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Recap : Swara pregnancy again!!
"I wanna say something about Sanskar slapping Swara, I am not justifying, he did wrong and he shouldn't slapped her, but! I guess I added many times Swara slapped Sanskar!! Then there isn't much problem on this but if Sanskar slapped Swara, is wrong! Both are wrong, if Swara slap Sanskar then also wrong and if Sanskar slap Swara, then also wrong!! The statement a man shouldn't slap woman applies on woman too, but should treated as human not as gender!!
We woman's are human, we don't need any specifications we are woman's, so all should respectful toward woman's, we deserves respect because we are same human like man! This is equality!! Not, like woman's are ahead then men's, or some says "humara beti ladko jaisi hai" nahi hai! Nhi hai ladko jaisi, we are humans dammit! We should be treated normal!!
I want this equality in society where the question of man and woman doesn't arise! Both are humans and that's what should be understand! Both deserve respect and both have right to be successful, no one can dim anyone's light!!
"Sory the intentions isn't to hurt anyone, but I don't like when anyone say man, woman! In normal life also I hear such words that really pissing"
In SwaSan Room!!
Sanskar take Swara in room, and make her sit down on bed and give her water to drink, she drink water!!
Sanskar : Swara! You don't need to stress about mom!! And anything!!
Not good for baby!
Swara remember earlier he used to concern about her and baby both! And used to say "Swara this isn't good for you and baby"!!
Swara's heart pinched seeing his ignorance toward her!!
She close eyes controlling her tears!
Sanskar: Swara! You want something to eat?
Swara ; you don't know!my Sanskar used to say he know what I want before my saying!
Sanskar : hmmm! I knew of my Swara not you! As your liking changed now!! ( make her hurt) what do you want?
Swara : Swara's liking isn't changed till!!
Kal bhi Swara ko Sanskar hi pasand tha aaj bhi Sanskar hi pasand hai! Whatever you will bring, your Swara will like.
Sanskar's heart gets restless hearing her!! But he go from room composing himself.
Swara's tears fall from her eyes!! She remembered his earlier care toward her! But their life changed!! Everything got changed.
After sometime!!
Sanskar come with Swara's favorite food!! She looks at the food and feels good that he remembered her favorite food till now!
Sanskar : eat!
Swara : please khilao!!
Sanskar looks at her once then feed her by his hand!! She smile in between of this!!
After food!
Sanskar : Swara! You sleep for sometime! You aren't taking proper sleep! This isn't good for my baby!
Swara 's heart bleeds seeing his concern is only for his baby not her!! He make her lay down and cover her with comforter! She expect a forehead kiss from him.
But due to her surprise! He bend and kiss her stomach! Showering his love on his baby only! He turn to go but Swara's phone ring.
She and him both looks at the phone and find nikhil calling! Sanskar clenched fist seeing this!
She quickly cut the call!!
Sanskar : why you cutted? I am not stopping! You can talk! You are free to do anything! Just you have to take care of my child!! Because I want my child this time, and if you aren't ready for the baby then also told beforehanded!!
Because if anything happen again to my child, then might I will not able to bear.
Swara : I want this child Sanskar! I want our baby!! I want our love sign!
Sanskar : love sign? Like really Swara! You intimated with me when I was drunk!
You know the situations of our relationship but! Forget that! I don't wanna talk about that!, I am happy that you have my baby in your womb!, I want my child!!
I want a reason to live!! Because the only reason I had for living , which was you! Now reason of my pain, I want reason to live happily now! I want to be happy.
You have nikhil at your side, I also want someone, and that someone will be my child! My son or my daughter! And that will be enough for me.
Swara : Sanskar! I know i intimated with you in your drunken state! But I was trying to give you our baby back! So you able to come out from your trauma!! I did everything for you!
Why you aren't seeing this?
You always seen my fault but why you don't see my pov, my reasons! Why Sanskar?
Swara : Sanskar! I know! I hurted you because of nikhil! But Sanskar! The situation also matters! And me and nikhil don't have any bad relation! We are only friends!! I know taking distraction from any other man isn't good in your eyes but think from my pov! I was disturbed by all our fights! That too daily! I wanted to divert my mind from that! That's why I was being with nikhil reminding my childhood memories with him, and that used to cheer me!
