Emily huffed. "That girl had been asking so many questions for the last few days, saying so many things about you two!"
"Like what?" Becky asked.
"That you two seemed like you were already separated. That any day now, there'd be discussions about custody of the three of us. She'd been taunting me and getting on my nerves and I just wanted her to shut up."
"So you hit her?" Becky asked, slight anger in her tone.
"What else was I supposed to do?" Emily said.
"Well, tell a teacher, tell one of us... anything but hit her." Becky said.
"Becky ka, calm down na... it's alright, it's over now." Freen said, kissing over Emily's head.
"No, Freen. Emily, what you did was wrong, and you need to realize you can't go around hitting your classmates if they make you angry."
"It was hardly a scratch, Mami!" Emily said.
"Her eye was bleeding!" Becky said.
"You should be proud I can throw a hit like that!!" Emily said.
"Are you not getting the point here, young woman?" Becky said.
"Becky..." Freen wanted to calm the situation down.
"You came this close to getting suspended from school!"
"I wouldn't have minded it, I like spending time at home with Auntie Didie."
"That's it, you're grounded for a week. No sleepovers, no texting your friends and no movie nights."
"What? Come on! Mama, are you going to let Mami do this?" Emily looked to her Mama for some assistance.
Freen didn't say anything.
Becky was quick to add, "And work on that attitude in all this given time, I don't understand where it's suddenly come from."
Becky walked over to Emily's bedside table, took her phone, switched it off and pocketed it.
"MAMI!!!"
"Honey... what you did was wrong na..." Freen added.
"I can't believe this! You don't even remember half of my life, you have no right....!" Emily began.
It stung.
It really stung. Freen stood up and walked a few steps back, not wanting to make Emily feel attacked.
"That's it. Apologize to your Ma, Emi!" Becky said firmly.
"Okay okay, that was horrible, I'm sorry na, I really am."
Freen nodded, but she was already overwhelmed. She moved to Becky's side, but couldn't control the tears, so she decided to step out of the room for a second.
From outside she heard Becky tell Emily, "Your Mama didn't deserve that. I want you to sit here and think about what you've done and come down and apologize to her later."
"I will, I didn't mean to hurt her, Mami..." Emily said.
"I'll see you at dinner." Becky said and closed the door behind her.
When Becky looked at Freen, her natural instinct led her to wrap her in her arms. And she couldn't stop herself. Luckily Freen didn't grow stiff this time, she in fact broke down. Crying into Becky's shoulder.
"She didn't mean it na..." Becky assured.
"I know." Freen said.
Becky rubbed her palm in comforting circles on Freen's back. A few minutes later, Freen pulled away and wiped at her face.
"Was the exchange too much for you? I'm sorry, I could have handled that on my own." Becky said.
"No, no... I mean... she's my daughter too... I needed to be there."
They were both silent then.
"Uh, I think I should go, Becky." Freen said then.
"Aww? No... stay for dinner, please na ka?" Becky said.
Freen yawned.
"Look, if you're tired, why don't you just rest? Get some sleep. I'm sure your medication is still heavy on you, and we'll wake you up for dinner. And after that I'll drop you back to Mae's na?"
Freen thought about it and then nodded. "Okay."
"Come on..." Becky said, leading Freen to the room.
"I can take the guest room, Becky..."
"Uh no... actually, P'Heidi is been using the guest room, and I've been using our room again. You can sleep in our room, I don't do afternoon naps anyway." Becky assured her as she opened the bedroom door and let Freen in.
"Emi will be okay na ka?" Freen asked.
"Ka... she's stubborn." Becky said with a smile
"Determined." Freen added.
Becky added, "But because she's her mother's daughter, I know she'll come around."
Freen laughed. And Becky fell in love with the sound all over again.
"I'll see you in a couple of hours, get some rest, na?" Becky said before pulling the door closed.
When Freen laid down, the scent from the pillows that hit her caused a fresh wave of memories to come back. Some very... intimate memories.
As she dozed off to sleep, she pictured the numerous times she'd woken up in this bed, her face buried in her wife's hair from spooning her.
"Becky..." She whispered as she fell asleep, recalling some cozy memories.
//
"Freen ka, wake up na, it's time for dinner..." She heard Becky's voice. But the room was dark, she could only see a silhouette of her.
Freen reached out for her hand, and Becky took it. Freen tugged at her hand to get her to sit.
"Everything okay, baby?" Becky asked, and now even in the dark, Freen's eyes seemed to have adjusted to appreciate her wife's beautiful eyes.
"Your scent... I remember..." Freen began to say. But was interrupted with a kiss.
A soft one at that, so soft and gentle and velvety. The taste of Becky, it was extraordinary.
