I opened my eyes and looked around. My hands were tied to a white bed by large restraints.
I began to panic but I couldn't wiggle my hands or feet.
"Calm down, YN. We just didn't want you to wake up and continue hurting yourself. I'll let you go, but you have to promise not to injure yourself, okay?"
I nodded desperately as Soap walked over to me.
He unstrapped the restraint and I sat up, trying to calm my breath.
"Are you alright?" I glanced at him then pulled my knees to my chest.
I examined the room and it seemed to be the hospital room.
Ghost leaned against the wall, his arms crossed and glaring at me.
I hid my face and tried to hide the tears falling down my cheeks.
"YN...Are you okay?"
I stayed silent.
I didn't want to talk.
I didn't want to feel.
"YN, I'm really sorry this happened to you. Do you have some trauma related to being tired down?"
I stayed curled up.
"Gosh, Johnny. You can't just ask that." Ghost sighed. "Come on. Back to your room." I was grabbed and led back to The closet I sleep in.
I kept my eyes on my bare feet. The floor was cold but I wasn't paying attention to that.
I kept remembering.
I kept remembering and I didn't want to remember.
It was awful. Ghost sat me on my bed and I stayed in the same unmoving position.
My eyes hurt from all the crying.
After three days, Ghost walked into my room.
Him and Soap have been bringing my meals and trying to get me to leave the room.
"That's enough, YN. I'm not going to have you sit around and do nothing forever. Come out. It's time for dinner."
I ignored him and pinched at my arm.
"I said let's go!" He grabbed my wrist and yanked me out the door.
I didn't resist. There's no point in it.
Ghost sat me at the table. There was a plate of food in front of me but I was busy spacing out.
"If you want to act like a toddler, you'll be treated as one. You're not leaving this table until you finish your food."
Everyone was finishing up with their meals but I haven't even thought of touching my food.
"YN, eat. It's been three days." Soap pushed my food towards me.
I glanced at him and then noticed the window.
The stars were out.
They were so beautiful.
Look at them.
I love them.
"The stars. Do you like them?" Soap questioned and I nodded.
"If you eat, we'll take you out to get a better view."
"Soap!" Ghost snapped.
"We need her to eat, alright?"
I picked up my fork and began to eat.
I wasn't very hungry but a promise is a promise.
"Alright. I'll watch YN."
"No, I will." Ghost stood up and I walked to the door.
"Are you sure?"
"Positive. I'm her keeper."
Ghost finally unlocked the door and grabbed my elbow.
We walked in silence for a while until finally we made it back to the old run down building where Ghost found me a few nights ago.