,,Preseeeents!", Hanji screams out of sudden and I sight, while grabbing my husbands hand. ,,Let's get over this.", I say and Eren giggles. ,,Better you. I have no problem with this.", he says and smiles. Huh, true. But like I know Hanji, they organised some fucked up shit to fuck me up. Eren pulls me to the group of people and I'm getting ready for getting fucked up by my friend. And damn, I was right. All the others got us normal, little presents, but of course Hanji hat to give us a fucking dildo. And this scares even Eren. We throw it at eachother a few times like it's hot metal until I place it on the table, not staring at it any longer. Now everyone's laughing and even I crack a little smile. I wanna turn around and just forget this, 'cause we're done, but Erwin grabs my shoulder and turnes me back. ,,The best didn't even come yet!", Hanji yells and I sight annoyed. ,,I'm terrifyed.", I say and step a little closer to Eren. ,,No, don't worry, you'll love it!", Erwin says and hands me and little cover with abright smile. Slowly I open it and lean over, so Eren can read the letter inside. It comes with a ticket and my eyes widen when I read what's on it. ,,No fucking way!", I nearly scream. A cruise around the world. This must be a joke. This can't be real. Eren next to me flips out and I just stare at the ticket in my hand. ,,Surprise!", Hanji smiles and jumps up. ,,It's from us all together.", Mikasa, one of Eren's closest friends says while his other friend Armin tries to calm him down. I kinda understand his reaction. He's never been out of the country and so was I. After a few seconds Eren finally calmes down and pulls me closer to him. ,,Thank you guys! Really.", he says and smiles brightly at me. ,,Your welcome! And now get ready, your plane is going in a few hours. Your bags are already packet in the car.", Hanji replies and and I bite my bottomlip. I still can't believe what's happening here right now, when Eren suddenly starts to pull me outside. Did I just not notice something? Probably. When we're outside, Hanji jumps at me and hugs me. ,,Text me later if you did it.", they whisper into my ear and I know exactly what they mean by that. You have to know, I'm a virgin and I know Eren's not anymore. Sex was never a big thing in our relationship, but tonight I wanna do it. I've been planning this for quite a while now and even wrote it down in my diary. And of course Hanji found it and littelary squeshed me out about it. They pull back from the hug and smiles at me. ,,See you in one year!", they say and step back. Now Erwin comes closer to me and puts his hand on my shoulder. ,,See you then.", he just say and stands next to Hanji. There Mikasa comes towards me and looks at me dark. She hates me. She never said that out loudly, but I know she does. It's obvius to everyone, who saw her standing with me in the same room. ,,Take care of Eren. If something happens to him, you're dead.", she says and Eren, who suddenly appeard next to me, roles his eyes. ,,Come on, Mika!", he says and wraps one arm around me. ,,I can't believe you actually married this guy.", she whisper, loud enough for everyone to hear it. ,,Anyways, bye. And don't you dare to not text me, Eren.", she hangs on and pulls Eren into a fast hug. After we both said good bye, we sit into the car, Hanji orderd for us and watch everyone waving at us. The car starts to drive and we wave back until we can't see them anymore. ,,I can't believe this is actually happening.", Eren says with a bright smile on his face. ,,Me eather.", I reply and lean on his shoulder. I grab his hand on stroke over the ring on his finger. My husband notices it and cubs my cheek. ,,Finally we're married.", he smiles and I also smile a little. For real, he asked me to marry him five years ago when I came out from the hospital and only yet we finally did it. You probably wondering why I was in the hospital. Well, this is a kind of interesting story. On the evening it happend I had a huge argument with Eren and was really angry after that. I don't even know what it was about anymore. Anyway, I ran to my car and just started driving. What a huge mistake. You have to know, when I'm angry I'm not taking care of what's happening around me and driving like that is really stupid. Faster than I could think I crashed into another car and got injured really bad. After that I don't remember anything. When I woke up, the first thing I saw was Eren sitting next to me, crying like a little baby. I was liying in a hospital bed and the doctors told me I was in koma for a fucking whole month. Of course I was shoocked, like, who wouldn't be? And the best thing is, after they finally let me out of hospital, I wasn't really able to walk for six months. I had to sit in a stupid weelchair and couldn't go anywhere alone. But hey, I was engaged to Eren, so fuck it. This was five years ago and now I'm completely fine again. I just have some bigass scars on my face, but everyone says I look like some cool villan with them, so I don't really have a problem with them. ,,Yeah, finally.", I say and sight. We spend the drive to the airport with talking, kissing and making out.
