her pov
After five days everything started feeling weird. Me and Ares were constantly fighting and arguing over stupid stuff, me and Georgia werent even looking at eachother in the hallways and my mood swings were just crazier than ever.
Today i didn't go to school i am not feeling my self lately. Every morning i am literally dying in my bed and puke. Evey single morning since my night with Ares.
My period was supposed to start 2 days ago but nothing. All i can think about is me and Ares having unprotected sex and what if....
I mean it is a possibility. I am so fucking scared i haven't told anyone yet and i don't think i will. I will deal this on my own. I am just waiting for Karen to leave the house so i can go to a pharmacy to get a test. God i am so stressed what if i am pregnant and i have to get abortion its not murder i am not against them but who is going to pay for it? There is no way i am telling my mum or dad.
Fuck. I heard the front door closing so i figured that Karen left but i heard knocking on my door. I opened the door and Ares was standing there.
"What are you doing here" i said as i started walking towards my closet to find clothes.
"Why didn't you come today" he said as he sat on my bed
"Not feeling good" where the hell are my clothes
"Could have texted"
"Text what"
"That you wouldn't come you are too angry for this early"
"I- i told you i am not feeling well" i said and suddenly felt two arms wrapping around me and him kissing my neck
"Ares i am really not okay stop" i said but he kept going
"Hey i am not fucking kidding" i said while pushing his arms away from me.
"The fuck is your problem" he said while his eyes turned icy cold blue that happens when he is mad
"You. Fuck off i told you like a hundred times that i am not okay but you are ignoring me" i said and my eyes were tearing up
"You are not even talking to me anymore this past days you are just mad or sad or not in the mood fuck you Ava"
"No fuck you Ares excuse me if i am not always in the mood for fucking that's the only thing you care about" we were shouting at eachother this is probably my fault
"When the fuck did i say that i only care about sex Ava? You are driving me insane i don't understand what the fuck is wrong with you"
i was just standing there trying to think if i should have told him or not but he didn't like my silence so he just left.
I whipped my tears off, dressed up and went to the pharmacy.
After i got home i had second thoughts because i knew that this stick was going to change my entire life.
I finally found the courage to do it and now i am just waiting. Fuck this is more stressful that i thought it would be.
My alarm went off and i picked up the stick to see that is positive. Fuck. I am pregnant. I am fucking pregnant shit.
I started crying, i don't know what to do. How did i let this happen. FUCK.
The only person i wanted to say it is Georgia and i didn't even hesitate i just started driving to her house.
The tears never stopped running while i was driving that was making it so hard to drive i am suprised i made it there. I started knocking the door and when Georgia opened her eyes teared up too.
"What do you want Ava" she said trying not to cry
"I want my bestfriend back"
"Now that you need something you want your best friend back? How about when i needed you? Huh? And you were always busy with God knows what and now that you need something you are back?" she yelled at me while crying
"I am pregnant" i said and we both started crying. She came closer and we started hugging.
We got inside and went in her room and sat on her bed.
"What?" she said and my tears started pouring down again
"Fuck Georgia i dont know what to do, i am scared"
"Whose is it?" she said and i finally told her everything.
And i mean EVERYTHING.
"Jesus all this was happening and i didn't even noticed" she said and we both chuckled
"Yeah well" i said looked down
"I think i am falling for him Georgia"
"Really?" she said suprised and we both started acting like five years old jumping around the room while laughing.
"Does he know?"
"No i don't want to tell him"
"Why?"
"I am scared of what he is going to say"
"Well its kind of his fault"
"Hahaha right"
"Look i think we should double check right?"
"Sure"
"Okay i will go buy another test and if it's positive you will tell Ares okay?"
"Fine"
"Okay stay here"
After some minutes she was back with the test and we are waiting for the results.
"Times up" Georgia said and when i checked it was again positive
"Fuck i am pregnant"
"You have to tell Ares"
"I will dont worry"
"Okay look i have to get ready for a date with Jake but i want to hear everything okay i will come to your place at night"
"Thank you" i said and we hugged.
I started driving to Ares house. My hands were shaking. When i parked i took a big breath and went to the door. I knocked and Ares opened. He wasnt wearing a shirt just blue sweatpants fuck he is so hot.
"Ava if you are here to argue like the past few days i am not in the mood" he said while walking in" I got in too and closed the door we both sat on the couch waiting for me to talk.
"I am sorry" i said and he scoffed
"Okay" he said sarcastically
"Look i dont know how to say this but-" i said but he started talking over me
"If this is about you thinking that all i want is sex from you like you said before its just-"
"Let me finish" i said and he shut up
"Ares i- i am pregnant" i said and his eyes widened.
"Come again?" he said and i pulled the tests out of my purse. He picked up one of the test on started scratching his neck. His silence was making me more nervous. I started crying again.
"Fuck say something" i said and he looked at me. He didnt say anything he just hugged me. I started crying in his arms and he was just so calm and sweet with everything. We both layed on the couch. I was laying on him and i was crying as he was playing with my hair.
After some minutes that i had calmed down i sat up so did he and i took a big breath and started talking.
"I am sorry i dont know why i am crying"
"Dont worry about it" he said and putted his hand on mine and started rubbing his thumb on my hand.
"Ares i don't know what to do i am scared"
"Look whatever you decide i will support you. If you want to get an abortion you will if you want to keep it i promise i will always be here" i smiled
"You think i will keep it?" i said while chuckling
"You think i dont want a tiny baby around us? Fuck yeah. A baby that will look like you and me and its going to be ours especially if it's a boy" he said making me feel better
"Its little soon dont you think?" i said and he looked at me and scoffed
"Yeah it is"
"I am probably getting an abortion"
"I will pay for it"
"Ares it's expensive i am not letting you pay"
"I am not asking Ava i am going to pay"
"After that i am probably starting to use the pill"
"That's a good idea" he said and kissed me on the forehead.