Harry's POV
[December]
It's been a few days since the party and let me tell you I have been having thoughts about what could have happened, but the thing is I don't remember anything that happened that night.
The day after I woke up with Zayn wrapped around me, and us both in bed naked I haven't been right since.
All day I been blanked out, and unable to focus. I've tried to concentrate in class, but apparently the teachers have noticed, asking me if I was ok, or if I needed to go home.
I don't even remember what happened that night. I couldn't get that thought out of my head. Why would Zayn and I be sleeping in bed together? And just to make things worse we were in Eleanor's house, in her guest room.
Luckily her parents were out for the weekend, so we didn't get in any trouble. But I was when I got home my mum was sitting on the couch waiting for me to come home, she didn't even sleep hardly. On the other hand though see wasn't mad which was a good thing.
"Harry are you ok?" Louis asked.
"Umm..yeah I'm fine."
"No you're not, you have barely touched your food." Louis exclaimed.
"I'm just not hungry." I said as I looked over at Zayn's table.
He looks over at Zayn's table then backed to me."Did Zayn hurt you again!?" Louis says with anger in his voice.
"No. No, he didn't hurt me."
"Then what's wrong?"
I sighed and turned my head away from him."I don't know if I should tell you." I said nervously.
He places his hand on my back."You can tell me anything Harry."
"Fine, but you promise me you won't freak out?" I said slowly so he can understand my clearly.
He nods and smiles."Yes, absolutely."
"Ok. Well here goes." I said then hesitated.
"Harry c'mon!" He said impatiently."
"Ok. Ok!"
"Well you know how we went to Eleanor's party on Saturday, and you left me?"
"Yeah. Sorry about that." He says in a nervous way.
"It's ok. So I went outside to sit on the porch because I didn't have anything to do. So while I was sitting there Zayn pulled up extremely drunk.
"He hurt you again didn't he, I told you to tell me these things! You know what I'll be back I'm gon.."
"Louis sit down. He didn't hit me, now let me finish." I exclaimed strictly.
"Fine. Please proceed." He said while folding his arms.
"Ok. So he started telling me weird thing, and how I was hot and stuff like that. So we went inside for a while..."
"What happened after that?"
"Oh....Umm..funny story.."
"Harold just spit it out!" He throws back.
"I think me and Zayn had sex." I mumbled out.
"What? I can't hear you. Speak up."
"MeandZaynhadsex." I exclaimed in a rushing tone.
"Dammit Harry just tell me already!" He spurts out now getting frustrated.
I huffed and bit my bottom lip."Me and Zayn had sex at Eleanor's party."
He stares blankly at me and gazes at Zayn then back to me. He hesitated and see my expression that shows it's actually true then he spoke."YOU AND ZAYN HAD..."
I covered his mouth with my large hand."Don't you understand what I mean when I say don't freak out!" I whispered yelled.
"Why would you have sex with him? Don't you remember what he did to you!?"
"Yeah, but I don't remember anything that happened that night!"
He smirks."Were you drunk too, or did you just want a piece of Zayn?"
"What!? No I don't even like Zayn that way."
"Then why did you have sex with him?" He asks.
"I don't know...he just...I don't know." I stuttered out.
Louis grins then a mischievous smirk appears on his face."Was it good sex?"
I shrugged my shoulders."I don't know? Like I said I can't remember." I say sternly.
"Oh, well does Zayn remember any of it?"
"Maybe.. I don't know. I'm not going to bring it up, he might even punch me for talking about it."
"Don't worry that will never happen as long as I'm around."
I smiled."Thanks Louis."
"No problem."
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The bell rings for school dismissal, and I walked out of the classroom.
Today I have to go to school therapy today. I really don't want to go, but my parents and teachers think that it's best if I go.
So I walked into her room and sat down on the couch and waited for Mrs Teasdale to arrive.
~
[Moments Later]
"Hello, you must me Mr Harry Styles?" Mrs Teasdale asks me.
"Yes, nice to finally meet you Mrs Teasdale." I said as I shook her hand.
"Nice to meet you too! Now shall we get started?"
"Yes."
She sat down in a chair in front of me and began.
"According to your papers, it tells me that you've had a problem with bullying."
"Yes ma'am." I said while fiddling with my fingers.
"Let's start. Have you been bullied in the past?"
I nodded."Yeah, but it's never been this bad and it's never been physical before, until I started high school."
"Ok, and his name is Zayn Malik, have you always had a problem with him, is there negativity in your relationship?"
"No I don't think...I..don't know? He's just a complicated person."
She nods and sits next to me on the couch."How would you describe Zayn in a positive way?"
"He's cool, outgoing, strong and trust me he is! Umm..and a good drawer, and that's all I can say right now."
"So there are some positive things about him. If I asked him what were the positives about you what do you think he would say?"
I shrugged my shoulders."There's nothing positive about me, so my answer will be negative."
She smiles and walks over to her desk and pull out a journal and a piece of paper then sits back down."So Harry you really think there's nothing good about you?"
I sat up and moved my curls out of my face."Yep, pretty much."
"Well you're wrong. Look at what Zayn wrote about you." She said handing me the paper.
I unfolded the white paper and looked at it and Mrs Teasdale smiles."Looks like you do have good qualities.
I looked at the paper and there was a whole list of things Zayn wrote about me.
"He wrote this?" I asked.
"Yes, seems like he had his eye on you for a while!"
I furrowed my eyebrows and gave her back the paper."What do you mean?"
"I was a teenager once Harry so I know what going on. He described each and everyone of your amazing qualities."
"So what are you saying?" I asked nervously.
"I think Mr Malik may have a crush on you!" She said as she looked at the paper again.
"No. No, he doesn't like me, if any of you have forgotten he's the one that put me in the hospital, and been bullying me every year of high school."
"Harry listen. I have had students in the past that been through these situations before, but I have never had a case like yours. It may seem to you that he hates you, but according to his thoughts he doesn't."
"Then why would he hurt me like that?"
She looks their the paper and stops to look at me."I don't know? That's what I'm still trying to figure out."
"Oh."
She turn towards me and rubs my arm."I'll talk to Zayn tomorrow and see if I he could tell me what's wrong, ok?"
"Yes."
"And I want you to promise me this. I want you to at least be friends with Zayn."
"I'll try my best. Hope he doesn't hit me for that." I said sarcastically.
"He won't because if he harms you physically in anyway Mr Malik will be suspended, or maybe even expelled."
"Oh ok. So are we done here?" I asked.
"Umm..sure. I guess I'll go over the journal another time this week." She said stacking everything up.
"Ok. So when do I come again?"
"Your next appointment is on Thursday."
"Alright. Thanks for your help." I said as I begin to walk towards the door.
"Your very welcome. See you later."
"Bye."
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AN: So Harry told Louis that him and Zayn had sex.
Will Harry ever remember l what happened that night?
The question is does Zayn remember?
Will Zayn and Harry ever talk about that night? Or will they ever become friends?
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