Tay's p.o.v.
Damn fuck! I just hate it so much! I was
supposed to have fun with Off and Arm!
just look at me baking cookies with New
at this kitchen! Like my carnival! I really
missed it all! And Arm is there enjoying my
ticket with Off! And that's not all. Both
of them mother fuckers are adding new
stories in their IG in every hour! Like I am
just so fucking deprived from my fun! URGH!
“Tay?"
“Hmmm?"
“You look lost...."
“Well... I just was thinking about my friends...
They must be having a lot of fun! But not
more than us! Cause we are enjoying it the
best!"
“Um! By the way... The carnival where you
friends are at, Gun is also there... He had
asked me to go with him, but I declined him
cause I want to spend time with you." Uh?
seriously!? Yeah baking cookies with me is
more fun than the carnival!?! Idiot!
”Awe that's so cute of you!"
“Well you promised to give me more time
so I thought of doing so too..."
“Thank you..." Thanks my foot!
“By the way, Tay... The carnival brought some
good news to us."
“What?! We can still go there, huh?!"
“No."
“Then?"
“Look at these..."
New showed me some unbelievable pictures.
Like did I saw it correct?! Off and Gun!?
The boys who hate each other like there's
no end are in some pictures together like
they are great buddies! Seriously?! Even I
don't have this type of cute pictures with
Off! Fuck I can't describe how am I feeling!
I just wanna break the phone! Fuck fuck
fuck! How did they became this close without
even me realizing it?! URGH!
“See? Cute, right?"
“Uh?"
“Oh yeah! You must be shocked! Actually
what happened today is that Off and Gun
met each other on a blind date and guess
what, they don't hate each other anymore!"
“Huh?! Seriously?!"
“Yes! It's so good, right?"
“Well..."
“It'll be so fun if our best friends start to
date each other! We will be able to go on
double dates!"
“Um..."
“What happened to you Tay? You don't
seem happy with it."
“Well... I don't think it's possible for them
to love each other..."
“Oh why?!"
“I don't know... I just feel like they can't
get together..."
“And why so?"
“I don't know. I just feel so."
“Tay now you are acting weird."
“Huh? What do you mean?"
“Give it to me straight. You are jealous of
Off, right?"
“Huh!? What? No!"
“What do you mean no? I can see it clearly!"
“What the hell New!?"
“Tay I knew it! I knew that you don't love
me anymore!"
“What are you even trying to say, huh!?"
“What I am trying to say is that all you
care about is Off and undoubtedly he is
the one you love! Not Me!"
“Calm down New... He is just my best friend,
nothing more..."
“And are you sure about it?"
“Yes! I am completely sure about it. I
only love you..." I said. I and New kept
staring at each other with tears in the
corner of our eyes. I don't know, the words
I said at this moment... These words felt
so meaningless to me... Like I do love him
and he surely is wrong. Off is my best friend
and I have always seen him in that eyes. I
really did.
“You are not lying, right?" New asked.
I replied with a bit hesitation but thank
-fully he didn't noticed. New hugged me.
I hugged him back... Gosh I don't get it
why these all feel so empty and meaningless!
Why am I feeling like this and why New is
feeling like this?! Fuck I just hate it so
much!
Off's p.o.v.
Okay the hard time if my life. My best friend
who didn't though at all about me is coming
towards at this moment. I just wish to break
his face. Like he still dares to show me his
face.
“Hi Off!" Tay said but I ignorantly kept
walking forward. He followed me. I am
literally starting to have fun seeing Tay
cluelessly following me like a lost puppy.
He deserves it!
I sat in the class where Tay as usual sat
besides me. I kept quiet and didn't said a
single word to him.
“Off!? Why the heck don't to say anything!?
Off!!! Say something!" Tay whined.
“......"
“Oi Off! I am sorry I said! Please forgive
me! I know I shouldn't have broken my
promise! I know that I shouldn't have...
You had so many expectations... But please
forgive me this time... I promise I won't
ever break my promise again."
“And if you had tried this much with New,
then he wouldn't have been this insecure of
me."
“Huh?"
“Well surely I know and understand that
you couldn't go because of New. And New
didn't allowed you to go because he is
insecure from our friendship."
“Off... I------I"
“Don't try to explain Tay. I understand he is
the guy you love but it doesn't means that
you will cover up his mistakes. Plus I am not
mad at you. I am just disappointed. But it's
okay he is your boyfriend and I am just a
friend..."
“It's not like that Off... You are my best
friend and surely do love you... Please don't
say like this..."
“Uh fine! Let's just forget it! And now tell
me how it was to see me and Arm having all
the fun?"
“It wasn't fun at all! You guys deliberately
added so many stories of the carnival!"
“You DESERVE it !"
“You are so mean to me..."
“Everyone knows who is mean to whom."
“Ou now you are gonna taunt me too?"
“Talking like you don't deserve it."
“Uh fine I deserve all the taunts and curses
for breaking my promise!"
“You surely do!"
“Yeah yeah... By the way, what's up with
those pictures of you and Gun?"
“What pictures?"
“The pictures Gun sent to New."
“Oh them! Well we meet on a blind date
yesterday and trust me I don't hate him
anymore."
“Seriously?"
“Um. Like he isn't bad at all. He just used
to treat me badly because New is insecure
of me and doesn't likes me."
“So you are now friends with Gun, right?"
“Yes. But why do you ask it so curiously?"
”How can I not be curious about my best
friend's life?!"
“Yeah pretending like you love me so much!"
“I do love you!"
“I am gonna pretend to believe you."
Today after university I need to head to
the bar where I work. I don't wanna go but
when duty calls can't deny. I already have
took a day leave. I thought that Tay won't
go with me like he usually used to. But
surprisingly even though New's behavior he
dared to come with me as usual but the
unusual thing was New accompanying us.
Fuck I need to face him.
The moment I entered, the owner of this
bar... Max held me quickly.
“What happened Max?"
“Off bro... You need to do a big favor!"
“What?"
“I'll pay you double but help me please!"
“But what do I need to do?!"
“Play music today please."
“Huh?!"
“Please Off! My musician quit the job out
of nowhere, it's only you who can help me."
“But I am not that good in-"
“Off please just get on the stage! I'll
pay you extra!" Max said and pushed me on
the stage. I sang a few songs. Even though
I sing quite okay but I need to find a new
musician as soon as possible.
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A/N : How's Ramadan going for you guys?