Sanskar: cheer! Then why you don't live with him?
Why you are leading a problematic life with me?
As he cheered you and I give you tears only!!
Swara : Sanskar! I love you!
I love you so much, whatever any problem comes, i will not leave your side! As I named my whole life to you!
Sanskar's heart touched listening him! As for first time after their fights she expressing her love.
But the glow faded again, listening her next statement!
Swara :
I don't love nikhil! I only treats him as a best friend! Why you are judging a male and female's friendship like this!! Sanskar! I know your thinking is different and mine is different! I had many boys as friends in college, so what do you wanna say I am characterless?
In fact! No girls was in my friends group! As their mothers never allowed as I was fatherless, I had only boys as my friends!!
And hugging is normal!!
And me and nikhil are more frank, he sometime peck my cheek but playfully! I never mind as I know we are only friends! And this is normal!
Sanskar close eyes tightly!!
Swara: Sanskar! We were also best friends before becoming husband wife! And you used to hug me, I never stopped you!
Sanskar : we were husband wife Swara! That's why I used to hug you and I never hugged you like nikhik do! When you used to break down! Then I used to hug you! Just to give you a shoulder to cry!! I never touched you like nikhil does! As I resoect the friendship bond!! There is a limit between friends! You can be modern! But i am not!, I am traditional and orthodox in your language! I prefer a limited friendship then touching and all! There should be some limits!!
Swara : Sanskar!
Sanskar : whatever!! I dont wanna argue!! You can be right at your POV!! Your modernity can be right! But! For me my traditions is more important!!
My ethics and my principal is more important!!
I am going to bring some tonics for you.
He go from there!!
Swara : Sanskar! Try to understand what i am saying! You are taking everything in a wrong way!! You are blind to see what I am going through!! ( teary eyes).
After sometime!!
Sanskar come from medical store bringing tonics for Swara! He see her sitting!
Sanskar : Swara! I told you to sleep for sometime!
Swara : I wasn't getting sleep!
Make me sleep!
Sanskar nod yes and put tonics on table and himself come beside her and make her lay down and caress her hairs soothingly so she get sleep!
Swara : you also sleep with me, I wanna sleep in your arms!
Sanskar doesn't argue and lay beside her wrapped arms around her protectively! And pull comforter on them and stroke her hairs, she sleeps in his arms! He looks at her emotionally! He is angry on her but deep inside their happiness in their life, deep inside miss his Swara! He kiss her forehead emotionally!! Letting a tear escape from his eyes! She clutched his hand in sleep! He looks at their entangled hands!!
He remembered something!
SwaSan are laying in each other's embrace and entangled hands!!
Swara : I wanna hold your hand forever Sanskar! Our entangled hands looks so perfect isn't?
Sanskar : because your hand is meant for my hand! ( kiss her forehead make her smile).
present!
Swara snuggle in Sanskar bringing in him sense!
Sanskar: (monologue) how many things changed in us Swara! Our love tested many times but we won every time! But our loved failed in front of problem aka money!!
I guess that's why saying, money is dangerous and useful at same time.
He take sigh! And stroke her hairs! She snuggle in him and sleep embracing him, he also get sleep as he wasn't sleeping properly and sleep in her embrace!!
Next Day!
In SwaSan Room!!
Sanskar awakes from sleep first and see Swara is sleeping yet! He kiss her forehead softly so she don't awake! And get up from her grip and go in washroom for bathing!!
After sometime!
Sanskar come out dressed in tuxedo! For going back in office! ( he wasn't going office from 3 weeks, as he wasn't mentally prepare but now everything is fine like before he can go).
He awakes Swara! She open eyes and see him ready for office!
Swara : I am making your breakfast! ( thinking he awake her for breakfast and other things).
Sanskar : no! I made the breakfast, you go and get ready for office.
Swara : office? Whose office?
Sanskar ; your office! You will not go office? ( confused) now we are expecting baby again! Everything is going to be on track!
So you go back to your work.
Swara : Sanskar! I left the job! ( taking sigh shocking him, who wasn't aware of her leaving job).
Sanskar : why?
Swara : you are asking this? You don't like my job! That's why I left job and moreover I am pregnant now! And I shouldn't do job!