Later
Finally we sit in the airplane and fly to the place where we'll enter the cruiser and go on this huge worldtrip. Eren meanwhile fell asleep on my shoulder and I scroll through my phone, when I hear a little giggle. I look around and see a boy sitting in the seatrow next to us. ,,That's gay.", he says and I role my eyes. ,,No shit Sherlock.", I just say and look back at my phone. I'm not even gay. I don't give a fuck about the gender and I think that's called pansexual, i don't know. And I just married a man, so yeah, that's gay. After two hours the plane finally lands and I carefully caress Eren's cheek to wake him up. ,,Wake up, brat.", I say and the brunette slowly opens his eyes. ,,Are we already there?", he asks tired and groans. ,,Yeah. Let's get out.", I reply and grab our packpacks, reaching one to Eren. He take sis and stands up from his seat. It's already 1am and we'll have to drive with the bus for another thirty minutes. After these thirty minutes we stand infront of the huge cruiser and I feel kinda exited now. The row of people infront of us gets shorter and shorter until it's our turn. I show off our tickets and we get the keys to our cabin. Hand in hand Eren and I go through the hallways of cabins until we finally find ours, our bags tight in our grib. ,,Took long enough.", I say annoyed and unlock the door. ,,At least we're there now.", Eren replies and hands me in the key. I unlock the door and we both enter the room. For a ship cabin it's quite big and has a window, from wich the moon shines on a kingsised bed with black sheets. On the wall stands a closet and next to it a door, that's probably the bathroom. ,,I don't wanna know how much they payed for this.", Eren says, closes the door behind him and places his bag on the floor. I do the same. I sight and lean against my beloved husband's chest. We stay a while like that until I pull back and look at him. ,,You can go take a shower, if you want. I'll unpack our stuff.", I say and go through my hair. ,,Don't you wanna take one too?", he replies and I shake my head. ,,I took one already this morning." Eren sights and pulls his shampoo out of his backpack. ,,See you later.", he says and places a soft kiss on my lips, bevore he dissapears in the bathroom. Now's my chance. Fastly I sort everything in the closet and sight. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I have no fucking clue. I sight. Maybe I should just take it like it comes. I slowly start to take off my clothes until I wear nothing but my shirt. It's long enough to cover up my downer parts, so it's fine. There the sound of running water stops and I nearly run to the window, staring out of it. The ship already started his way on the endless seeming see and I watch it floading away. Fuck, I'm so fucking ready for my virgenaty to be taken. There I hear the bathroomdoor opening and turn around. I see Eren standing there with wet hair wearing a tight black shirt and some wide, baggy pants. ,,Hey.", I say and look back out of the window. ,,Hey.", Eren replies and stands next to me. I lean on his shoulder and sight. How the fuck am I supposed to start this? ,,Do you know what people are usually do after there wedding?", I ask without looking at him. He defintly didn't expect me to say something like that, because now he pulls my face around, facing him. ,,You can't really mean this serious.", he says and I look away. ,,Do I look like I'm joking to you?", I reply and step a little closer to him. After a few seconds of silence I press my lips against his and wrap my arms around his neck. The kiss get's wilder and wilder and I slide my hands under his shirt. There I feel something pressing against my leg and I grin. Suddenly Eren steps back and turns around. ,,What is it?", I ask confused. ,,I-I can't.", he just answers and wraps his arms around his body. ,,Why?" I just don't get what his problem is. ,,I haven't done this in a while. I'm completely out of practise.", he says and looks at me over his shoulder. ,,And? I've NEVER done this bevore.", I reply and lay my hand on his shoulder. ,,Even worst." I sight annoyed. ,,Just say if you don't wanna do it. It's fine!" ,,It's not like I don't want it. I just-I just don't wanna hurt you." Excuse me, what? ,,That's the most