I woke up and I was all wrapped in Nicki's arms.
I jumped up.
"Aw shit ima be late," I checked my phone and Jay was blowing me up again.
Jay
Where tf you at
Bey you betta get yo ass here right now
What you wit sum nigga
You gon make me kill yo ass
Once I see you you coming home with me bitch
"Fuck," I murmured to myself as I started to stress out. I began to over think. I was very nervous but I know I have to go back regardless of how nice it felt here. I felt normal and appreciated.
I tried to control my breathing, I checked through my emails as a tear or two fell. I turned and sat off the edge of my bed.
"Hey," Nicki's voice was low considering she just woke up
"Hi," I tried to clear mine up
She rubbed my back but I didn't turn around. I rubbed my eyes quickly before I did.
"You okay?" Her voice was filled with concern
I nodded, "yeah I just gotta," I held my phone up
"Work,"
"I don't wanna hold you hostage here but you're always welcome, okay?" she reached up and touched my face
"You've been crying?" She asked
I nodded again
"Why?" She began to sit up and I could tell her concern was continuing to grow
"No reason um I just got a couple of messages from Jay is all," I didn't want to say too much to upset her
"I can take care of him," her voice was steady
"No, no I don't want you to do anything that could harm him," I chuckled as I looked down
I hate that she was willing to murk someone for me so quickly.
"Let me see,"
"See?"
"What he sent,"
I was scared to show her. I'm not sure how she'd react, I don't want him to act differently towards him at rehearsals or say anything accidentally.
"It's nothing," I brushed it off
"Bey,"
I could see that there was no point of hiding it from her. I sighed and then unlocked my phone. I went to our messages and then put my phone in her hands.
"He speaks to you like this?" She began to grow angry
She stood from the bed reading the messages over and over.
"Ima have a talk with him," she was very sexy when she was mad
"Nicki please come on it's fine," I tried to calm her down, i walked over to her
"It's not. You deserve the world , the moon , a fucking million stars," she started pacing
I knew Nickis been through a lot and that she was hard but I don't like when she's hard. I like when she's soft with me.
"Hey," i stopped her from walked and I held her hands
She wouldn't look me in my eyes
"Look at me please,"
"I outta kill him,"
"No, no it's okay because I'm coming back here with you tonight," I exhaled
"You're coming back?"
"Yes,"
"You gon miss me too much?" She teased
"I'm going to miss you very much," I found myself in a hug with her. Her hands found a way down my back. My arms rested on her shoulders.
"And tomorrow is my day off," I spoke against her lips, "I won't be in such a rush,"
She kissed me.
"Mm that sounds nice,"
She kissed me again, "I'll run us a hot bath tonight, and I can cook for you," she started rubbing on my ass and I can't say that I didn't like it. I love the way her hands read my body.
"Good," I spoke
"I have to go to work soon, and you are already late," she reminded me
"I just wanna be here with you," I got closer to her our bodies shared no space
"You temptin me," she licked her lips and kept a grip on my ass.
"Oh I know," I started rubbing her back
My phone started going off again.
"Mm you need to get that," she placed another kiss on my lips, "and I'm serious about what I said, cause I know niggas that can clear him if that's what you ne-"
"It's fine okay?" I cut her off as I began to step away
"It's not, got this boy hittin you?" She asked me
I sighed. I really don't want to talk about it.
"Bey, just answer me," she began to have that hard sound in her voice
"Nicki,"
"He does?" Her hands started to fist up
"He hasn't in a long time," I tried to think of a rebuttal.
"I got sum for him," she mumbled
"No , no please, please nicki just I can take care of it," I followed her out her room
"Please," I breathed
She turned around and faced me
"You let me know if he touched you today,"
I nodded
"You too pretty for allat," she began to touch my face and she kissed my lips again
She wasn't so tense, and the grain emptied from her voice.
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"Good afternoon," I spoke as I entered the conference room , it was 2pm.
"Where have you been?" Jay spoke to me as I sat down
"So what are we focusing on today?" I spoke to my manager to the left of me as I sat down.
"The new artist we're thinking of signing, Nicki Minaj she's coming in again in around an hour. We have to finish up this video honestly we think she's got what it takes,"
My manager gave me all the appear work that was recited earlier. I skimmed through majority of it, everything was caught up to speed and it looked good.
"Ms. Minaj should be here soon to continue with the music video,"
"Thank you Jessica," I kissed the side of her cheek
I got up and was on my way to the green screen room.
"Beyoncé where was you?"
"I was out with a friend," I didn't stop walking
He grabbed my arm, "who?"
