Siyahs pov
Kent is still alittle closed off to me... we talk about things but he won't go into detail or tell me everything and that kinda scares me because could that mean he doesn't trust me or he doesn't take our relationship serious? and this whole not having sex thing is bothering me... I don't wanna loose him but I also know that I'm not ready for sex... if I did have sex it would be to make him happy which isn't good for me...
Kent- You quiet As fuck what's wrong...
Siyah- nothings wrong... just chilling...
Kent- when you gonna come over .. it's been awhile since you came to my house...
Siyah- Sorry I be busy at home and stuff...
Kent- Mhm... you making me think you don't wanna be around me...
Siyah- No... it ain't that... I promise! I really have been busy my mom went outta town so I had to hold things down! She just got back a couple days ago
Kent- cool... I get it... can I see you tomorrow? I miss you!
Siyah- Yeah... Uhh.. I'll come over...
Kent- Good!
He said sounding happy... I'm lowkey scared because something tells me he's gonna try something tomorrow and I don't wanna have to tell him no... the next day at school I told my girls about it and they all agreed!
Lotus- Yeah I think he's gonna make a move!
Diamond - Yeah girl he just might!
Siyah- what do I do?!
Nakiyah- You gotta tell em you're not ready!
Lotus- No offense but unless you wanna end up alone like Nakiyah I think you better just go along!
Diamond- facts girl! Cause if he ain't getting it from you he's gonna get it somewhere else!
Nakiyah- for the record! I ain't alone I have alittle situation! But siyah you shouldn't do something you don't wanna do!
Siyah- Hmm maybe you're right!
Nakiyah- besides I still have my virginity... it's not so bad!
We all looked at her in shock and she nodded
Lotus- you're a virgin in the 12th grade?!
Diamond- how is that even possible!
Nakiyah- just never met a guy I trusted with my body...
Lotus- hmmm Yeah well Siyah if you don't wanna lose your man you better stop acting so scary!
Diamond- Sex isn't that bad you'll be okay!
Lotus- Yeah you'll be fine! Don't over think it...
She said smiling at me and I gave her a small smile I looked at Nakiyah and I could tell she was alittle annoyed maybe from their comments but truth is I think it's dope she still has her virginity! Later that day I made it to his house and I was scared asf...
Kent- why you all the way over there... come here!
He said chuckling pulling me closer towards him he started kissing on me and I felt as if my heart was gonna jump outta my chest I couldn't take it anymore so I just had to!
Siyah- KENT STOP IM NOT READY!
I yelled he pulled away looking at me like I was crazy and I sighed...
Kent- ready? What are you talking about?
Siyah- I'm not ready for sex... I'm sorry I'm just not!
Kent- I know that already... mookie where is this coming from?
Siyah- You was pressuring seeing me and I thought you wanted to do it...
I said looking at him nervously he raised an eyebrow shaking his head
Kent- so that's why you've been avoiding me?! Asiyah why would you think that I never even bring up sex or try it! We already talked about waiting until you're ready!
Siyah- Because Lotus and diamond sai-
Before I could even finish he cut me off...
Kent- Oohhh so this is about you listening to your grown ass friend and cousin!
He said getting alittle loud with me I didn't like it but I didn't interrupt...
Kent- I'm a little upset that you would allow them to get in your head Asiyah! I'm nothing like the niggas they fuck with and I thought chu knew that!
Siyah- I do!
Kent- Obviously you don't! You swear I'm soo worried about your body when truth is I'm not worried about having sex with you... I'm focused on building a bond and keeping our relationship strong!
Siyah- I'm sorry... I really am... The whole " if I don't give it to you , you're getting it from somewhere else" thing really got to me...
Kent- You don't have to worry about that... I told you before we got together I'm willing to wait for you and I'd never make you do anything you didn't wanna do! Because you're that special to me and I'd never wanna hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable!
Siyah- you're right... and I should've known better... again I apologize....
