I held Glenns hand as we drove Dad honking made us pull to a stop I got put of the front seat and carol Harshal and Beth opened the back door and got out I held my gun tightly I walked around the car next to Glenn"You out"I looked at dad who ran up
"Running on fumes"How are we gonna fit all of us in one car Maggie had gotten of Daryls bike"We can't stay here"I said stepping up towards dad"We can't all fit in one car"We would have to sit on each other's lap"Well have to make a run for some gas in the morning"And stay the night here war the herd can find there way here
"Spend the night here"God I sware were gonna freeze by sun up Tommow"Im freezing"Carl said shivering mom tryed warming Carl I sighed and started talking my jacket off bad dad was already on it so I put it back on"Well build a fire yeah"Mom said it was really cold out
"You go out looking for firewood stay close only got so many Arrows how you doing on Ammo"Carl now had dad's jacket on I was okay as long as he was warm"We can't just sit here with our asses hanging out"I smirk at Maggie she a badass"Watch your mouth Maggie's right though we can't just sit here
"Everyone stop panicking and listen to Rick"I nodded looking up at dad"All right well set up perimeter in the morning well find some gas and supplies well keep pushing on"I can't just sit here I gotta do something"Glenn and I can make a run now try and scrounge up some gas"I say looking back at Glenn then back at dad
"No we stay together god forbid something happens and people get stranded without a car"Dad turned around looking the opposite direction of us"Rick we're stranded now"Glenns not wrong were low on Ammo and being stuck on the side of the road sounds like we're stranded to me
"I know it looks bad we've all been through he'll and worse but at least we found each other I wasn't sure I really wasn't but we did"Thats true I was glad that we were but I couldn't stop thinking of Andrea we didn't even look for her"we keep it that way well find shelter somewhere there's gotta be a place"Dad was irritated I saw that
"Rick look around okay There's walkers everywhere they're migrating or something"Dad didn't seem to listen"Theres gotta be a place not just where we hole up but we fortify hunker down pull ourselves together build a life for eachother"I want that to but how are we gonna find it in a world like this
"I know it's out there we just have to find it"He yelled throwing his gun around as he did we can get to comfortable in one place again"Even if we do find a place and we think it's safe we can never be sure for how long"I said to dad he looked away from me"Look what happened with the farm we food ourselves into thinking that that was safe"
I was trying to get him to understand we been through two camps already and they haven't been good"shes right Rick well get overrun"Maggie added"we won't make that mistake again"Herhal said trying to convince both me and maggie"Well make camp tonight over ther"I looked at what looked like a dam"Get on the road at the break of day"
Glenn stepped up behind Daryl"Does this feel right to you"I scoffed at carol I hated the way She's been acting towards my dad"What if walkers come through or another group like Randall's"Beth said stepping up"You know I found Randal right"
I looked over at Daryl standing next to Glenn"He had turned but he wasn't bit"He told us that I don't know how that's possible dad looked away from Daryl"Hows that possible"I asked looking over at dad"Rick what the he'll happened"Mom asked
"Shane killed Randal just like he always wanted to"Shane saved my life in the begging he saved my family's life and I never thanked him he was crazy the last couple days but I never wanted him to die"And then the herd got him"Mom asked holding Carl to him"Dad seemed distant with the question and I was trying to figure out why
"Were all infected"My face paled at his words"what"Daryl asked looking at dad with just as much shock as the rest of us"At the C.D.C Jenner told me whatever it is we all carry it"I opened my mouth lost of words I took a step away from dad were gonna be like them....if we die I never wanted to be one of those things
"And you never said anything"Carol said in disbelief"Would it have made a difference"I scoffed shaking my head"You knew this whole time"Glenn said he sounded hurt he'll we all were hurt at his wordsd"How could I have know for sure you saw how crazy that mo-"Thats bullshit that God I'm so passed st him we had a right to know"Thats isn't your call"Glenn said angrily
"Okay when I found out about the walkers in the barn I told for the good of everyone"I sighed and looked down how can dad due this"Well I thought it best that people didn't know"How can he just decide something like that for us I love dad but this wasn't fair after everything we been through we had a right to know that no matter what well be one of those things
I watched as dad walked away from us and it didn't take long for dad to follow him I looked over at Glenn who was already looking at me I was trying to to cry I felt betrayed i love my dad I always will but I'm hurt I stepped up to Glenn and hugged him he huged me back worming me up as his one hand rubbed his back his other holding his gun