stupidest thing I've ever heard.", I say and turn my husband back to me. ,,You won't hurt me, Eren. I just don't wanna wait any longer. We've been together for so long now. I know this was never a big thing in our relationship, but I just think now's the right time.", I say and cup his cheek. Eren thinks for a second bevore pulling me into a deep, lustfull kiss. Guess he made his decision. After a while he pulls back and looks at me. ,,I just can't say no to you.", he whispers and kisses me again. He slides his hands under my shirt, when he suddenly stops. ,,You don't have undwear on." I grin. ,,Right.", I say and kiss him again. We kiss like that for a while, until he stops again and steps back. ,,What is your probem now?", I ask kinda annoyed and Eren bites his teeth together. ,,Sorry, I-I can't.", he says and leans against the wall. I role my eyes. ,,Why can't you? I don't get it!", I reply and sit on the chair, where my clothes lay on. ,,I'm scared." ,,Of what? It's just sex, it's not gonna kill you. ,,No, that's not it. I'm scared our relationship might change, if we do the next step." Am I stupid, or does this just make no sense? Now I have defintly enough. Quickly I stand up from my chair, grab Eren and push him on the bed, pinning his hands on the sheets. ,,Levi, what are you-" ,,Shut up, you shitty brat and let me talk! This is gonna change nothing about our relationship! I wouldn't have married you, if I didn't love you no matter what, idiot. I won't love you less or something.", I say while Eren just stares at me with big eyes. A while none of us none of us says anything until my husband cracks a little smile. ,,You know, you have a really a very akward way to say 'I love you'.", he says and pulls me down to him, so I can kiss him. After a while I pull back and grin. ,,Just so you know: I'm not planning to top.", I say and start to unbutton my shirt. Eren just looks my fingers working on the buttons and follows every single movement I make. After I'm finally done, I throw my shirt away and get on my fours, right over Eren, who still stares at me like I'm some ghost or something. After a few seconds he starts to stroke over my belly and I notice, he's checking out every inch of my body and his eyes rest on one point. ,,Damn, you have nice thights, tho.", he says and I bite my bottom lip. ,,Do you wanna touch them?", I ask and lean down a little, so my face is closer to his. ,,Yeah.", Eren answers and my grin becomes wider, bevore I turn around, so he lays on top of me now. I pull him closer to me and look him straight in the eyes. ,,I'm giving you permission to do anything you want to me. Don't hold back.", I say and Eren takes a deep breath. ,,Are you sure?", he asks and I nood. ,,Defintly.", I answer. The brunette breathes in again. ,,Okay. But promise to tell me, when you feel comfortable, okay?" ,,Okay." Eren noods, bevore pulling his shirt over his head and throwing it away. He lays down on me and starts to kiss me at first carefully, but then more and mure lustfull. After a while I insert my thoung into his mouth and rub and press against everything I can reach. Slowly Eren starts to kiss down my neck and I let out a breathy moan. He bites and sucks on my skin and probably leaves many hickys, but I don't really care. His soft lips on my skin feel amazing and I want more and more of it. Eren kisses down my entire body and I enjoy every second of it. ,,Do you like that?", the brunette asks and grins at me. ,,Yeah.", I answer and grab his long, brown, still wet hair. He lifts up my right leg and places multiple kisses on my inner thight. The touch of his lips so close to my lap makes me shiver and makes me wanting him even more. There Eren suddenly grabs my dick and I moan out in surprise. The brunette slowly starts to jerk me off and I throw my head back in pleasure. After a while I come to a decision. ,,I-I wanna touch you too.", I say and lean on my underarms. My husband looks at me surprised. ,,Oh, okay.", he says and sits back. I lean into his lap and pull down his pants and boxers in once, when I suddenly realise I've never seen him naked. We've been together for nearly ten years and I didn't see Eren naked at once. Why does it bother me so much? I have no clue. ,,Are you okay?", the