Sanskar remembered his own insecurities toward her job, he wanted her sucess but because he wasn't having job, he was insecure from her doing job!! And after he got job, he wanted her to be housewife again as he want his old Swara back, not career woman as the housewife Swara used to spend her all time with him only but career minded Swara, only stay in office and with her best friend nikhil!! Which irked him! But after her pregnancy news, he stopped pointing toward her job but insecurities from nikhil never faded which make him insecure.
Sanskar: Swara! I don't have any problem with your job! But i have some conditions! You have to come at 6pm! and your office hours is 7pm! You should come home one hour before! And pregnant ladies get concession! So nikhil can't deny! And also if you have any business parties or any emergency, call me! I will come, you can't go alone in any business parties! I will go with you!! And if I am not free, then you can also cancel the order of your so called BOSS! As no one can over stress any pregnant lady!!
This is against of Law!
Swara : Sanskar! I don't want to do job!
Sanskar : why? Because I put condition!
Swara : no!! I don't want job! As job is the reason of our fights.
Sanskar : hmmm! Your job is the reason of our fights! But! You learn managing your office and marital life! Then your job will not be a issue anymore!!
Swara ; I used to fulfil my all responsibilities Sanskar!
Sanskar : Swara! Mistake is mine! That I was insecure from your job! Because I was unemployed! I doesn't wanted to loose my wife in my unemployment!
But! You also never fixed anything! You ignored my anger, you ignored everything! You never tried to control my insecurities but let my insecurities go overboard!
Swara : Sanskar! What I would do! You expect only from me, can't you do something for me!!
He close eyes composing himself ! His anger ruin everything and he lost his ability to think properly, he remembered their happy memories! He also want them to be happy like before! And if the first step is from his side then is good!!
He should take the first step for fixing their problems.
Sanskar:, I will try to understand your job and career mind!!
I will try not to fight with you! You also don't let your so called friend come in us! If you want our marraige smooth and happy life before!
Swara : you are giving chance to me?
Sanskar: chance to our maraige! Chance to our love!!
And we both are at fault! I am also and you also! We both need to learn our mistakes so we able to fix our maraige!
Swara smile listening him and embrace him! Sanskar embrace her back!
Swara : Thank you Sanskar! Everything will be alright now!, I promise I will not lie again! And neither will let nikhil come in us or anyone!
Sanskar : i promise I will control my anger, and will not let my anger affect our marriage and hurts you! but! I need sometime to be like before!
Swara : I will wait!
Sanskar : one more important thing! I am sorry!!
Swara : why Sanskar?
Sanskar : for everything, for getting insecure from your job, for stopping you from doing job, for abusing you, for accusing you for nikhil, for slapping you, for every mistake I did!! I am sorry!
Swara : I am sorry too Sanskar! For ignorant toward your insecurities, for letting nikhil come in our relationship, for not understanding you, for hurting you unknowingly, I am sorry Sanskar, I am sorry!
Sanskar : forgot that! Let's start afresh!
Swara smile listening him.
He stands in front of mirror and apply perfume on himself!
Sanskar : get ready fast! I am gonna drop you! Nikhil will not drop you, I only will drop you! Because I am your husband and only I have right on you.
Swara smile seeing her possessed Sanskar again! And go in washroom with smile and hope!!
Sanskar : I hope everything gets alright like before!! And our love again won from all obstacles and problems of our marraige.
After sometime!
Sanskar see Swara dressed in his brought tuxedo! And having his brought bag only!! She fill her hairline properly letting her vermillion visible, and adore her neck with mangalsutra properly letting that too visible as Sanskar don't like if her marital sign isn't visible! She try to do everything accordingly to him. Sanskar notice everything!
Sanskar : let's go!
Swara feels bad seeing him ignoring her!!
He hold her hand and both go out!!
Outside!
She gets surprised seeing car!
Sanskar : I bought car for you! Bike will be uncomfortable for you!!
Swara smile listening him!! He hold her hand and make her sit inside comfortably and himself sit on driving seat and drive from there!
Sujata make faces standing on door!
Sujata ; this Sanskar is doing mistake! Why letting Swara do job again! She will again kill my grandchild! Bitch she is!! ( fumingly).
After sometime!
Sanskar drop Swara at door of office! And bid bye to her! She kiss his cheek, surprise him! But he doesn't resist!
