Gu Yu leaned back against the back of the driver's seat and slowly exhaled.
He guarded at the exit of the judge's passage, where the shadows were rare and secluded. The trees are shaded on both sides, and the spring is coming to an end, but the warm sun before the summer solstice can't shine into the alley deep outside the competition hall.
Gu Yu leaned against the back of the chair and looked sideways at the exit outside the window. When he was too lazy to make an expression, his handsome eyebrows were almost the same as this cold alley, and the atmosphere reflected.
Upstairs, there is an overpass outside the audience's exit. It seems that it is difficult to get a car because it is too remote. Few spectators take this exit, and there is only the sound of children running nearby.
My child. Gu Yu put his hand on the steering wheel and held his head up.
He was not afraid that Lu Chen would ask why he participated in the Star Cup. He was afraid that Lu Chen would ask - it was not a real reason to fight against Heizi at all. He believed that Lu Chen, who knew him well, could see it.
So if the major general really asks, how should he answer? He didn't want to uncover Lu Chen's scars anymore, and he didn't want to touch the thorn that pierced Lu Chen's soft flesh and blood. It will also pierce his hand, and the pain is not worth the loss for both sides.
"Lt. General, then I'll withdraw first! Please take your time!"
Liu Zhen woke up Gu Yu in a dazed voice. When he raised his eyes again, there was only Lu Chen sitting in a wheelchair outside the window. Through a piece of glass, he was looking at him quietly with the dark eyes in the shadows of the porch.
"Major General, you are here!" Gu Yu was busy to open the door and manipulate the co-pilot seat to hide in the back row, so that Lu Chen could get on the car in a wheelchair.
Lu Chen looked at him quietly in the porch. Gu Yu was so guilty that he couldn't help but ambush him first. He said slowly, "I know there is a good restaurant near here. How about eating there tonight?"
Gu Yu was stunned. Although he didn't clarify Lu Chen's attitude of not questioning or questioning, he still subconsciously nodded naturally: "Okay."
Lu Chen allowed Liu Zhen to push the wheelchair for him, but Gu Yu was almost never allowed to help him. After Gu Yu got out of the car, he walked side by side with the slow-moving wheelchair.
Gu Yu actually knew that his major general did not mind the eyes of other insects. Even if he sat in a wheelchair, his aura did not show any weakness. Only in front of him, Lu Chen will subconsciously examine his own defects and constantly magnify those defects, often unable to see his own advantages.
Gu Yu understood his existence in Lu Chen very early. He should be a mirror and always reminded Lu Shaos how many other advantages were difficult to reach.
Because Lu Chen has the same meaning to Gu Yu. In Gu Yu's eyes, he was just a lazy and ung-minded rice worm, and every time Lu Chen looked at him quietly, as if he was the only one in his world, Gu Yu would also be surprised by this - in Lu Chen's eyes, he seemed to be very good.
It seems that no matter how lazy he is, Lu Chen will be infinitely tolerant and sincerely feel that he is extremely good.
Gu Yu wanted to convey the same mood to Lu Chen. Once, twice, three times was far from enough. Before his major general met him, the shell had been worn into a hard ice by the secular world. Gu Yu wanted to make Lu Chen clearer and clearer day by day that Lu Chen was the same in his eyes and Lu Chen's eyes.
It's the same. It's so good.
Gu Yu looked sideways at Lu Chen from time to time, sking his current mood. Lu Chen didn't feel his sight, and he took Gu Yu through the intricate path of the alley.
Finally, Erchong stopped at the only small restaurant in the depths of the alley.
Because it is close to the National Arena, there are not many shops nearby. It is mainly a gym and a sports room. It is rare to have such a restaurant.
They sat down by the window inside, and next to the floor-to-ceiling window was an unnatural insect lake. In the distance of the lake, it was dark because of the coming of night. It was gradually unclear, but there was a pair of swans nearby, relying on each other tightly and combing each other's feathers.
There are few caterpillars in the restaurant, and most of them are from nearby gyms. The food on the menu is mainly vegetarian vegetables with less fat.
Gu Yu ordered a few plain vegetables that Lu Chen loved. Lu Chen took the menu, and Lin Lin scattered a variety of sour and spicy dishes that Gu Yu loved to eat. Finally, the dishes were all over the table when they came up.
Although he knew that his family was actually rich, Gu Yu still developed the habit of thinking that his family was too poor to put rice into the pot and subconsciously thinking about the price when he saw everything. Some of the meats were painful and said, "If we order so much, will we not be unable to eat it all?"