Kent- I love you Asiyah... and I really want our relationship to work!
Siyah- I love you too Kent.... And our relationship will work!
I said smiling before kissing him and he deepened it...I feel better now knowing he's not tryna pressure sex Nakiyah was right all along.... after spending time with Kent it got later and I had to go sadly... when I got home it was just in time for dinner
Papa aug- hey Snoopie where you been at?
Siyah- Hey daddy... I was with lotus...
Papa aug- you was? I was just at uncle Chris house I ain't see you...
Siyah- Yeah because we stopped to get ice cream after we did homework... I wasn't there the whole time...
I quickly said he raised an eyebrow and I saw the way my momma was looking at me so I quickly changed the subject..
Siyah- Mama you need help setting the table?
Mama Kay- No beybe... just call yo' brothas and niece down fa' me...
Siyah- Yes mama...
I said quickly leaving the kitchen I went to gather everybody and as I was walking I felt somebody grab my arm I turned around and it was mir...
Siyah- Uhhh you wanna get off me?
Mir- Where were you?
Siyah- Amir... you're my big brother.. not my dad!
Mir- Don't smart talk me... I said where you been?
Siyah- With lotus and them!
Mir- You lying to me?
Siyah- No... I'm not Amir Dang!
Mir- I'm not playing witchu Siyah I'll kill somebody before I let chu turn into one of those fast ass little girls!
Siyah- What?!
Mir- You heard what I said! don't play with me!
He said pushing me before walking off and I stood there In shock... that was hella random... Does he know something that I don't?
Nakiyah's pov
I asked my mom about going out with Mir and shockingly she said yes! I've never been on a date before so I'm really nervous! The date isn't until tomorrow so I have a day to get ready plus I wanna tell siyah... I don't think she knows about it I feel like I should tell her because she's my friend! And I don't need her thinking I'm using her to get close to her brother! She wanted to go get our nails done and lunch so I'll just tell her then!
Nakiyah- What color should I get?
Siyah- why you ain't ask your boo?
She said smiling and I smiled back
Nakiyah- He doesn't even know I'm getting them done... I guess I should've asked!
Siyah- yeah so he can pay for them too!
Nakiyah- damn... I like the way you think!
I said smacking my teeth and we both laughed I couldn't do it anymore so here it goes...
Nakiyah- Siyah about my boo....
Siyah- what?
Nakiyah- it's your brother.... mir.... We've been talking for almost a month now....
I said nervously looking at her but she just smiled
Siyah- okay cool! ... but why yu saying it like that?
Nakiyah- You're not mad?!!
Siyah- No... why would I be?!
I exhaled as a sign of relief and she laughed
Nakiyah- I didn't want you thinking that's the only reason why we're girls... I know girls try to be friend you for perks but I wanted you to know this wasn't the case....
Siyah- Oh no girl it's cool! I know you're not like that! Im happy that my brother talking to you... you're smart, beautiful, kind and humble! The kinda girl he needs! Not to mention your dress game is fire!
Nakiyah- really?! Aweeee thanks siyah.... We're going on our first date tomorrow.... Help me get ready please?!!
Siyah- Yeah girl! Not that you need my help tho!
Nakiyah- Yeah I do! This is my first date! like everrrr I needa look perfect!
Siyah- Aweeee okay! I'll help! Where y'all going How'd he say dress?
Nakiyah- he wants to spend the day together like brunch and the arcade and stuff so maybe casual!
Siyah- Ouuuu... okay! I'll be at your house early in the morning!
Nakiyah- OH MY GOSHHH THANK YOU!!
I said hugging her and she laughed hugging me back I'm really happy she's helping me and I feel even better that she's happy about me and her brother because I really like him ! The next day as promised siyah was at my house bright and early helping me get ready..
Siyah- And we're done! ....You look good girl damnnnnn...
Nakiyah- Really?
