I absentmindedly look at the door not knowing what to do
"why am I like this?"
I know I should vent this feeling and not continue to let it be
"I'm confused and scared"
If I completely solve it will I forget about her? Will I continue my life without caring about my past?
Should I forget about everything? So I could be in peace...
"No..."
I don't want it... I don't care about peace...
What I want is my memory will be perfectly intact even if it's majority bitter and a little bit sweet
"Seriously what is wrong with me..."
The answer is obvious
"I don't care if I live miserably as long I cherish the good ones that are all I need to continue day by day"
Well... Me crying for no reason because of a trigger is the first time that happened in my life
"well at the very least, I'm not crying because of lack of money"
"huh?! Are you bad-mouthing me?!"
A familiar red and white clothed individual appeared inside the store
"well if it isn't shrined maiden of the poverty religion"
"It's Hakurei shrine, not Poverty!"
"I see... Even poverty gods probably are richer than you"
Like the pink-haired god from Noragami an anime that I saw and liked
"You are being rude to a customer I will report this to Rinnosuke"
Are you that type of person?
"Then Ms. Customer will you pay the loans that you've been getting..."
"I think I need to do something important!"
She left while slamming the door
I stare at the closed door seeing it still standing after the abuse of Marisa and Reimu is quite a feat
"well I think I should challenge people who slam doors so I could adapt their way of life"
"also Reimu come in and say what you wanted to say"
The door slowly opened the shrine maiden scratching her head with a wry smile
"did you hear everything that I've said?"
"What did you say?"
"Lying to an experienced Oni makes it futile Reimu"
"can Oni's detect lies?"
"I can't say that all Oni's could detect lies but I can"
"And I hate lies Reimu..."
Quite Ironic since I'm formerly on an illegal job that is full of lies and deceit
But, indeed, I don't say lies I only told them the incomplete truth
"Since... Alice left..."
"I see..."
"well I hope you will keep this a secret for me"
"Of course..."
As greedy as she is, she is a great friend, to be honest
"Uhm... Can I borrow some money"
Never mind that's why she isn't a friend but an acquaintance
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"I'm back"
Ohh... It seemed Rinnosuke comes back from scavenging
"so what did you get?"
"wait..."
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"a toaster that is quite dirtied"
"You know what this is?"
"of course"
I grabbed the electric appliance brochure and show it to him
"since when did I have that?"
"It's been hidden in the warehouse"
"I see... Can I borrow that?"
"Why are you asking me that? I don't own that"
Why do I feel that our Hierarchy just flipped
Is he still wary of me? I should ask him
"Hey"
"What is it?"
"Are you still scared of me?"
"It's not fear per se..."
"It's just that your entire Aura is basically like a general"
"and I guess it's my instinct of being on a weaker side to naturally obey you or something like that"
I wanted to say Bull s**t... But I remember when I first met Yukari so I could comprehend it
Your aura can be affected by your outer body like the way you act, the way you dress, the way you talk, and what expression you had
For example, a troubled person has tired actions, a seemingly hesitating way of speaking, looks weary, and a messy way of presenting themselves
Another example is Marisa you could say that her being rowdy, her simple clothing, her loud speaking also an informal way of talking, and her mischievous smile could make you comprehend that she is an energetic person that can do mischief from time to time
So if I want to cover up my aura I need to act more backside and make my way of speech more casual than formal
But I want to make a certain distance so that it won't become overfriendly
"I see..."
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Hmm? Why do I feel I'm not in bed anymore?
I immediately open my eyes and look at the surroundings despite I'm in a Victoria type of room the surroundings are full of white lilies except for my center and a path towards the throne-like chair
I approached the chair slowly and did not let my guard down as I reached halfway there was suddenly a girl that wears black clothes holding a type of flower that is colored black
At her back is a window that has several buildings yet it's very foggy to show their real color. Other than black and white
Ohh... Even the undies are black
She immediately covers it with her right hand seemingly hearing my thoughts as a very faint blush can be seen on her face
Her clothes look very simple yet complicated to make and I'm not that proficient to create one like that
"Uhm..."
Ahh... I get carried away by my thoughts
"Who are you?"
"Nyx"
Her soft voice felt very warm despite its being layered by coldness
Also, Nyx if she is a goddess then she is the personification of the night which is incomprehensible
But she may be the opposite of the sun so all I can gather
" Why did you call me here?"
She nods
"You and I marry"
"ehh?"
Ehh?!!!!
What's with this development?! Slapping me with this event so suddenly!!
No... Let's calm down and ask some questions
"Why did you want to marry me?"
"Love"
She is a Kuudere that speaks a few words. And I know that she speaks the truth, But why?! We didn't interact at all so I don't know why It become like this
"Taiyo Asakaze"
She pointed to herself and my mind become blank after that as many questions flooded into my mind
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Two people are watching the scene a light orange girl that wears red clothes and a golden-haired girl that wears white clothing
"As expected of Nyx.."
"Unlike you who is a tsundere Taiyo"
"I will kill you Kusa!!!"
The golden-haired girl proceeds to blast several lasers as the light orange girl laughs