{Tw}: none I don't think-
{Pairing}: Sapnap x reader
{Au Warning}: slight crossover if anyone can guess the reference(s)!
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You gasped, opening your eyes and looking around wildly "hello?.." it was a blank white room? Or place? No color but you could see pillars and walls..? Like you were in a castle? Or some mansion? "I-..guys is this some sort of prank?" You called for your friends and stood up slowly. You were just with your friends at your home watching my little-...why were you here? "Ꮒꫀᥣᥣꪮ ᥴhเᥣd." A booming voice was heard and it seemed to shake the building but yet it was so calming to hear not scary at all
"H-hello?..is this some sort of joke!?" You yelled angry that they would pull something off like this "Ꮖ'ꪑ ᥲƒɾᥲเd ᥒꪮt. Ꭹꪮᥙ ᥲɾꫀ hꫀɾꫀ ᖯꫀᥴᥲᥙ᥉ꫀ ꪮƒ ꪑꫀ" a creature came into view it wore a mask of pure white glass while an XD was carved into it the creature had multiple arms that held onto what seemed to be strings some of them looked weaker than others the creature was also covered in fine silk making them look even bigger than they were you hoped and the last eye catching feature you noticed was the pure black void like skin they had that seemed to be marked with ender eye dust as it wrote something out in enhancement table "y-you?..Why aren't I at home!? Bring me back home!" The creature made a "tsk" sound and walked closer grabbing you with one of its hands and lifting you to meet its height "Ꮖ᥉ thᥲt ᥲᥒᥡᥕᥲᥡ tꪮ ᥉ρꫀᥲk tꪮ ᥲ gꪮd ᥴhเᥣd?" The tone it had made It seem like you were being scolded like a child you glared "I don't care what you are! I want to go home!!" You screamed and thrashed around in the hands of the god "Y̷̫̝̼̩͎̙͚͋͠ò̴̦͓̘́̐͒͒ǔ̴̢̙̘̳̮͍̦͕̹̯̿͐̂.̴̝͕̯͇̯̆̉͛̑͘ ̶͔̭̼̬̞̰̝̠̇̊C̵̬͎͚̤̪͕̥̗̐̆͝ͅA̶̧̳̺̖̤̙͍̠͋̅̀N̸̡͖͂͐̓Ń̷̝̖̘̉̽͐̌͑̎́̽͘O̷͇͉̜͖͙͍̠͑̐̿̋̍͑̏̄̐T̸̥͇̂͂́͜ ̶͍̜̺̞͈̤̰͓͍̈́́̽͘̕͘͝G̷͖̠͆̆Ơ̵͉̯̓̔̈́͒̾ ̶̨̭̍̆̀͋̓͝H̶̡̟̼̬̖̘͕̀͂̑͋̿͆͌Ơ̶̪̮͈͎̈́͐M̴̢̛͇͇̙̱͍̥̊̆̓̓̍È̵̤͆!̵̗͔̱̞͛̔̃̈́͂̊̃̈́̄̓" the creatures voice became distorted and hard to
understand you covered your ears and started to cry as you were attacked by overwhelming emotions "Ꮖ hᥲ᥎ꫀ ᥴhꪮ᥉ꫀᥒ ᥡꪮᥙ tꪮ jꪮเᥒ thเ᥉ ᥕꪮɾᥣd tꪮ hꫀᥣρ เt gɾꪮᥕ ᥲᥒd Ꮖ ᎳᎪⲊ gꪮเᥒg tꪮ ᥲᥣᥣꪮᥕ ᥡꪮᥙ tꪮ ᖯꫀ ᖯᥣꫀ᥉᥉ꫀd ᥕเth ᥲᥒ ᥲᖯเᥣเtᥡ ᖯᥙt ᥒꪮᥕ Ꮖ ꪮᥒᥣᥡ ᥉ꫀꫀ เt ƒเt ƒꪮɾ ᥡꪮᥙ tꪮ ᖯꫀ ᥴᥙɾ᥉ꫀd ᥕเth.." the god stopped to think staring at you it chuckled a dark and cruel voice it now had you shivered wanting to hide from it's stare "Ꭰᥙᥲᥣเtᥡ. Ꭹꪮᥙ ᥕเᥣᥣ ᥒꫀ᥎ꫀɾ ᖯꫀ ꪮᥒꫀ ρꫀɾ᥉ꪮᥒ ᥲgᥲเᥒ ᖯᥙt tᥕꪮ ᥉ꫀρᥲɾᥲtꫀd ᥡꪮᥙ ᥕเᥣᥣ ᖯꫀ ρꫀᥲᥴꫀƒᥙᥣ ᖯᥡ dᥲᥡ..ᥲᥒd ᥲ ꪑꪮᥒ᥉tꫀɾ ᖯᥡ ᥒเght!" It laughed and dropped you to the ground you expected to take damage but no it was as if you landed in water you hurriedly stood up "n-no! I want to go back please!" You begged it despite your pride telling you to snap at it "Ɲꪮ..thเ᥉ เ᥉ ᥡꪮᥙɾ ᥣเƒꫀ ᥒꪮᥕ ᥴhเᥣd ᥲᥒd ᥡꪮᥙ ꪑᥙ᥉t ᥲᥴᥴꫀρt เt." The god shook its head slightly and looked down at you and in return you glared "NO! I will not be some puppet you bastard!" You got up quickly stomping towards it "YOU WON'T CONTROL ME!! I'M GOING BACK!!" You screamed tears rolling down your face as a mixture of anger and sadness danced around your head "Ꭺgᥲเᥒ ᥕเth ᥉ᥙᥴh