Warnings: self harm, no ships, angst, blood. (Dream is left alone for a long time, and has a fear of it, when it starts to tunder he starts to panic, he lives with Sapnap)
I start to panic. The lighting seems to close. I hate being left alone for a long time. It scares me. And there's only one way to relieve the stress. I hurt myself. The only problem with that is that Sapnap yells at me after. But he shouldn't have left me alone. I can't help myself. I don't like doing this often, but the urge is so strong. It makes my head hurt too much, and I have to. I slowly run to the bathroom, where I have grab a razor and put it on my arm. I slide it across my skin. The pain hurts, but I like the way it feels. I do it again in the same spot, making the cut deeper. I keep doing it, I start crying for some reason, but I don't care and keep cutting.
POV:Sapnap
I hurry home in my car, I hadn't realized how long I had stayed at Bad's party. I left around 6 and it's now 3. I can't believe I had left him at home. I can just pray that he didn't hurt himself. But, by now he would've. He always does. Fuck.
I park the car and run inside. I can hear sobs coming from the locked bathroom. I bang on the door. "Dream, please, open the door!" I ask him.
"Sap?...." He wispers.
"Yes, it's me, Dream." I say. "You're not alone anymore."
The door opens slowly to reveal Dream. His arms where blood, and a bloody ravor was on the counter.
"I-im sorry! I c-can't help m-myself!" He sobs.
"Shhhh, it's ok..." I say picking him up and laying him on his bed. I walk out and get the bandages. When I come back I bandage up his arms. He lays his head in my lap, tried. I play with his hair as he falls asleep. The tunder stops and the rain puts me to sleep unlike Dream, who it scars the shit out of.
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Hello, happy Easter for thouse who celebrate, and i would like to clarify, that this is not a ship, more like a very close friendship. Sorry for the short chapter. 😅
I hope you likes it! Have a good day or night!!! 😁
Also, suggestions are welcome!
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