brunette asks suddenly and I look up to him. ,,Yeah, I just thought about something.", I answer and look back at his dick. Damn, how the fuck is that supposed to fit inside me? Without thinking any further I take him in my mouth and try to take it in as much as possible, until my gagging reflex kicks in, but I just ignore it. I slowly start to bob my head and Eren let's out a long moan. ,,Hey, you don't have to do this.", he says and grabs my hair. I just shrug my shoulders and keep on going. After a while Eren's breath becomes faster and his grib in my hair becomes tighter. ,,You better stop, or else I'll come.", he says with his teeth bitten together, but I don't stop. ,,Hey, don't you get it? I wanna come with you." Okay, that's a point. I pull back and whipe my saliva awayfrom my mouth. ,,For someone who's never done something like that bevore, you did a quite good job.", Eren says and pulls me closer to me. Shit, I can't take it anymore. ,,Give it to me, Eren. I need you right now.", I say and wrap my arms around my husband's neck. ,,If you want it so bad-" He pulls me over, so he lays on top of me. ,,-I'll give you what you want. But first I've gotta stretch you out a little, so it doesn't hurt so much." I groan annoyed. It's really hard for me to stay patient right now. I watch Eren putting his fingers into his mouth and making them wet, bevore he pushes one of them inside me and I feel the weardest feeling ever. ,,How does that feel?", the brunette asks and thrusts his finger in and out. ,,Weard.", I answer, still thinking, if I should like it or not. There he inserts a second finger and the pain starts to set in. But it's not that bad, so it's fine. He starts to siccor his fingers and stretchs me out with that. It starts to feel better and better with every second and I bite my bottomlip, when Eren suddenly hits a spot, that makes me moan out in surprise. What the fuck was that? ,,Well, I guess I just found your prostate.", the brunette grins and hits it again. ,,Isn't that enough already? I need you!", i say, hating how desperate I sound. Eren sights and pulls his fingers out of me, bevore laying on top of me and placing himself on my asshole. ,,I'm gonna fuck you in every way you want it and make you scream out in pleasure.", he says bevore pinning my hands above my head and pressing his lips against mine. In the kiss he pushes inside me and the burning pain of stretching goes through my entire body, but I don't show anything. If Eren notices it hurts he'll stop and I can't have this right now. He pulls back and look at me. ,,Breath slowly. Just a little more..I'm fully in." I dig my nails deep into Eren's back and breath hard and fast, while I'm trying to deel with the pain I'm feeling. ,,I'm gonna start moving. Don't hold your voice back.", he says and slowly starts to move inside me. The mix of pain and pleasure feels better than it probably should, but I don't care. I become a moaning mess, while my arms and legs are tightly wrapped around my lover. ,,Harder!", I manage to say and Eren bites his teeth together. ,,I don't wanna hurt you!", he replies and burrys his face in my neck. ,,You won't, just do it!" Finally he gives in and goes harder, while having his lips tightly pressed against mine. There I feel a liquid feeling filling my belly and I pull back. ,,Eren, I'm coming!", I say and in this moment my orgasm crashes over me and I come all over my chest. Eren comes right after me and then collapses on me. He roles next to me and like that we lay there for a while. Sweating and hard breathing. After a while I turn to my husband and stroke over his cheek. ,,I love you, Eren.", I say and the brunette smiles slightly. ,,I love you too, Levi.", he replies and softly presses his lips against mine. ,,I love you so much." God damnit. ,,Round two?", I ask and grin. ,,Only if you top", Eren answers and I look away. ,,I don't know how to do this.", I say and sight. ,,Just follow your instincts and it'll be fine.", he peplies and pulls me on him. There I lie. On top of him and not sure what the fuck to do. I think a few seconds bevore sitting up and looking at my husband. ,,Get on your arms and knees.", I say while climbing off him. ,,Ehm..okay.", Eren replies and gets on his arms and knees. Slowly I