Because it was inconvenient to pick up the dishes sitting on the opposite side, Lu Chen ordered a dish to signal Gu Yu to pick it up, and then ordered another dish to teach him to pick another dish. He lowered his eyes and looked pale: "If you can't finish it, pack it. It's not easy to come, and you have to taste it all."
Gu Yu filled his bowl with all kinds of dishes in the order of Lu Chen's fingers, and Lu Chen stopped to pick up the dishes for himself.
His major general really didn't see anything happened at the present, which made Gu Yu more and more confused, and he didn't eat anything.
Gu Yu stuffed the vegetables in the bowl into his mouth with chopsticks. From time to time, he looked up and began to look at Lu Chen's face again. Take a bite, take a look, take another bite, take another look.
Seeing that the opposite, Lu Chen had to ask him, "Lord, do I have something on my face?"
"No, no," Gu met him and was finally willing to talk to him. Then he thought about the wording and said, "Major, have you been to this restaurant before? I think you are quite familiar with the road here.
Lu Chen ate very calmly and was not in a hurry. He poked it in the east and west with Gu Yu. Because it was Lu Chen who pointed to him and clamped it, he had to put it into his mouth with a completely different attitude.
Hearing this, Lu Chen raised his chopsticks and said calmly, "I've only been here this time. It was the time I participated in the Qixing Cup when I was 17 years old."
Gu Yu flattered the "leader" and said, "Major General, you have a good memory. You remember it so clearly after coming here once. That was ten years ago, right?"
Lu Chen paused and looked down at the food in the bowl: "Because the dishes in this place taste good. In those years, I was so shy that I could only order a dish on the menu. I wanted to become famous one day. After making money, I would go back here to eat and have a good time.
Gu Yu was stunned.
Lu Chen slightly bent the corners of his lips with self-deprecating: "Later, it gradually became an obsession. After a few months of running out of food on the battlefield, he could only think of the vegetables of the tree when he could eat the roots of the tree, and swallowed his saliva. But it's hard to remember when I go back to the Capital Star. It was not until I came to the National Arena today that I remembered that there was such a place.
Gu Yu pressed the bitterness in his throat, raised his face, and smiled at Lu Chen: "Why did the major general remember to eat here today? Shall we order less? Shall we order more?
If he had known that there was such a thing, he should have ordered all the dishes that Lu Chen might like in this store, whether it could be eaten or not.
Lu Chen's shallow eyes looked at Gu Yu and stared at his smile. For a long time, Lu Chen's eyes also smiled gently with the light of the lake outside the window.
"I just want to bring you to have a try." Lu Chen's voice was very soft in this gentle night, "I hope you like what I like. Even if I don't like it, as long as you are willing to be by my side, I will be satisfied.
Gu Yu tightened his throat and quickly lowered his head to pull away the surging emotions in his eyes.
Why, why is Lu Chen always like this... He tolerates himself unlimitedly and always looks like he never asks for any response.
Gu Yu wanted to do something for him, but it was always difficult to find a breakthrough - because Lu Chen had already thought about all the retreats for him.
"But," Lu Chen's very light voice suddenly fell down and became heavy. "When you meet, I don't want you to hate what I hate."
"Don't pay attention to the outside world's remarks, don't think about what they think, do what you want, unscrupulous and carefree, that's my encounter."
Gu Yu's heart was very uncomfortable, and his chest was blocked like a boulder. He lowered his head, and there was an indescribable sourness and heat in his eyes, gradually fermenting.
"Major General... Is that why you want to hide the fact that you can't have children?"
Suddenly hearing this, Lu Chen's calm eyes finally stirred up a shock.
Gu Yuyou lowered his head and said to himself, "So, you want to keep me in the dark, face the male insect protection association alone, and even think of a way out for me, intending to push me to other female insects, continue..."
"Continue - be a fucking unscrupulous and carefree rice worm?"
His tone suddenly improved. Before Lu Chen could be surprised, he saw him suddenly look up. His gray gem-like eyes, which used to be lazy and indifferent, were red at this moment, full of blood, and tears were rolling down like broken beads.
Since he met Gu Yu, Lu Chen has never seen him cry. Even if his father died, he did not cry as much as he is today.
Lu Chen was completely panicked. In an instant, he forgot that his legs had collapsed. He actually wanted to stand up and hug Gu Yu to comfort him, but finally fell back into the chair. He was stunned for a moment, and then quickly reacted. He manipulated the wheelchair to Gu Yu, handed him a tissue, and stroked his back to comfort him.
