Maybe I'll just... sleep now.
I could finally see myself drift off, the pain starting to lift away. My eyes falling back to sleep.
. . .
No ones p.o.v
Hey, idiots go get y/n for dinner for me, ya?" Bakugo asked Sero and Denki.
"On it!" Sero and Denki exclaimed.
"She might be asleep so don't just yell around In there." Bakugo mumbled.
"We get it dude!" Denki shrugged.
..
*knock knock*
"Are we allowed to just go in? Shes probably sleeping so we have to wake her up." Denki asked.
"Hm i Guess so." Sero shrugged.
"Heyo! Your favorite tape boy is here!" Sero exclaimed coming in.
"Rise and shine! Dinners ready downstairs!" Denki says while they both stand at your door.
They both walk in to wake you up a little.
"Hey y/n? Wake up cmon." Denki said shaking you a little bit.
"Hmm? What's all this?" Sero asked himself while walking around your room seeing pill bottles scattered around the center and water spilled everywhere.
After seconds. He realized.
"Hey. Hey cmon this isn't funny. Cmon stop fucking with me." He says turning around to shake your arm with Denki.
"Sero don't be so aggressive, she's a heavy sleeper!" Denki exclaimed still clueless.
"Hey, hey! Y/N CMON! YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME. DENKI GO GET AIZAWA NOW!" Sero yells shaking my body.
After Sero yelled that. Denki realized. He froze with his eyes wide and couldn't move in his place. Just staring at his friends almost lifeless body in front of him.
"DENKI NOW! STOP STANDING THERE LIKE A FUCKING IDIOT!" Sero yelled.
Denki snaps out of his zone and runs out the door and downstairs to mr Aizawa's office.
"As class president I suggest you stop running in the dorms Kaminari!" Iida says pointing at him.
"Kami whats wrong?" Mina asks as he runs past her.
"MR AIZAWA, ITS Y/N. I DONT THINK SHES.. ALIVE AND I NEED YOU. AND SERO IS UP THERE AND . I- I" kaminari sobs.
"KAMINARI WHAT IS WRONG? WHERE IS SHE?" Aizawa yells standing up from his desk quickly.
"I-in her room. With Sero." Denki cried while he ran behind Aizawa.
"One of you call 911 we need a ambulance now!" Aizawa yelled at the students in the kitchen.
Sero p.o.v
What the hell is taking them so long.
I check her pulse under her chin and it's not there. Cmon.
"Fuck . Fuck what did we learn about this in class. Uhm cpr? Yes cpr. How do you do cpr again. What did cementos say." I whispered to myself while holding her in my hands.
"This isn't the time to be forgetting things." I could feel tears coming out of my eyes. I had no control.
"Please hang around." I said as I saw tears drip onto her face.
"Please wake up, please. You're one of my closest friends and I can't lose you. I wish I knew something was wrong sooner. I would have helped." I whispered to her ear.
"It's gonna be okay. Your gonna be fine. You are gonna be fine." I kept whispering.
I heard loud footsteps coming closer and closer to the door and Aizawa is there with Denki.
Denki couldn't even step in the room. But, I heard him crying outside of it.
No ones p.o.v
"What the fuck is going on?" Bakugo asked Mina.
"I-I don't know? Just shut up I'm calling the ambulance." Mina stuttered and pulled her phone out quickly.
..
The ambulance got here a couple minutes later.
It felt like an eternity inside those 3 minutes waiting for the ambulance.
"Is anyone going to tell me what is going on!" Bakugo yells.
"We don't know!" Mina yelled back.
"I'm going up there." He scoffed throwing the towel that was in his hand, onto the ground.
He walked up to the elevator and went to the 3rd floor.
He saw Aizawa turn to him.
"Bakugo go downstairs now! I'm not asking." Aizawa sternly demanded.
"Can you just tell me what's going on? Where's y/-" he started saying confused.
"Bakugo! Listen for once and go downstairs!" Aizawa shouted.
Bakugo walked downstairs as the paramedics ran past him to the dorm rooms.
After a while, everyone had been downstairs and the paramedics were working on y/n while carrying her down to the ambulance so she can get taken to the hospital.
Denki came down first after getting told to go downstairs. He was completely breaking down.
"Denks babe what happened? Cmon tell me. It's okay." Mina asked while trying to comfort him.
"It's y/n. I think she. I'm sorry I can't." Denki started saying.
As soon as he said that, the paramedics came down with y/n. Everyone's attention gazed over to them. But everyone's hearts dropped the minute they saw who was injured.
Bakugo p.o.v
is it normal... to feel your heart in your stomach.
Is it normal to want to break down.
I want to. But I cant. Everyone's watching.
"What did you do!" I yelled pushing things off of the counter.
Glass bowls shattered when I pushed everything away. Drinks spilled onto the floor.