Siyah- stand up look in the mirror
I stood up looking in the mirror and I was really happy with what I saw... I never wore make up before but I think I'm gonna start lol...👇🏽
I screamed hugging her and she laughed stepping back giving me one last look
Nakiyah- thank you , thank you ,thank you!!!
Siyah- no need to thank me... all I did was draw on your face a little the rest is all you girl!
Nakiyah- no really Asiyah... I appreciate it... I know we haven't known each other that long but you're my girl... I never had a friend like you before!
Siyah- Aweee kiyahpooh! That's right we're girls and ima always have your back! Now gimmie hug before I go!
She said smiling at me I gave her a big hug and she pulled away giving me a big smile
Siyah- oh my gosh you look great! listen don't be shy! Just have a good time and be your bomb self okay?!!!
Nakiyah - Okay! I'll call you soon as i get back! I promise!
I said smiling we gave each other one last hug and she left about 5 minutes later Mir called saying he was outside my stomach was in knots and I could feel my palms getting sweaty I met him outside and there he was looking good as even but more importantly he had roses!!!
Mir- Damn- Ouu my bad... you look beautiful!!!
He said correcting himself and I smiled shaking my head at him
Nakiyah- thanks you look good too!
I said giving him a hug and I was in heaven the moment his cologne hit my nose he smelled soo Damn good! I stepped back shyly and he handed me the roses giving me a big smile
Mir- these are for you beautiful!
Nakiyah- Aweee thank you!!!
He got the door for me and I gently stepped inside his car it was really nice by the way lol😂 I put on my seatbelt and we got going... we made it to brunch and I was shocked that he wanted to hold my
Hand in public! I noticed girls giving me dirty looks and stuff but I tried not to pay it any attention!
Mir- You look really beautiful...
Nakiyah- Awee thank you... You're so sweet! And thanks again for the flowers no one has ever gotten me roses before!
Mir- You deserve all that plus more...
He said smiling at me and I shyly smiled looking away damnnn is he fine! Those juicy pink lips and those dimples had me going crazy but those braces sealed the deal hunny! Ion know what it is but I love them lol. It was time to order and I was nervous I ain't want him thinking I was greedy so I kept it simple just getting fruit and a side of eggs but him? You could say he ordered the whole damn menu lol.
Mir's pov
I can't help but stare at this girl and admire her like damn why she gotta be soo fine! I'm tryna be a gentleman but on the other hand I can't stop admiring that body! Damn baby girl hella thick just how I like it😋 I can tell she's shy and that's okay because I plan to take it as slow as possible until she's ready to open up to me! I smirked at her shaking my head and she smiled back raising an eyebrow
Nakiyah- what?
Mir- You just wanted fruit? You don't want any real food?
Nakiyah- I'm good...
Mir- Don't be shy go ahead and eat baby because one thing ima do is eat!
I said taking a big bite of my waffle and she laughed I love her laugh. It ain't one of those fake high pitched ones either.... I cut a piece of my waffle and tried feeding her some but she shyly smiled shaking her head no..
Mir- Nah don't front you know you want some!
Nakiyah- fine... I can sure my fruit with you then!
Mir- Mmm nah you can keep that mami...
I said making a stank face and she laughed before trying some of the waffles I couldn't help but stare at her lips they were soo big and juicy and the lip gloss just made it even better!
Mir- You like it?
Nakiyah- Yeah I do... they're good!
Mir- Here have some more
I said feeding her some more and she smiled at me I could tell she was shy but I'm willing to do whatever to make her feel comfortable around me after we finished breakfast we went for a nice walk in downtown LA and just talked this is honestly the first time I can say I've been around a girl and just wanted to talk and do nothing more....
Nakiyah- Yeah and after I graduate this year I think I'm gonna focus on cosmetology school... I like doing hair and stuff ion think college is for me!
Mir- That's dope ma... Your hair and clothes stay on point so you'll do just fine in school!
I said looking at her and she smiled at me
Nakiyah- Awee thanks! But what about you? I feel like all we've been doing is talking about me!