Swara : I know everything will be alright! God will fix everything!
Sanskar nod yes! She come out from car and wave hand to him, he looks at her and wave hand back with a small smile and go from there.
She pray in her heart for their marraige 's problems to be fixed! She gasped by a touch on her shoulder. She looks and find nikhil!
Nikhil : I missed you Swara! ( embracing her) how are you? ( cups her face).
Swara remove his hand from her face confused Nikhil!
Swara : don't touch me nikhil!
You shouldn't touch me like this.
Nikhil : why? We are friends Swara!
Swara : but friendship should be in limits! Sanskar don't like such things!, so you stop doing this! Hug and all! Talk but with a distance! He don't like and I don't like to see him sad!
I wanna fix my marraige 's problems!!
Nikhil;oh! So! Sanskar stopped you! He literally dominate you Swara! How he can stop? What's his problem? He have so low thinking! Man and woman can be friends but he! He is so low thinker!
Swara : Nikhil please! Whatever is! He is my husband and he love me, and I love him! And about his thinking, he is just possessive for me as he love me so much!! And I don't wanna any distance in me and my husband anymore.
Nikhil : Fine! Whatever! And about what you were saying, you will talk in morning!
Swara : I am pregnant again nikhil! ( shocks him).
Nikhil: what pregnant again? Swara you just had miscarriage! And you again became pregnant! Is Sanskar forced you for getting baby? I will put case on him for exploiting you! Just tell me once!!
Swara ; you gone mad! Sanskar never forced me! He love me, he don't have lust for me! And about becoming mother again was my decision! I wanted our child back! So our life becomes better again, and we get our happiness back!,
Nikhil: but Swara! Becoming mother just after miscarriage isn't good! This can harm you! You better abort!
Swara : nikhil! ( angrily) I already lost my baby!, how you can say that!
Nikhil : I am saying for your betterment Swara! Be practical! There should be gap in 2nd baby!
Swara : ( taking a sigh)I know you are being practical and saying correct! But! I want my baby! Like Sanskar I am also yearning for my baby! I want my died child back! I know somewhere I didn't cared my baby in my career but! Now I wanna put attention on my baby!
Nikhil: but Swara you just had miscarriage!
Swara : I consulted doctor! My body was ready for 2nd baby and I am mentally prepare as well! So this will not be risky!!
So i planned my 2nd pregnancy!
Now everything will be on track again! Me and Sanskar will lead a happy life with our children's!!
Nikhil: You are so young Swara! Just 22!
Swara : but I am prepared now! And moreover Sanskar will help me in handling our baby!!
He is understanding!
Nikhil : you are spoiling your life Swara! You shouldn't be with that dominated and orthodox Sanskar!
Swara : Nikhil! Sanskar isn't orthodox! He have traditional thoughts! He have old thinking but not orthodox! He never opposed me from anything, he himself buy modern clothes for me, though he don't like, but as I like he let me, in my home, daughter in law keep pallu on head, but he never let me do! As he accepts my freedom, he never stopped me from doing anything! Even he opened music school for me, he wanted me to become independent but we faced crises! And Sanskar lost his SM position and I had a job! Bit he wasn't! His disappointment was insecuring him regarding my job! He doesn't wanted to loose me! And his disappointment leads fights in us!
But now I wanna fix everything!!
I will not let any insecurities come in us!
And I LOVE SANSKAR! I love him from core of my heart and I will not let any problem come in us.
Nikhil about to say further more!
Swara : nikhil! Sanskar is trying to fix our problems! And I will also put my efforts to save our marraige and for that! You stay away from me! Sanskar doesn't like me be with me!!
Nikhil about to say something but cut by her!!
Swara : Nikhil! We are getting late for office!
Nikhil : Okay! I want your happiness, but if Sanskar trouble you, or exploit
call me! I will fix everything!
Swara : no needed! He can never exploit me! And if you wanna fix anything in my marraige then keep yourself at distance with me, everything will be fixed! He don't have any problem with my job now! The only problem we have is you!!
Sanskar only have problems with you!
She go inside, nikhil also go behind her but with frowned face.
In evening
At 5:30pm!
Swara call Sanskar!
Sanskar pick call!
Sanskar : hmm Swara?
Swara : come to pick me!
