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Jules laid spreader out in the middle of the bed. Her face stuffed into the pillow. This is the most calmest I've saw her sleep. She's always tensed in one way or another. I already know when she wakes up she's either going to be hostile or shy and awkward. I mean last night was fucking amazing and I really enjoyed it and I'm happy she trusted me enough with her body to pleasure her the way I did.
"Stop staring at me." She mumbled as she turned her back Toward me throwing her leg over mine. I smiled to myself as I eased out of bed. She let out a soft snore that ended pretty loud. I bite my lip to retrain my laugh.
I went to the bathroom took a quick shower and changed into some comfortable clothes. When I finished up I went to the kitchen to see what's up in her fridge. She had a couple things that I could make. I got started on some breakfast guessing she'll be hungry when she gets up.
While I'm making breakfast I think about how to play my cards. Jules is a bit... difficult at these kind of things. She'll act all fine then shut down the next minute. Or she could be in a total pissy mood. But in some ways I can understand why she's a bit sensitive to these things I mean she said she love me and had sex with me within an hour. In some circumstances this would be a caught in the moment things but I think this is just Jules speed. She likes to rush things and make things happen fast.
In some ways I'm just hoping this means something for us. That it means more.
I finished up breakfast and quickly plated everything. I poured a glass of orange juice and walked to the room. When I opened the door she was in the middle of the bed with the cover covering her halfway but her body in full display otherwise. Jules is very beautiful but I don't know how to get to see it. I mean fuck shes really beautiful and she just don't eee it.
She slowly started to wake as she perked up. "Is that food?" She asked rubbing her eyes and attempting to adjust her eyes but horribly fails so she grabs her glasses.
"Something like that." I shrugged as I handed her the plate and the cup. She smiled brightly as she dug in. I watched as she ate her food happily. She turned to me with a mouthful. "Is it me or is it weird that I'm completely naked right now?"
"It's just you. But Jules I've saw literally every part of you, you don't have to hide it anymore." I assured her as I placed my hand on her leg giving a slight squeeze.
"True but not true. It's weird to sit here naked. But I did get the best sleep I've ever had. Even though im aching everywhere. Literally." She mumbled before taking a sip of her juice.
"Sorry if I was to rough-" I handed her my hoodie understanding she's uncomfortable. She quickly slipped it on
"No. You were really good just I'm not you know used to this." She cut me off quickly. I nodded as she finished up her food and kept thanking me randomly.
"Do you want me to run you a bath?" I offered as I noticed the pain on her face as she sat up in bed.
"No Im good." She gave me a fake smiled as she sat all the way up "This has been lovely but I have some things to do today." She limped out the room.
Is it me or is she starting her process of acting like everything's fine only to explode about it later. Letting her be to herself for now is probably best. I cleaned up the room to make it look the way it's supposed to.
"Jovian!!!" Jules screamed at the top of her lungs. I rushed upstairs to see what's up. When I got to her room she was standing in front of a bathroom mirror with a towel wrapped around her. "What?" I asked as I looked around to see why she's giving me a it's obvious look.
"This is what." She moved her towel showing her thighs which had a hickeys all the way down to her knees. Never mind her neck looks ten times worst. She stared at me with a deep frown.
I leaned on the doorframe with a smile of satisfaction "this is my best work."
She threw a bottle which I dodged thankfully. "This ain't funny I have business meetings and never mind the fact I have to go pick Val up."
"Just use makeup."
She turned to me. "Like I haven't thought of that already. My makeup is to light and don't hold enough coverage to cover these." She looked at her leg before gasping "oh my god is that a bite mark?" I started laughing at her reaction.
"I'm never having sex again. Get out of my room." She narrowed her eyes at me, meanwhile I was hysterically laughing.
"Wait wait." I sobered up. "To be fair you left a masterpiece if you say. On my neck." I pulled down at my hoodie to show her.
"Oh shut up." She rolled her eyes before closing the door.
Shit, I really love this girl.
♡
"Are you still upset?" I asked Jules as I came back from my run.
She sat on the couch cuddled into her oversized sweatpants and sweatshirt. "No. " she answered shortly as she closed her eyes.
"So what are you doing?"
"I need a nap. I'm tired. Turns out my partner cancled the meeting because her kid got sick. So it's just me and my book" she took off her glasses setting them aside. "Come sit." She patted the spot beside her. I sat with her as she cuddled into my side
"What are we going to do?" She asked.
I kissed the top of her forehead "I want you to come out of town with me next week." I mumbled into her hair as I inhaled her mango scent.
"You know I can't-"
"Please. Just for a week me you and Val.Just one week."
"Okay.. I'll think about it." She leaned her head back into me.
"I wanna ask you about last night.."
"Hm?" She made a quiet noice as my hands gently messaged her neck.
"I want to know if everything was okay, if you were ready, did you enjoy yourself like just talk to me." Deep down I know this is where we have a problem at, communicating.
"I swear everything was amazing. I've never felt that way and it was honestly refreshing knowing sex didn't have to be a bad thing. It'll be a bit hard to look at the countertop and the guest room the same. But you were nice and gentle. Maybe a little rough but I didn't mind. I liked it, a lot. And I don't want you to worry about me regretting it because I swear I will never regret sharing that part of myself with you."
"Rough?" I wonder what she meant. My hands travled from her neck to her shoulder.
"Mhm" she relaxed into my touch. "Is the bruise on my thigh not enough to prove that?"
"Technically it's not a bruise. More like a hickey or sum-" I said as I kissed her neck.
"We're not having a part two of tomorrow." She leaned forward off of me. "Plus you're sweaty." She laughed as she grabbed her book. Fuck I love her laugh. It's wild and crazy.
"Mhm." I raised and eyebrow at her before I got up to go shower.
I heard the door bell ring when jovian was in the shower. I got up to answer the door and I saw Hades?
"What do you want. And how did you find me?"
"Jules I just want to talk-"
"No. Do you know what damage you're doing? My daughter is going to grow up without a father because you picks and choose when you wanna have responsibilities nevermind the fact you chose drugs over her." I felt tears fill my eyes. Shit I don't want to cry right now. It just pisses me off how someone can abandon their kid for a substance or anything.
"Jules, you're being hypocritical. What's the difference between you cutting and my situation?"
"Because I got better for her! I try you don't t. You just think everything is going to go your way especially if you throw money at it. But guess what hades? This is a child! A kid! You fucking overdosed in front of her! Do you know how many nights she just stayed up crying after that? Having to watch her dad go into a seizure? No you don't get it. At all ans that's something's that's going to affect her in her adult life." I took a deep breath. "Just walk away." I told him
"She needs a da-"
"No she doesn't!" I threw up my hands making him flinch back "she doesn't need you. Wanna know something? She's two years old and don't even know who you are. She still calls out stranger when she sees a picture of you and her in her room. I tried to play nice, but I'm done. I don't want this life for her, you don't get a decision. And you can take me to court for all I care. Because I'm the end, legal or not I will win." I closed the door in his face.
A/n
Idk how many of y'all have seen the show star but I got inspired by Noah in the hades situation 🤭
What's y'all favorite rom com?