Mir- Nah that's cool... I like hearing about you! But As you already know I got kicked outta Michigan state cause I wasn't focused! But I'm gonna pick up where I left off at usc! I start in a few weeks!
Nakiyah- Cool! And you're an athlete right?
Mir- Yeah I play football... My plan after college is hopefully I make it to the league...
Nakiyah- Just like you told me " manifest"! You will be a football player!
Mir- Thanks ma... I just wanna make my parents proud all my brothers grew up to be something great! Last thing I wanna do is be a disappointment!
Nakiyah- Kinda mad at yourself about school huh?
She said looking up at me and I smiled she had the most beautiful brown eyes ever! The reflection of the sun in her eyes was everything!!!
Mir - yeah I really am! I try not to beat myself up because I'm still a freshman and it's normal to mess up your first year of college... I guess I just feel bad because I wasted my parents money but ima get it back!
Nakiyah- that's why you working at the company?
Mir- yeah...my dad didn't give me much of a choice
Nakiyah- well do you like it?
Mir- No..Not at all!
Nakiyah- but you get to be around celebrities all day!
Mir-it's not as fun as you think... Most celebrities are very annoying and snobby in person!
I said dryly and she laughed but little did she know I was serious! A side from allat I couldn't help but look at her and smile everything about her is just soo perfect to me! She shyly looked away idk but it seems to me as if she's warming up to me! Our day continued but sadly it had to come to an end I really ain't want it to...
Nakiyah- Thank you... I really had fun! Next time I'll pay!
Mir- ohhh next time?
Nakiyah- Uhh yeah... but only if you want to!
She said nervously and I smiled at her but she looked away I gently grabbed her hand kissing it
Mir- of course I do... I had a lot of fun with you today!
The porch light turned on and we both looked at each other
Nakiyah- OOPS I GOTTA GO! ILL TEXT YOU , THANKS AGAIN MIR!
She semi yelled rushing in the house I chuckled doing a quick jog to my car when I got in the house it was quiet which means my parents ain't here like always! I made my way to the kitchen to find the gang looking depressed eating take out for the 100th time this week!
Auzz- Have fun?
Rio - yeah how was it?
Mir- Really fun... what's for dinner!
Siyah- Pizza... Again!
Mir- Yeah nah I'll pass... I miss the days when momma stayed home and cooked..
Rio - Honestly! We only get a home cooked meal once in a while now!
Auzz- I never thought I'd say this but if I have to eat take out again ima lose it! I HATE IT HERE!
He yelled storming outta the kitchen and we all laughed something is seriously wrong with that kid! I grabbed a water and headed upstairs to my room I got a call hoping it was Kiyah but it was tori. tori is some girl I met while doing to Michigan state she was never my girl but we always chilled together...
Tori- AMIR?!
Mir- Hey tori...
Tori- hey stranger... haven't talked to you since you left Michigan!
Mir- I know.. how have you been?
Tori- I'm doing okay! You?
Mir- hanging in there... ill be starting school soon!
Tori- really?! Where?!
Mir- I'm gonna go to USC so I can be close to home and stuff..
Tori- cool! Hey! I wanna see you! Maybe we can grab lunch or something together..
Mir- You gonna fly all the way to LA to see me?
Tori- yeah! I miss you!
My phone vibrated and it was a text from NaKiyah
I message
Nakiyah❤️- Thanks again Mir, I really had fun with you! no guy has ever done anything like that for me you're such a gentleman! I gotta admit I really do like talking to you and being around you!😊
I couldn't help but smile and read the text over and over again but I was interrupted by tori
Tori- Uhh Mir?! You don't hear me talking?!
Mir- aye ma bad tori lemme call you back!
I said hanging up before she could even say anything I know y'all like damn! But in all honesty I'm not tryna go there with Tori again! And normally I would entertain a couple girls at one time but it's just something about Nakiyah....
Authors note
Hey babies! Quick update nothing special!
Excuse any errors 🥰