my arms.
He looked away.Is he staying silent?
"Carter!Tell me!What else happened?"
"I woke you up"He smiled,looking satisfied.Which made me feel like there was more to this.
"Annnnd?"
"And nothing?"
"Carter,you suck at lying.Now tell please."
"Ugh fine.I woke you up and I sort of pretended that your dream which was about me was real."
"I had a dream about you?"I asked,slightly weirded out by myself.
"You were like 'Uhhhh...Carter'"He mocked.Oh geez.He was obviously amused by this.
"So I told you that we were doing stuff.You told me that I was kissing your neck. In the dream.But you knew it was a dream.Obviously.I kept teasing you and messing around.I kissed your neck a couple of times but you pushed me away and um I sort of bit your lip and sucked on it a little.I'm really sorry but you were so tempting and half asleep."
My mouth was open in shock.
"I CANT BELIEVE YOU DID THAT! THATS SO WRONG AND CREEPILY WEIRD! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU ! WHY WOULD YOU TAKE ADVANRAGE OF ME WHEN I WAS PRETTY MUCH SLEEPING?THATS SO UNLIKE YOU !I M SO DISAPPOINTED IN YOU DOING THAT! DONT TALK TO ME EVER! AGAIN !"I yelled at the top of lungs.
I was so pissed off I didn't realize when Carter grabbed my arm.
"What the hell?!?Let go of me!"
"I was tired of you rejecting me.I just wanted to see what it would be like when you were calmer.To be close to you and not be scared that your gonna say no to me.I hate when you say no.Im sorry but I don't regret it."He let go of me.I was fuming mad but I calmed down a little.
"You think its easy saying no to you?Carter you are such a good looking guy.Who is generous and can light any girls world.You don't think I wanna say yes to you?Because I do.I want to say yes to you but I'm so scared of being alone in the end.I want you as bad as you want me.And I don't want to kiss you because I know that if I do I won't be able to stop myself."
Carter looked up at me.
"Your so... Sexy.And I wanna take all your clothes off and just ...Sorry I kind of got over my head but umm it's hard to resist you.Cause your always good to me.You always say the right things.Make me feel special.I wish you don't do that but I wish you did anyways.I um like you a lot Carter.Even though it doesn't seem that way.I would love to be your girlfriend.But I can't .Because I don't wanna get hurt.I don't wanna be in pain cause of you."I finished speaking waiting for a reply.
He ran his hand through his hair.It was always cute when he did that.
"I think that your scared for the right reasons but I don't think you should be.And I know that it doesn't make a difference on how you think but take a chance.Be with someone who likes you and you like them back.What's the harm in that?"
I smiled.A small smile.
"And uh...you have a loud moan.I think its cute though and uh I like the way you say my name."Carter licked his lips,looking shyly over at me.
I covered my face,my face getting all hot.Why did this boy make me feel this way?
"And baby,you should know that the swollen lip and that hickey are from me. "Cartergrinned,twirling my hair.
"You see,I knew it was gonna hurt."
"I thought you already knew?"He asked.
Oh crap.
"You liar!It didn't hurt at all !It felt good,didn't it?That's why you lied the first time?"
I nodded.
"Of course. Your so in denial of how much you care for me.How much you really want me."Carter rolled his eyes.
"Your smexy when you do that"I said all of a sudden.
"Smexy?You think I'm smexy?"He chuckled.
"Shut up.Okay Im new to this expressing feeling stuff.Give me some credit."
"I think you are doing a wonderful job.And you know just maybe if you I don't know gave me a little kiss I wouldn't mind"Carter smirked.
I laughed."In your dreams."
"Nope.In your dreams.Next time you have a dream about me,I'll make sure to not give you any mercy and give those lips what they truly want.A kiss from Carter."
"Dont you dare!"
"But you won't even know about it."
"Your such a jerk!"I hit him on his arm,playfully.
"Oh yeah"He hugged me from behind and kissed me me on my cheek.
"Wow you sure showed me"I said in a robot voice.But my face was heated .
"Oh so you really wanna play."He started tickiling my belly and my sides.I giggled, trying to break out of his hold on me.But it wasn't working.He started kissing on my neck and nibbling on my skin.
"Carter.Wait.What are you doing?"I asked,trying to control the pleasure I'm feeling.
"Sorry."He stopped.
I bit my lip and looked up at him.He looked down at me."I don't think I can resist you anymore. "
That was an odee long chapter.
2,303 words!!!But I was so inspired that everything came so fast.
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Xoxo Nia