Sanskar : ( looks at the clock showing 5:30pm) you got free half and hour before?
Swara : hmm! I completed my work earlier!!
And Morover I should take rest, baby needs rest!
Sanskar feels good seeing hee effort toward their baby!
Sanskar : Okay! I am coming in minutes!
He cut call! He take the file in his bag which he was filling but! He can complete in home also, right now his wife needs him.
He go from there.
After sometime!
Sanskar come on door, and call Swara! She come on door and come to him! He open door for her! She get inside, and he close door for her but in that his face come closer to her and their eyes meet with each other, they looks each other deeply!! After ages their eyes finding way to each other's heart!
Someone is watching their moment! The person revealed nikhil standing in his room and watching this from window!, and clenched fist!!
Sanskar come in sense and sit back on his seat and take a sigh!
Sanskar : chale?
Swara : hmm! ( looking at him deeply).
Sanskar looks at her from corner of her eyes but doesn't react!she feels bad but! With hope in her heart, she smile. He drive off from there!!
In baadi!
After sometime!
In SwaSan Room!
Sanskar bring bowl of soup for Swara! He give her soup!
She make faces seeing dull soup.
Sanskar : soup is good! Your body will get strength!
And for baby's immunity also this is good, eat!
Swara nod yes and have soup making faces! But for baby, have!! Sanskar see her feet is swollen because of heel she wear.
He bring oil and massage her feet gasping her! She stop him, but he resist her! And massage her feet make her smile.
Sanskar : I will bring shoes for you, wear that! No need to wear heels! Heels isn't good for you.
Swara nod yes!
After sometime!
Sanskar take the empty bowl and about to go!
Swara : Sanskar I will put in basin!
Sanskar : sit! And take rest! I will do!
He go from there!! Swara smile but then remembered the care is for baby or also for her!! As he don't talk like before to her! She shake head! His Sanskar always care her whether he is angry!! But in anger he don't express his love but don't leave his care.
In kitchen!
Sanskar is washing bowl! Sujata come in kitchen for work see him washing bowl!
Sujata : wow my son! You started your wife 's worship again!
Sanskar looks at her and avoid and wash bowl!
Sujata : Sanskar! Don't send her in office, she will dominate you! Where is your self respect?
Sanskar :, there is thin line between self respect and male ego! And you always tried to provoke my male ego not my self respect mom! ( shocking her).
Sujata : you are blaming me?
Sanskar : I am not! As mistake is mine! I should have stopped you that time only when you started filling my ears against my wife!
I love Swara! Whatever the situations is or will be, I love her! And you made me against of my wife filling my ears, I was Insecure from her job and you! You increased that insecurities!
Sujata try to say something!
Sanskar : Mom jab aag lagi hoti hai!, toh use bujahaya Jata hai, usme ghee nhi dala Jata!!
( I was already burning in fire of my insecurities and you added fuel to that, and let my insecurities increased without thinking you are only ruining my life, you are ruining my happiness).
Sujata : you think I ruined your life!
Sanskar : yeah! Somewhere, you are responsible!, mom! I am telling you, stay away from my marital matters! I wanna work on my marraige, i want my marraige! I want to be happy with my wife and my child!, and that will happen when you will keep yourself away from my marital matters!,
Sujata fumes!
Sanskar : and yes! Dare you say anything to Swara! If you again abused her, accused her, hurts her, anything!, I will leave this home! ( shocking her)
Whatever the problem me and Swara is facing is our problem, we will solve! You keep yourself away!! And dare you say anything against her to me.
He go from there!!
Sujata ; that bitch again filled my son's ears and make him mad! ( fumed) for the first time he shouted on me, because of this witch!! ( angrily).
In SwaSan Room!
Sanskar stroke Swara, while she play with his hairy chest! She love to play with his hairs chest! He always ask why but she just love to hold his hand, to play with his chest hair, to do anything with him laying quietly! He is stroking her hairs so she skeep but shake head seeing her playing!
Sanskar : Swara! Sleep! I am trying from half and hour you sleep!
Swara : acha lag raha hai aise! Let's be like this for more time!
Sanskar doesn't say anything but deep inside himself feeling good beside her, she gripped his hand and he tighten his grip on her protectively! And both remain quiet just having each other's warmth with closed eyes!
He put hand on her stomach! And caress! Make her feel good!