I didn't mean to do that. I was just.. angry... sad?
I started walking up fast to the paramedics
"Sir you need to stay back." One of them told me while holding their arm out.
I wanted to lash out. On everyone. Everything.
"Fuck!" I yelled putting my hands on my head while pacing back and forth.
I couldn't care who was looking at me right now.
She's dead? No. She can't be dead. That's not possible. She's too strong for that. Death. Pff.
But what if she really is.. gone.
I feel water drip down onto my cheeks. Water? No.. that's tears.
I'm crying. Why am I crying. Stop it.
I could hear Mina. Kami, kiri, Sero. All of them crying. Screaming.
It was like background noise.
I looked back at them and Mina was screaming and crying while on her knees.
"PLEASE NO!" She cried putting her head down on the ground.
I stood next to the door as I watched them take her away.
I can't just stand here.
I felt.. sad? Fuck this.
I punched the wall next to me making pictures come off the wall and the glass shattering in the frames.
"Bakugo calm down. Please just-" Kirishima started saying.
"Can you just shut the fuck up for once, shitty hair! All of you! Stop fucking talking!" I yelled at them.
I walked away and grabbed my keys from my room. Coming back down I blocked everyone out. I couldn't hear anyone and I tried hard to not listen.
"It's raining really hard. Please just stay insid-" pinky started saying but I left before she could say anything else.
I slammed the door open and walk to my car. Of course it had to be fucking raining right now.
I'm sitting In my car. My hands on the steering wheel and I put my head down on my hands.
It's okay to cry.
No it's not, shut up.
Just cry. Your not weak if you cry.
Why cant my thoughts fuck off for once.
I hit my steering wheel. Over.and over. And over. Until my hands bruised.
Just drive.
The only thing I can do is drive to the hospital. So I did.
I went way over the speed limit just to see her. I don't even care about speed limits right now.
"*hag is calling*"
My car read out.
I answer it quickly just to give her some half assed response.
"Honey Kirishima called me. We are on our way to the hospital okay? Please be careful in the car-" she started saying.
"Ya ya got it mom ok bye." I hung up the phone quickly.
I don't feel like talking to anyone right now.
As soon as I got to the hospital I run inside. Soaking wet from the rain and I drag all this water inside.
I walked up to the front desk quickly.
"Are you looking for someone sir?" The lady asked.
"Wheres y/n l/n's room?" I asked while tapping my fingers on the desk.
What's this feeling.
Anxiety?
"I'm so sorry sir. You have to wait in the waiting room. She has just been put in the system and the doctors are working with her right now. Can I get a name to call when you can visit?" She asked me.
"Uhm katsuki bakugou." I mumbled.
"Ok sir, just wait in the waiting room and I will be sure to keep you updated, okay?" She smiled.
"Ya okay whatever." I mumbled walking off to the waiting room with my hands in my pockets.
Why does my breathing feel like I'm skipping a breathe.
It's so short. I cant even take long breathes.
My heart feels like it's beating in my stomach 1000 miles per minute.
Cmon just breathe.
Close your eyes and breathe.
I put my arms on my knees and my head in my hands, brushing my hair back above my forehead and taking a deep breath.
I could feel myself breaking inside but nothing I haven't felt before. It was just one push before I really fall apart in this hospital building.
One push.
"Katsuki? Katsuki!" I heard the sound of my moms voice.
"Mom." I quietly say and stand up from my seat to go see her.
"Where is she hun? Is she okay?" She asked putting her arms on my shoulder.
"Mom I don't know. I don't.. know." ... my voice shakily said as I shook my head. I was at my pushing point. Holding back tears but i still felt them drip off my face.
I wrap my arms around my mom and hug her. Tight . I didn't want to let go. I needed that hug. I couldn't care who was watching me cry cause I had good reason to cry.
I know she was crying too.
"Cmon. I know she's gonna be just fine. It's y/n? She's so strong my love." My mom sniffled and wiped the tears off my cheek with her thumb.
I just nodded my head up and down while clearing my nose.
"Let's go sit down okay? Does her brother and aunt know?" She asked me as we walked to the waiting room.
"Uh ya. Aizawa called them.. they said they were on their way but I don't know when they will be here. It's raining really hard." I said wiping my eyes to cover up what had just happened.
"Are you tired?" She asked me.
"No. I'm not tired at all." I mumbled. My leg was bouncing and I was tapping my fingers in them.
You know that feeling. When you cry so much ...that you feel numb right after?
That's what I'm feeling.. right now.
I don't cry often. Or at least I try not to. But when I do, the numb feeling hits quick. Like a train.
I stare blankly into nothing but the hospital hallway. It smelled like mopping soap and cafeteria food.
I just want to sleep. But I can't. It's keeping me awake. I just want to know that she's okay.
As promised I released a chapter today!! New one coming soon! Ily all and I appreciate u for reading.