Lu Chen was so anxious at this moment that he was no longer like the usual calm and rational self. His eyes were full of heartache, but he opened his mouth clumsyly and did not know how to comfort Gu Yu, who shed sad tears:
"When you meet, when you meet, don't cry. It's all my fault. It's my fault... I shouldn't hide it from you, I shouldn't lie to you. I shouldn't have pushed you to other insects. It's all my fault... Don't cry, don't cry..."
Gu Yu's crying was silent. His eyes were covered with red blood. He gritted his teeth and stared at Lu Chen, as if he was going to stare at a hole in his body, but tears rolled from his eyes silently and hit Lu Chen's hand in panic.
It smashed into the heart of Lu Chenbing, splashing the seas and stormy waves.
Lu Chen's handsome face was wrinkled together, and his eyes looked at him sadly. He was panicked and anxious as if he was about to cry.
He couldn't help but touch Gu Yu's forehead, touching each other, and kept saying softly, "Don't cry when you meet, don't cry. It's all my fault... Why are you unhappy? Can you tell me? I will change it, I will definitely change it..."
Gu Yu's tears fell even worse. He finally opened his mouth, and his voice choked: "No, I don't want you to change it. It's me who must change it. You can't change it. You're not wrong. It's all my fault... I'm so useless, too useless..."
Lu Chen saw that he was crying and almost unable to breathe. He asked him gently as gently as possible, "What do you think is useless and where do you need to change?" Can you tell me?"
Gu Yu stared at him, and his tears still seemed to be unable to hold it. They rolled silently and fell on the palm of Lu Chen's hand that he carefully wanted to wipe.
Gu Yu's whole worm never cried like this, but he had forgotten everything. He couldn't remember to restrain himself from keeping anything, and cried as if the whole world had lost him:
"I thought I could change it. I thought I could make Lu Chen feel that I'm loving you as much as you love me... I thought I could let you slowly believe me and throw away the sense of insecurity. No matter what happens, I firmly believe that I will never leave you, just like you will never leave me..."
"But Lu Chen, if you don't give me a chance, you have left me all the way out. What should I do? What should I do..."
"I don't want to continue to be a fucking unscrupulous and carefree rice worm. I want to protect you. I want to do something for you and do something between us... But can't I do it? I've been tossing around for the past few months, and in the end, have I still circled in place?
Lu Chen gasped with difficulty and pressed harder against his forehead, which made the two insects hurt, but no one of them gave in.
"Lu Chen, I participated in the Star Cup. I want to win the championship like you, inherit your glory into the military department, and become a military worm..."
"I want to refuse the forced marriage of the empire and all the arrangements they want to place between me and you. Even if there have been few insects since the history of the Zerg, no worm has done this successfully... I also want to take this step for us, instead of standing behind you and letting you bear all the wind of the outside world. Rain and gossip.
"Lu Chen, I don't want, I don't want... I don't want you to give me any retreat, because you are my last retreat!"
"Do you understand? Do you understand?"
Gu Yu's tears gradually stopped, and the tears still remained on the handsome and eye-catching face. He had red eyes and stared at Lu Chen, as if he would continue to cry if he didn't nod.
Lu Chen was full of pain in his eyes and grief for his sadness. Hearing the words, he couldn't help nodding: "I understand, I understand, I understand, I understand."
"You will change, and I will also change. I believe in Yuyu. I will also give the opportunity to protect this family to Yuyu..."
"We are each other's last retreat, okay, encounter?"
Gu Yu still stared at him with red eyes, as if he was obsessed: "I want you to swear, I want you to promise to give me a chance, give us a chance, instead of making a choice alone, leaving me a little chance, and think all the retreats for me."
"Lu Chen, I want you to remember it all your life - I love you, love you irreplaceable, love you more than life, love you until death, and I will pester you in the next life, and I can't get rid of you. If you dare to wrong yourself a little because of this, I will never let you go."
"Lu Chen, I want you to swear to remember. Now, immediately, swear!"
His tone was fierce, with a cursed vow, but the tears on his face looked pitiful for no reason, like a desperate gambler holding the last bet in his hand.
Lu Chen never imagined that one day his humble love with caution and reason, never too much affection, and never extravagant return will one day be responded to by his loved one in such a way.
Such a scoundrel, so can't laugh or cry.
So... Cherish it and put it all in one basket.
After a long silence, Lu Chen nodded slowly with the most solemn, serious and rational attitude in his life, and said to Gu Yu's persistent red eyes:
"I swear, I will always remember. I will never forget it for the time.
I can't forget it in my life. There was a worm who loved him so much.