sit behind him and taking a deep breath. Shit, I hope I'm doing it good. ,,I'm not sure, if I can do this.", I say and bite my teeth together. ,,And you're telling me to stop worry.", the brunette replies and looks over his shoulder. Damn, he has a point. ,,And what am I supposed to do now?", I ask kinda annoyed and unsure at the same time. Didn't I just have sort of a plan I completely forgot? Ugh, why am I so stupid? ,,Don't you remember anything I did to you?" I think about it and sight. ,,Fine.", I say under my breath and put my fingers into my mouth. After I'm satisfyed with there wetness, I carefully push one into Eren and make him whimper with that. I add a second one right afterwards and start to stretch him out a little, when he suddenly let's out a very high pitched moan and I instantly get what I just hit. ,,Right there!", he moans and I hit it again. After a few more seconds I pull my fingers out and look at Eren, who's terribly hard breathing? Is this normal? ,,Are you okay?", I ask kinda worried and lay my hand on his back. ,,Yeah. Keep on going.", he answers and smiles exausted. ,,Okay.", I say and place myself on his entrace and breath in. ,,Ready?" ,,Defintly." I nood, bevore pushing it all the way in and I could swear Eren's not breathing anymore. ,,Eren? You're still there?", I ask. ,,I...I am.", he answers quitely and sounds like he's in pain. ,,Tell me, when I can start moving, okay?", I ask and Eren noods. He waits a few more seconds, bevore he says something. ,,You can start now.", he says and I slowly start to move. In the end of the day we end up doing multiple rounds, until we're both fully satisfyed and now we're laying next to eachother, Eren sleeping on my shoulder. But I can't even think of sleeping right now. I'd rather look at the man I love so much and watch him sleeping peacfully, when I suddely hear my phone vibrating on the nightstand. Who the fuck is that this late? I pick it up and sight annoyed. Of course it's Hanji.
Hanji: And did you do it?
Levi: I don't know why this should bother you.
Hanji: Come on, you promised to tell me!
Levi: Okay, we did it. Are you happy now?
Hanji: Congratiulations for finally loosing your virginaty!
levi: Oh, shut up!
Hanji: And who topped?
Levi: We switched. Why am I even telling you this?
Hanji: Because we're friends! And what's your lovely husband doing right now?
Levi: Sleeping. And you should too. It's 4am.
Hanji: Only if you go.
Levi: No.
Hanji: No, seriously. You've gotta sleep.
Levi: Ugh, fine. Night, foureyes.
Hanji: Night, Levi! And greet Eren from me!
Levi: I will.
With a sight I put my phone away and look at Eren again. Shit, I love him so much. Carefully I start to caress his cheek and he slowly opens his eyes. No, I didn't want to wake him up! ,,Can't sleep?", he asks tired and rubs his eyes. I shake my head and look away. There I get pulled to his chest and sight. ,,Sorry for waking you up.", I whisper while cuddling into it. ,,It's fine. I know you sometimes have problems to sleep.", Eren replies and wraps his arms around me. ,,I love you, Eren. I'm glad I can spend the rest of my life with you.", I say and close my eyes. ,,I love you too, Levi. I'm so happy I still have you.", my husband replies and I know exactly what he means by that. He already told me that he was scared about my life when I was in koma. Honestly I didn't expect him to still think about that, since it's been five years. It just won't go into my head. ,,Why are you still thinking about that?", I ask and look up to Eren. ,,I was just scared I might loose you. I hated myself for saying such awfull things to you and when I got the call you had this carcrash I was afraid this might be the last thing I ever said to you. And the day you woke up, the doctors told me you probably won't make it through the night and that I should say goodbye. No one really expected you to suddenly wake up that day.", Eren answers and stares at the wall. What? He never told me about that. After a few seconds I cup his cheek and smile slightly. ,,That's in the past now. Don't worry about that anymore, okay? I love you.", I say and stroke with my thumb over his soft lips. He sights and burries us in the blanket. We lie like that for a while until I fall asleep in my husbands arms.