Freen couldn't help herself, she wanted more. So she reached out and tugged at Becky's t-shirt, pulling her closer, to get in the sheets with her.
Becky didn't protest. She simply asked, "Babe are you sure?" between kisses. They were still slow, soft, and as much as Freen was enjoying the feeling, her body was suddenly craving more.
"Love me..." Freen heard the neediness in her own voice.
"I always have..." Becky admitted between kisses.
"Touch me then..."
Becky's lips left Freen's, only to find her pulse, just under her ear, and she kissed along the column of her neck. Pushing the covers aside to get on top of her.
Freen felt her whole body come alive, Becky tugged at the hem of Freen's t-shirt and pulled it up above her head and threw it aside. She then took off her own shirt and bra. Freen couldn't help the way her eyes fixed on Becky's perky breasts. She was absolutely gorgeous.
"Oh baby, I've missed you..." Becky whispered and went back to her ministrations on Freen's neck.
Freen's body was filled with the most beautiful sensations. She had no control over the way her body was reacting to her wife's kisses and caresses. A pool of arousal formed at the apex of her thighs and she needed Becky to touch her so bad.
Becky somehow managed to reach behind her and unhook her bra, setting her breasts free. If Becky's eyes weren't already dark, they darkened further. But she was beautiful, so very ethereal Freen noted.
"You're gorgeous, babe... I just want to make love to you all the time..." Becky said as her kisses went lower down Freen's body. Becky took her time kissing, sucking and fondling Freen's breasts and it drove her wild. Her body grew restless by the second.
"Bebe... please..." Freen whispered in desperation. Becky's lips moved lower, down Freen's stomach, and then her pants were gone along with her underwear.
Becky was holding Freen's knees apart. "You're so beautiful..."
"Becky..." and before Freen could say anything else, Becky's lips were on her core. Freen's body flew, her back arched, her breath hitched, she was so close already.
Becky's lips and tongue were working wonders at her center, and then to add to it, she added her fingers to the mix, dipping them slowly into her.
"Ohhh... Becky... bebe..." Freen moaned.
"Hmmmm..." Becky hummed into her sensitive skin and started moving her fingers, curling them upwards inside her, her tongue now moving faster over her clit.
Her other hand reached up to squeeze one of Freen's breasts. Freen moaned loudly and held on to Becky's hand over her breast.
"I love you... Becky... I do... fuck...." Freen was nearing the finish, she just needed Becky to keep going. She reached down to run her fingers in Becky's hair, hold her in place just so...
When suddenly it stopped. Everything stopped. She looked down to see Becky crying.
"Then why did you cheat on me, Freen?" Becky asked, choking on a sob.
Suddenly, the room spun, and Becky was seated before her, both of them completely clothed.
"I didn't... I mean... Becky... I don't know... I don't remember why..."
"You don't love me, Freen, that's the truth!" Becky said to her, tears streaming down her face.
"No Becky, I've only ever loved you, no one else...!" Freen said desperately.
The room spun again, and this time Freen sat up all of a sudden.
It was a dream. A nightmare. Both.
She took a deep breath and tapped the lamp beside her to turn it on, the room had turned dark. She poured herself a glass of water and drank it. The cool water felt comforting against her parched throat.
She took a few moments to gather with her thoughts. There was a dull ache between her legs. Also, her underwear was probably completely soaked.
She thought about Becky. The Becky in her dream who devoured her like she was worshipping her body. Her body was so high strung right now, she never finished. All thanks to the nightmare that interrupted her.
Freen felt a sense of terror go through her body. How was she to have that conversation with Becky? And if any of it was true, how would she ever forgive herself?
Before she lost herself in another bout of sadness, there was a knock on her door, and then Becky peeped in.
"Hey, you're awake! Dinner's ready..." Becky said, coming in full view at the door.
Freen's gaze, for just one second shifted down to Becky's chest. And then back up to her eyes. Unfortunately, though, Becky caught on to it.
Becky looked down at her shirt and then back up at Freen. "Everything okay?"
"Cai, cai, why wouldn't it be? All good."
"Okay dai... freshen up na, join us. We'll wait for you."
"Ka, I'll be right there."
Becky turned to head out.
"Becky wait... uh... which one is my underwear drawer?"
Becky came back in, looked at Freen for a second, and then decided not to ask any questions. She simply pointed to a row of drawers and said first drawer there, "The stuff on the right is yours."
"Okay, thank you..."
"No problem..."
Becky left the room and Freen got up to get herself a change of underwear. She opened the drawer and picked out a new underwear, but right before closing it, her eyes landed on a silky red piece that was folded at the bottom. She reached for it and took it out.