Suddenly their moment disturb by Swara's call! Both eyes fall on the caller ID! And find nikhil calling! Sanskar gets frowned seeing this and remove hand from her but she hold his hand and put on her again and hold phone too! He is getting angry every moment.
She cut call and block the number shocking Sanskar, she put phone aside and embrace him! He feels good seeing this and tighten his grip and both close eyes and having their quiet and blissful!
After a week!
SwaSan trying to fix their marraige by spending time with each other more! Avoiding all negative people around them.
morning!!
Swara is wearing saree with safety pin putting in her teeth and blabbering while making plates!
Swara : this Sanskar didn't came yet!! Huh!!we are getting late and he didn't came yet for going in temple!!
"They have kept a puja for their relation and baby "
"Came Swara"!
Sanskar comes in hurry bringing all products for puja! Without looking at her!
Sanskar : almost is ready Swara! You check, all preparation done! ( without seeing her).
Swara : you forgotten vermillion Sanskar! Put vermillion!!
Sanskar : why needed that?
Swara : after puja you will fill my hairline! Pandit ji told!
Sanskar stop for a moment and Swara notice him freezes!
Swara : what happened? You aren't comfortable for that? ( hurts).
Sanskar close eyes and take sigh!
Sanskar : no way Swara! Filling your hairline can never be discomfort for me! I just remembered our memories! The moment I filled your hairline, we both became one! But! Situations always separate us!! ( his voice filled with sadness).
Swara : Sanskar! ( put hand on shoulder and put her head on his shoulder) whatever the situations is! Our love always win and will win this time too! We will overcome this!
Sanskar : hope so!
Swara :, chalo!, chalte hai mandir jate hai!
Sanskar nod yes and his eyes on her and turn face!
Sanskar : your pallu Swara!
Swara find her pallu touching ground and her blouse is visible to him.
Swara ; what? Biwi hoon tumhari, mujhse kya sharma rahe ho? ( turning him toward her).
Sanskar : excuse me! Who I told I am shying? I have seen you many times in and out!! ( in flow then close eyes).
Swara blushes listening him!!
Sanskar's heart flutter seeing her.
Swara put pallu on her shoulder! And go toward mirror and hold Sanskar's perfume and apply on herself!
Sanskar : what are you doing? This is men's perfume Swara!
Swara : I like this fragrance, and your everything is mine only! ( she said casually and apply more on her).
Sanskar shake head at her and smile hidden! She set her hairs and after checking herself properly, she sign him to let's go!
Swara:, where are you lost?
Sanskar who was lost in her beauty gets stammer! And not understand what to say!
Sanskar : ( taking sigh) I got lost in you! ( surprised her).
Swara's cheek heated!
Sanskar : kya hua? Pati hoon tumhara, mujse kya sharmana!! ( teasingly back to her).
She looks at him like "really" , he also looks at her "yeah exactly"!! She ruffle his hairs make him frowned, and pinch his cheek frowning him more, she love to tease him.
Sanskar : how many times I told Swara don't pinch my cheek! ( frowned).
Swara : but I love to pull your cheeks! ( pull more chuckles).
Sanskar shake head at her antics after long time antics, he missed his wife's antics!
After sometime!
SwaSan doing puja for their relation and baby!! Both joint hand and pray for their happy married life!!
Both look each other deeply!!
Pandit : Beta! Tie this thread on your wife's arms for her and your child 's safety!
Sanskar take the thread and tie on Swara's arms! She smile at him! He looks at her softly and smile!! He take vermillion and fill her hairline! She smile emotionally at this! His eyes also gets moist! Both remember their marraige and happy memories!
After sometime!
Swara reached in her office in saree only as she got late in temple! And didn't got time to change.
Nikhil : Hi Swara? So finally Sanskar changing you in his lifestyle, saree! I think that day isn't far when he will tell you keep ghungat also! He is orthodox Swara!
Swara : nikhil! I got late! That's why I am in saree! Me and Sanskar went for puja for our happy married life! If you don't know anything then don't pass comment!
Nikhil fumes listening her, his childhood friend is replying him roughly!
Precap : SWASAN ANNIVERSARY and
Swara forgotten their marraige anniversary in her office work, Will Sanskar understand? Or this will increase the gap?
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