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We starter a fire and we sat around it the fire was worming us up a lot the four walla making some sort of protection while T took watch I looked up as Daryl threw down Wood he just went to go get some more mom also came back and sat down by Carl
I sat by Hershal Glenn held my hands one arm was on his knee and the other was around my own knees he brought my hand closer into his chest worming it up I looked at him with a smile"Were not safe with him"I glared at carol who was talking about my dad
"Keeping something like that from us"She turned around looking over ware dad was"Why do you need him he's just gonna pull you down"She whispered looking back over at Daryl you know I may be mad at Dad myself but I won't have other's talk shit on him"No Rick's done all right by me"Maggie who was next to Daryl watched as they talked
"Your bis henchmen and I'm a burden"I shook my head eyeing her"You deserve better"I took in a breath trying to to bust out in anger Glenn grabed my hand tighter noticing my chance in mood"what do you want"Daryl asked looking just as annoyed as I was"A man of honor"Who the he'll does she think she is she may have lost her daughter but my dad saved her life many times
"Rick has honor"I was thankful for Daryl defending my dad"I think we should take our chances"Maggie said leaning inlto Daryl"Dont br foolish there's no food no fuel bo Ammo"I sighed And Glenn put his arm around my shoulders I flinch when a snap of a brach was heard in the distance
"What was that"I asked with fear Daryl stood up and I followed Glenn who stood up"could be anything could be a raccoon could be a possum"Lets just hope that's what it was"Walker"Glenn stated I looked over at dad who made his way to us"We need to leave what are we waiting for"
I looked over at Glenn with fear"Which way"Glenn asked looking back at me"It came from over there"I said pointing in the direction I held my gun tightly Glenn was doing the same at this point we were all stood up except for Carl and mom"Back from where we came"Beth said I nodded"yeah"the walkers could have found there way here
"The last thing we need is for everyone to be running off in the dark we don't have the vehicles"The last few times dad has gave a speech he's been irritated it was all over his voice"No ones traveling on foot"Another branch snapped in the distances"Dont panic"Herhsal told maggie who held her gun up next to Daryl"Im not I'm not sitting here waiting for another herd to blow through we need to move now"Maggie said looking over at dad
"No one is going anywhere"I took a step closer to Glenn"Do something"I sware if she says one more thing about my dad"I am doing something!"Dad whispered yelled waving his gun once again"Im keeping this group together Alive"I knew he was doing that dad has always cared for us
"I've been doing that all along no matter what I didn't asked for this I killed my best friend for you people for Christ sake!"I gasped Dad killed Shane...oh my God I knew there was a reason why he was avoiding telling us what happened to shane"you saw what he was like how he pushed me how he compromised us"
I looked down my lip started to quiver before all this Shane was like an uncle to me when I was in school he ways took me when dad couldn't answer when he did he stopped at a gas station and got me cinnamon rolls and a Mountain Dew every morning before the world ended he was an amazing person
"How he threatened us he staged the whole Randall thing led me out to put a bullet in my back"Shane wanted to kill dad why because of him and mom"I had no choice he was my friend but he came after me"Carl started to cry so mom hugged him rocking him back and forth
"My hands are Clean"Mom shushed Carl he was really close to Shane from the start and he thought Shane was mad at him when mom stopped doing him"Maybe you people are better off without me go head"I said pointing to the way in"I say there's a place for us but maybe maybe it's just another pipe dream maybe maybe I'm fooling myself again"
I hated how dad had to try to prove himself"Why dont you why don't you go and find out yourself send me a postcard"I don't think any of us could do it without dad he makes the hard decisions so we can stay alive"Go on there's the door you can do better let's see how far you get"
No one was moving or even wanting to walk towards that door and thank God for it"No takers fine but get one thing straight you're staying this isn't a democracy anymore"I looked at dad with a frown he'll we all were dad walked away once again I guess we had to listen to dad no matter what I took a step closer to Glenn when does this get batter I hope soon because I'm tired of this
We're almost to the prison guys I'm excited for Avery and Glenn Avery already seems to be growing as a person anyway I hope you enjoyed the chapter love you guys and donr forget to vote/comment it tells me that you like it.