Held it before her and scanned it with her eyes. It was... sexy to say the least. She tried to picture herself in it. Then pictured the Becky from her dream in it. She wondered who this belonged to.
"That belongs to me..." came Becky's voice from the door. "In case you were wondering."
Freen quickly folded it and put it back in the drawer. "Sorry na, it just caught my eye." Freen felt like she needed to explain.
"Ka, I guess that makes sense. You spotted it one day when we went shopping, and the next day, I found it on my side of the drawer." Becky explained.
"Oh..."
"It's one of your favorites." Becky added. "On me..."
"I see..." Freen closed the drawer and refused to make eye contact with Becky. "You came back for something?" Freen asked then.
"Just to let you know Mae called, I told her I would drop you home before 11 pm."
"Okay ka, thank you na..."
"I'll see you downstairs..." Becky said and closed the door behind her.
Freen took a deep steadying breath and decided to just change and hurry downstairs soon.
//
Freen was headed downstairs when she heard Emily's voice. "Mama, wait up!"
Emily ran to her and hugged her, burying her face into her Mama's clothes and speaking into it. "I'm so sorry, I really didn't mean what I said... and I especially didn't mean to hurt you, Ma..."
"Oh honey..."
"I felt so horrible after I said it, and I've just been waiting to come give you a hug and a kiss and tell you, I didn't mean any of that!"
"It's okay, honey..."
Emily got on her toes and kissed Freen's cheek. "I'm also very sorry for the way I spoke to both of you. I don't know what came over me..."
"You had a rough afternoon, na?" Freen said, playing with her daughter's hair.
"I did..." The girl said, walking downstairs, tucked into her Mama's side.
"Come on na, I can already smell something delicious..."
When Freen entered the kitchen, Becky's was just done cooking.
"Help me lay these out on the table?" Becky asked.
"Sure..." Freen said.
Beckett, Nam, Heidi and Sam were already seated around the table, Freen sat down on the empty chair near Nam.
"Honey bee, would you mind getting the salt and pepper cans to the table?" Becky told Emily as she carried the last serving dish out to the table.
"I got them..." Emily said and accompanied her Mami out. "Mami... I'm sorry na, about everything... for resorting to violence at school, for snapping at you, for saying stupid stuff to Mama too... I really am."
Becky leaned in and gave her a kiss on her forehead. "I know you are honey, it's alright, just be more mindful the next time na? And let's find other ways to channel that anger of yours?"
Emily took her seat and the only seat left for Becky was the one near Freen. She sat down, and tried to gauge if Freen was okay.
"Wow, Becca! This looks amazing!" Heidi said.
Freen noted, Heidi calls her wife Becca.
Did she have any names for Becky? In her dream she remembered moaning out 'bebe' in the throes of passion.
"Nong!" Nam said. "Okay mai?"
"Cai, cai... I'm fine." Freen repeated.
"I was saying, Becky only takes this much effort to cook when you're home." Nam said.
Freen looked to her side to see Becky smiling smugly. "Is it?"
"I can't completely deny that..." Becky said.
Everyone began serving themselves dinner, when Freen was notified with a text on her phone.
From P'Nam:
What's up with you?
It was from P'Nam.
To P'Nam:
Nothing, why?
From P'Nam:
I know that look
To P'Nam:
What look?
From P'Nam:
Oi... Khun Sarocha Armstrong! You're horny AF
To P'Nam:
WHAT! NO! I AM NOT! SHUT UP
From P'Nam:
Your face is all flushed 😚
To P'Nam:
STOP
From P'Nam:
YOU STOP, WIFEY'S RIGHT NEXT TO YOU. TELL HER WHAT YOU WANT NA
"Hey, Freen, should I serve you?" came Becky's voice from beside her. She quickly turned her phone over in her lap.
"Uh... cai, please, thank you na..." She said, and smiled. Becky did a double take, probably noticing her face too.
"Okay mai?" Becky asked her.
"Cai, cai, I'm fine."
Becky placed her plate in front of her and said, "Let me know if you need anything."
Freen simply nodded. Her phone buzzed again. When she was sure Becky's attention was on Sam now, she checked her phone.
From P'Nam:
She's offering you whatever you need. TELL HER YOU NEED HER!!! 🤪
Freen suddenly pushed her chair back and said, "Excuse me na, I'll be right back..." and she walked to the kitchen. She stood there for a few seconds. Just trying to calm her racing heart down.
"Get your fucking act together, Freen!" She told herself mentally.
She took 5 minutes and was finally able to free herself of visuals of a naked Becky eating her out. She turned around to go back to the dining table and boom!
She had walked right into Becky, then tripped backward and if it wasn't for Becky's quick reflexes, she would have been on the floor of the kitchen.
