I got myself together and took Ethan out of his bouncer to try and calm him, me rocking him wasn't working and I know he's not hungry, he can probably just sense that something is wrong.
I picked up his dummy and gave it to him which made him stop immediately, I decided I wasn't just going to sit around and let harry feel this way because is far from the truth and communication is the key to any relationship.
Ethan began falling asleep in my arms so I headed for the stairs and walked up them, I found harry lying on our bed with one arm over his eyes and the other on his belly.
I lay Ethan down beside him and his eyes opened wide, considering he seemed happy, I took away him dummy.
"Harry" I said gently.
"What, have you come up stairs to pack your bags" he spat.
"No, now look at me, don't swing your arm either because you'll hit your son" I warned.
He slowly took his arm away from his eyes and looked to his left to see Ethan's big bright eyes starring at him.
"Hey buddy" harry smiled, he grabbed Ethan's small fist and kissed it.
"Look he was crying because he knew something was wrong, he's okay now because you're not mad anymore" I explained.
"I wasn't mad, I was upset and still am" he said not taking his eyes off ethan.
"Harry look at me" I said and waited till he did so, once he finally looked at me I carried on.
"I'm not leaving you, I wouldn't dream of it" I walked and sat down beside him. "I've never even thought about it, do you honestly think I would of agreed to marry you if I didn't want to be with you, if I wanted things to work out between me and jake I would of fought harder for it, but I didnt, if something like that was to happen between me and you I would not give you until it killed me harry, I love you so much and I'm never leaving unless you really want me to, I wanna be with you until I take my last breath"
I took his hands and hoped he believes me.
"You mean that?" He asked.
"With all my heart, there is nothing in this world I want more than you and our son, you's both mean the world to me and of I lost either of you, that's it I would be done, over, I couldn't live, I never want you to have a bad thought about us ever again, do you understand?" I raised my eyebrows and he nodded.
"I'm sorry, I just panicked because it sounded like jake was find of him and I thought that you would think he wanted to be a dad now and go back to him" he sighed.
"That would never happen, he blew his chance a long time ago, and I'm so so so happy that he did, otherwise I wouldn't be engaged to you right now, and I wouldn't be as happy as I am right now" I smiled.
"I'm sorry, I love you so much, I just don't want to loose you" he pulled me into a hug.
"And you wont" I kissed his chest.
I leant up and pecked his lips.
Ethan started making little noises beside us which drew both our attention to him.
"Hello handsome" I said in a baby voice. "what you doing there" I grabbed his hand.
He gave me a little smile and it warmed my heart.
"Harry get your phone and get a picture of him smiling"
Harry reached over to the bedside table and grabbed his phone and aimed it at Ethan ready to take the picture.
I blew a raspberry on his fist and it set him into laughter, his smile was the best thing I've ever witnessed.
"You're all smiled for mummy and daddy today aren't you" I said. "yes you are" I blew another raspberry"
"Have you got one?" I asked.
"Yeah got loads" he said, I picked Ethan up so I could look at the photos.
I held Ethan upwards so his head was by my shoulder, and he started playing with my hair, usually I can't stand people playing with my hair but I'll let it slide with him.
"That ones adorable, will you send it me" I asked, the picture looked hd and Ethan's smile was as bright as day and he looked so happy.
"Of course" he kissed my head, me and harry were sat with our back against the head board and I was holding Ethan in the middle of us.
"Let's take our first proper family photo" I suggested.
"Yeah okay" harry smiled.
I turned Ethan around and lay him down between us, once we were comfortable, harry lifted his arm up and snapped a few photos, Ethan was fascinated as to what harry was doing which resulted him to look up perfectly at the camera and the picture is my new favourite and will be for a while.
"Me and you need a night out soon" harry said.
"No well not really, we're parents now, we can't just go out" I chuckled.
"Yeah I know that, that's why babysitting was invented" he raised his eyebrows.
"No absolutely not, I hate the thought of leaving him with a stranger" I shook my head.
"It's doesn't have to be a stranger babe" he laughed.
"We're not dumping him on our parents so we can go out harry, is feel horrible"
"Fine, I'll get louis to look after him" he threw his hands up.
"Louis! I would never do that" I laughed.
"Why not? he has a bunch of younger siblings he knows what to do with babies" he explained.
"Really?" I asked.
"Yeah he has like six siblings" he shrugged.
"Wow" my eyebrows rose.
"Yeah, his mum has a lot of kids, but there all super nice" he grabbed Ethan's hand.
"Well don't get any thoughts, I'm not giving birth seven times" I scoffed.
"She has two sets of twins as well" he shrugged.
"Jesus, I need to meet this woman she's a saint" my mouth was wide open and harry burst out laughing.
"Yeah she's a lovely lady"
"She sounds it, invite her to our wedding" I smiled.
"That sounds nice, planning our wedding" he smirked. "but first we need to go to my parents house my mum invited us for dinner"
"Sounds good, lets go"
***
We've all just sat down to eat, Ethan's car seat is on a chair next to me so I can watch him, and he's due a feed soon so I'll need to do that.
Like I said ten minutes into our meal Ethan started wining for his bottle so harry volunteered to feed him because he's ate more than me.
"He's growing so quick" harry mum spoke.
"I know, we have an appointment tomorrow to make sure everything is fine and that he's still healthy" I explained.
"He looks fine to me" she smiled.
"And me, but better safe than sorry" I chuckled.
Harry came back five minutes later with a wide awake little boy.
"He's wide awake" harry smiled.
"I see that" I smiled back at him.
Harry placed him back into his car seat and Ethan smiled at me.
"Hello little man" I shook his arm playfully.
"He's a very happy baby" harry dad said.
"You should of seen him before, laughing like crazy he was, ill show you the pictures later" harry told his parents.
"Aww" his mum looked over at her grandson.
***
We had all finished our food around an hour ago and now we're sat around watching tv, Harry's mum is entertaining ethan, as much as I love him it's good to have a break even if it's only for five minutes.
"Mum you'd watch Ethan anytime for us wouldn't you" harry said randomly.
"Harry!" I said, mortified.
"Of course, why?" She asked.
"Because me and Lucy are having a day to our selfs tomorrow and she's wouldn't let me ask you to watch him" he explained.
"Because I don't want to just dump him on you" I shrugged.
"Honey, you shouldn't feel like that, I'd be more than happy to watch him for yous" she smiled.
"We'll keep it in mind for next time, Louis is looking after him now" harry explained.
"Oh god" Harry's dad chuckled. "speaking of which when you coming back to work"
"Um.. Monday?" Harry said, more like asking.
"Yeah that's fine" his dad nodded then turned back to the tv.
"Right well um... it's getting late and we need to put him down soon" harry said and stood up.
I watched him as he walked over to his mum to get our son, she kissed his head then passed him to harry.
As harry put him in his car seat, I said goodbye to his parents.
"Please remember we'll be more than happy to look after him anytime"
"I will" I nodded.
After we said goodbye we headed out to the car, once we were all strapped in, harry pulled out the drive and began to drive home.
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Sorry I've took a while with this update, wattpad wouldn't save my work a couple of days ago and so that's why this chapter is short, I had a lot written but it didn't save:// then I just forgot I hadn't updated so here you go...
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