"Someone you don't know Jay get off me," I removed his arm.
"Who the fuck you think you is?" He spat
"This is my place of work. Leave me the fuck alone Jay," I spoke under my breath
"Good afternoon ms.Knowles," I heard Nicki's voice , it was soft and comforting
"Hello Ms.Minaj," a feeling of assuage took over
Jay straightened up "Hi," he cleared his throat
"We'll discuss this later," he let go of my arm and went into his office.
"Hi," I spoke as we walked together
"Hey,"
"Thank you," I smiled and I looked over at her
"I might just have to be called your hero hm?" She smiled back at me
"If you keep saving me I guess I'll have no choice,"
She held the door open for me to go into our green screen room,
"Mm you look very good today, ms.knowles," she licked her lips and looked me over , I could feel her staring.
"Thank you," my face was getting all hot
"I can't wait to get a bite out of you today," I heard speak low
I'm not going to lie that made me feel good. I know letting her feel , touch and taste me was going to feel even better.
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We finished up Nicki's rehearsal for today and I was in my office looking over some things. I did a lot of running around today and my body was tired. I finally made it back to my officer and it's 8.
I was reading through my emails and Jay walked in.
"Hey," he spoke , grabbing my attention
"Hey," I looked over to him and gave a weak smile
"I'm sorry about early okay? I just want you home with me," he spoke his bullshit apologies
I nodded my head and kept responding to emails.
"So?" He asked
"So?" I responded
"What youn got nun to say?"
"What do you want me to say Jay? It's the same thing every time and it's stressful. I can't even be myself around you. I know you sleeping with other women and I don't even care anymore , the only reason we're together is business reasons,"
"I love you Bey. I've been in love with you and I've made a couple mistakes okay this isn't business this is love," he tried to come close to me
"Please listen to what I'm saying," I spoke
"I don't want to be anything beyond business companions,"
He pushed me out of my chair. "Get the fuck up,"
He grabbed my arm and pinned me against the wall
"Jay STOP," I tried pushing him away. He started kissing me. My neck down to my breasts and I hated it.
"LET ME GO," I kicked him
"WHATS WRONG WITH YOU JAY?" I caught my breath and backed away from him
"I love you Bey,"
"No, no this is not love this is not who I thought I loved," I began to let a tear fall
"I'm sorry , I'm sorry Bey I'm sorry," his apologies sounded remorseless he began to yell.
"Get back here Bey. Don't make me get you ight,"
We both looked at the door and I ran to it, but so did he. He beat me to the door.
"The fuck did I SAY BEY," he grabbed me by my neck and slammed me against the wall
I couldn't breathe. But if I was going to continue being in something like this I don't see why I'd want to be able to breathe or to live.
Someone came inside of my office,
"Hey , hey , hey man," Jay dropped his arm and dapped this man up
It was Nas. He was like an older brother to me.
"I'm going to leave," I smiled to Nas and grabbed my belongings
"Nah Bey wait," Jay looked over at me with a beam of hate
I continued to do what I needed to do. Nas read the room.
"You been hittin my lil sis bruh?" Nas spoke real low
"I got it from here," Nicki entered the office, "Nas you take care of Bey, make sure she comes back to my place cool?"
Nas nodded off to Nicki. She closed the door and I know Nicki's shorter than Jay but there wasn't one doubt in my mind that she wasn't okay.
"Man if anything like that ever happens again you let me know Bey, you know you got me." Nas gave me a big hug then lead me out to the car
"Thank you," I sat in the car and closed my eyes
"Nicki had to tell me what was up man, she was worried about you," Nas explained
By the time I was at Nicki's I washed my face and took my clothes off. I ran me a bath and poor a glass of wine.
"Baby I'm here," I heard Nicki announce herself once she came in
"I'm in here,"
She walked over into the bathroom and looked at me from the door
She got undressed and joined me in the bath. She sat from behind me. She held me and kissed my cheeks.
Her hands were having fun exploring my body.
"Is he alive?" I asked
"Mhm, I just taught him a lesson is all," she started playing with my nipples and sucked on my neck just a little.
I knew she would've killed him but the fact that she didn't for me made me smile. I relaxed in her arms leaning into her.
She sucked on my lobes
"Is there something more you want?"
"Just you," I answered
I turned around and went on my knees in between her legs. I went down and gave her a kiss.
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What'd y'all thinkkk? I know it's a lot but I hope y'all fw it tried to mix it up for the one time. Really tryna get these part 2's finished cause I know y'all fw them