But now she was being held close to Becky's body, by Becky's super strong arms, and her whole body felt alive, like it was taken right back to that dream.
"Freen ka... are you sure everything's okay?" Becky asked.
"It is now..." She whispered.
"What?" Becky said, a small smile creeping onto her lips.
"Did I say that out loud?" Freen shut her eyes tight.
"Ka, you did..." Becky replied.
"I'm sorry..." Freen said, now steady on her own two feet and highly embarrassed.
"Come on na..." Becky said, holding her hand out for Freen to take it. Freen placed her hand in Becky's and allowed her to lead her back out.
"Did you come to get something from the kitchen?" Freen asked before they went out.
"Just my wife."
Freen smiled.
"P'Nam texted me saying you might need me." Becky added.
Freen wanted to whack P'Nam with something.
//
Freen was able to keep her mind off her needs once she was back, as she was tasked with feeding Sam tonight. The boy was a fussy eater. But she loved every second of it. Keeping him entertained and feeding him one spoonful at a time, at the same time relishing her meal.
Becky was a good cook, there was no doubt about that. Becky was apparently good at a lot of things. She was a lawyer, a great cook, a great mom, and a great friend.
Freen felt a wave of sadness hit her when she thought about how unfair it must all be to Becky, to have a wife who doesn't remember everything about her.
"Mama, ice cake!" Sam exclaimed, when he had his last bite of food.
"Baby, let everyone finish and then Mami will bring the ice cream na?"
"So, meung, did you sleep well?" Nam asked.
"Uh... cai... I did..."
"You sound unsure na..." Nam said.
"Just a nightmare, but I slept okay."
Becky's face grew concerned now.
"What did you see, Ma?" Beckett asked.
"Oh, it was nothing baby, don't worry about it na..." Freen assured him.
"Did any new memories come up?" Heidi asked.
"Uhh... no, not really." She lied.
"Oh... that's a pity." Heidi said.
A text appeared on her phone.
From P'Nam:
LIAR
"I had a nice dream last night actually..." Becky said.
"Na ka?" Freen was curious.
"What was it, Mami?" Sam asked.
"It was pretty similar to this, friends and family, home together..."
"Well... at least somebody's dreams are coming true..." Nam said slyly. And Freen kicked her under the table.
"Okay, time for dessert!" Becky said and got up to take some of the dishes into the kitchen.
"I'll help you clear the table na..." Freen said and picked up a few things and followed Becky.
Becky placed a few dishes in the sink and turned around, not expecting Freen to be right behind her, Freen ended up bumping into Becky again, but this time spilling a little leftover food on the front of her sweater.
"Oh my god! I'm sorry!" Freen stared at the big stain and then turned around and hurried to find napkins. She found them, but when she turned back around to help Becky, she was faced with glorious, skin, and breasts supported by a white bra.
Becky was taking her top off.
"Uhhhh... I'm stuck, can you help me?" Becky said from inside her sweater.
"Help you take your top off?" Freen asked, unsure of what Becky wanted her to do.
"Any other time, I'd say yes." Becky said, her head still inside her sweater. "I need you to pull my top down, so that I can take just my sweater off..."
"OH MY GOD!!!" Nam exclaimed when she entered to see Becky showing skin and Freen standing right there in front of her.
"Okay ka, I saw nothing. I'm going back." Nam said and scurried away.
Freen tugged on the shirt that had gotten pulled up with a sweater, trying to memorize the scene before her, she felt the heat of Becky's skin radiating off her body, and she was tempted to touch, just to see how warm her skin felt.
"Get a hold of yourself!" She scolded herself internally.
"I'm sorry you had to see that..." Becky said jokingly.
"I'm not." Freen said softly and turned around.
Becky quickly caught her wrist. "What is up with you today? I'm so confused."
"Nothing... I just..." Freen finally made eye contact with her.
"You just...?" Becky asked, raising an eyebrow.
They were so close to one another, their faces about an inch apart. Freen's gaze moved down to Becky's lips and back up to her eyes. Freen's lips twitched, whether to say something or to kiss Becky, Becky wasn't sure.
"Mami, ice cake!"
"Oh! The dessert!" Becky exclaimed, pulling back and deciding maybe this wasn't a good idea.
The last time they kissed, Freen ran away. She didn't want to take any chances that would make Freen go further away from her. Freen seemed sad though. Like she was trying to keep a smile on when she didn't want to.
"Hey... you wanna be the first to taste my homemade ice cream sandwich?" Becky asked her, trying to cheer her up.
"Sure na... I'd be honoured."
To be continued.
Well... happy weekend. Sorry for any mistakes, thanks for reading na.. ❤️