•Breakup & Makeup•
You laid in bed staring up at the ceiling as silent tears spilled out of your eyes.
Flashbacks of the past two years clouded your mind, the little moments you'd spent with Ja'Marr.
"Y/n/n" Ja'Marr whispered softly as he moved the hair from your eyes.
"Hmm." You hummed softly as your eyes fluttered open.
"Wake up, I miss you." He smiled at you.
"I'm right here." You told him as a small smile grazed your lips.
"I miss your voice." He continued.
"I thought I was annoying." You joked.
"You are, but it's a good annoying." He laughed softly.
Contagious laughter, the kind that makes your eyes light up and a large smile appear on your face, the kind of laughter you can't help but laugh along with.
"Good morning." Ja'Marr smiled widely as he pushed himself in between your legs.
"Good morning." You replied happily as you held your hands behind his neck.
"Sleep alright?" He whispered as he inched closer to your face.
"I did." You whispered as you laid your forehead against his.
"Good." He whispered as he locked his lips on yours, every kiss you'd shared varied between, passion, lust, desperation, and adoration...
This was one of those moments where you could tell the kiss was filled with adoration.
You adored everything about him and adored everything about you.
"Marr." You smiled into the kiss as you smelt something burning.
"Mhm" he hummed
"Are you cooking something?" You asked a small smile appearing on your face knowing he wasn't a good cook.
His face dropped as he remembered he'd been making you breakfast.
"Shit." He whispered as he quickly ran out of the room.
You followed after him your laughter echoing through the apartment.
"We can't eat that." You snickered as you looked over his shoulder into the pan.
"You think?" He asked sarcastically.
"I wanted to do something nice for you." He sighed as he discarded the burnt food.
"You existing is doing something nice for me." You gave him a cheesy response earning a gorgeous smile from him.
"You can't win." Ja'Marr laughed as he hid behind the couch.
"Watch me loser!" You shouted from the kitchen.
Ja'Marr knew you weren't going to come to him so he'd have to come to you.
Slowly he made his way towards the kitchen, nerf gun in hand locked and loaded, the slightest creak making him turn at lightening speed he knew you were good at hiding but he also knew there weren't many places to hide in the kitchen.
"I know you're in here." He laughed as he looked around cautiously.
"Am I?" You sounded from behind him as you held up the nerf gun and shot him In the leg.
A loud gasp escaped Ja'Marrs lips as he felt the foam bullet hit him.
He dramatically dropped to the ground causing you to jump in victory.
"Hah man down!!" You giggled as you straddled his waist as he laid on the ground.
"You win." He sighed in defeat.
"Damn right I do." You smirked as you laid a kiss on his lips.
"Round 2!" You shouted as you stood up grabbing the toy gun and quickly running off to find a new place to hide out.
Ja'Marr laughed on the ground as he watched you descend down the hall, listening to your disappearing footsteps.
"Y/n get up please." A voice pulled you away from your thoughts.
You jumped not knowing someone was there.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you... I thought you heard me come in... I was calling for you." Olivia told you as she looked at your worriedly.
"I'm sorry, I was in my head again." You admitted to her as you sat up and took the tissue she was handing you.
"Wanna do something? Go shopping? Out to eat? Just go sit on the sidewalk? Anything to get you out of here." She asked you.
"I don't want to, but I don't have a choice do I?" You asked already knowing the answer.
She shook her head 'no' pulling you up from your bed.
"How is he?" You asked Olivia as the two of you found a booth at the coffee shop, Ja'Marr had been staying with Joe and Olivia the past two weeks.
"He's almost as bad as you..." she told you truthfully causing you to sharply inhale.
"Has he talked about me?" You asked her.
"He misses you." She told you as she moved over to sit next to you and give you a hug.
"I miss him." You told her as your voice cracked you hadn't been able to speak of him without wanting to breakdown.
"I know you do my love, which is why you should talk to him." She told you holding you close to her.
"I can't." You told her stubbornly.
"You can, but you're both too stubborn." She told you.
"No Liv, this, we've never argued like this before... he seemed really angry, and I let my emotions get the better of me... I think I ruined it Liv." You told her referring to the fight you'd had with Ja'Marr two weeks ago.
All you wanted was for Ja'Marr to open up to you, you'd been together for two years, he'd always opened up to you... but something was off, he just wasn't himself.
"Mari, what's wrong?" You asked him as he sat with his head in his hands.
"Can you just leave it." He snapped at you.
He'd never meant to hurt you or your feelings, he'd just been stressing lately and the smallest things were ticking him off.
He knew he was gonna say something he didn't want to but the hurt expression on your face caused him to lash out further and say stuff he didn't mean.
"God you're so emotional!" He yelled as he stood up looking at you.
"Oh I'm sorry that I'm not used to you yelling at me!" You spat at him.
"You're just so pushy! Why do you gotta know everything about me?" He asked causing you to look to him in disbelief.
"Well I'm so fucking sorry that I care about you Ja'Marr." You told him.
"Me too." He scoffed.
That was it, not only did it hurt you but it also angered you causing the next words to leave your mouth with much regret.
"Get. Out." You spat at him.
"Gladly." He rolled his eyes and walked out the door.
It wasn't until later that night that you'd realized just how much it actually hurt to have him gone.
"Hey Y/n/n" Joe smiled at you as you and Olivia walked into their shared house.
"Hi." You gave him a soft smile.
"How are you?" He asked as he pulled you into a hug.
"Could be better." You told him truthfully.
"Group hug." Olivia smiled as she joined you two in the hug pulling a small laugh from you.
"Was that a laugh I heard?" She asked as she pulled away and looked at you.
You gave her a shy smile rolling your eyes playfully as you made your way to the couch.
"It was defintley a laugh." Joe smirked as he and Olivia followed behind you.
"I feel very honored to have caused it." Olivia smiled sassily at you.
"You always know how to make me laugh." You smiled as you laid your head on her shoulder.
You met Liv in your college days with Joe and Ja'Marr, the two of you quickly became best friends.
"What about me?" Joe asked feigning hurt.
"You're not as cool as me." Olivia smirked at him causing you to laugh again.
"I really missed you guys." You smiled at the two of them.
"We missed you too Y/n/n" Olivia smiled at you as she laid her head on top of yours.
"You know you're welcome here anytime." Joe told you.
"I know but with Marr being here I don't really wanna come around." You sighed.
"We can kick him out." Olivia debated.
This caused the three of you to laugh together not hearing the door close and the person walk inside.
"Y/n?" His voice sounded from behind you.
Your laughter came to an abrupt stop and your body tensed, you knew you'd have to face him sooner or later but you didn't expect it to be so soon.
Olivia and Joe quickly got up leaving you alone with Ja'Marr.
"Hi." You sighed not knowing what else to say.
"What're you doing here?" He asked you
"Olivia forced me out of the house." You told him honestly.
"I'm sorry." He ducked his head as he made his way to the couch.
"I'm sorry too." You watched him.
"I didn't mean to snap, there's just been so much stress on me lately, and I know that's not an excuse but I need you to know you didn't do anything wrong." He said looking into your eyes.
"I forgive you Marr, I'm sorry for saying what I said." You forgave him.
Ja'Marr moved from his spot across from you to sit beside you.
"I missed you." You whispered as you held his hand in yours.
"I missed you too." He responded looking down at you.
"And I love you so, so much." He stared you directly in the eye making sure you knew he meant it.
"I love you too Marr." you smiled.
"I mean it, I love you more than anything in my life Y/n" he hugged you placing a kiss to your forehead.
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-Authors note-
Ja'Marrs laugh is so contagious, I physically can't.
Enjoy My Loves.🩷