ɾᥙdꫀᥒꫀ᥉᥉ ᥴꪮꪑꫀ᥉ Ꮯꪮᥒ᥉ꫀqᥙꫀᥒᥴꫀ᥉. Ꭹꪮᥙ ᥕเᥣᥣ ᖯꫀ ᥲᖯᥣꫀ tꪮ ᥉ꫀꫀ ᥕhᥲt ᥡꪮᥙɾ ꪑꪮᥒ᥉tꫀɾ ᥉เdꫀ dꪮꫀ᥉ ᥲt ᥒเght ᥲᥒd ᥕเᥣᥣ ᥒꫀ᥎ꫀɾ ᖯꫀ ᥲᖯᥣꫀ tꪮ ᥉tꪮρ เt ꪮɾ ᥴꪮᥒtɾꪮᥣ เt." You dropped to your knees sobbing "n-no.." this wasn't real you prayed it wasn't "Ꭰꪮ ᥒꪮt ᥴɾᥡ ᥴhเᥣd. Ꮖ ᥕเᥣᥣ ꫀɾᥲ᥉ꫀ ᥡꪮᥙɾ ꪑꫀꪑꪮɾเꫀ᥉ ᥉ꪮ ρᥲเᥒ dꪮꫀ᥉ ᥒꪮt ᥉เᥒk เᥒtꪮ ᥡꪮᥙ ᥲᥒᥡ ƒᥙɾthꫀɾ" you looked up terrified as it looked down at you raising one of its hands "n-no! Wait no!" It ignored you and light spread around you trapped you in one place as it attacked you memories and scars, erasing them slowly yet you clung to one name, one of your closest friends name Zane you thought to yourself as everything else slowly left you and you closed your eyes accepting it.
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"Y/n cmon! It's-morning snap outta it!" You stared blankly at Sapnap someone you cared about loved even was now at the mercy of an empty shell of yourself the part of you that always came out to play at night had somehow gotten out of the cage you and Sapnap had built and was now about to kill him "SAPNAP RUN!!" You screamed internally as you raised an axe "DONT!!" You screamed louder of course nothing came out but you swiftly swung the axe down missing Sapnap by inches "y/-y/n! Cmon! Snap outta it!" He yelled again, backing away. You raised it again, sure to hit him and- you stopped and dropped the axe falling back panting and thanking everything around you for snapping back "y/n?.." you shot up wide eyed and crawled over to him hugging him and squeezing him tightly "I- I don't know how It got out I'm so sorry!" You cried hugging him even tighter which in turn he patted you on the back gasping a bit "lil to tight-" you gasped and let go "i-I'm sorry I'm such and idiot first It nearly kills you then I do and-" you stopped when he hugged you "shh it's fine y/n" you cried more hugging him again terrified of letting go "I loosened the chains..I hated seeing the marks it left on you I shouldn't have but I did and in return i nearly hurt you more than I could have imagined or you for that matter." He sighed pulling away from you and frowning at how tired and dirty you looked from running around and stalking him through the Forest all night "it's over now okay? Let's head back home and get you cleaned up" you nodded and clung onto him as he lifted you up carrying you back he had no issues moving again he was built for hunting and running from and to things so he had no problem regaining stamina quickly.
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It had been two weeks since the indecent of you getting out at night and now you and Sapnap were both cautious about what time you went out and how long you were out of the house but you could tell he was eager to go back into L'manberg which you understood feeling like a prisoner was something you related to on a great level so you decided you'd get up early with him and go out to town! And now you were both heading to see Tommy and maybe pay a visit to niki to try and get a few baked goods which made you smile.
"Y/n?" You looked up at Sapnap and he held up his hand in return you giggled grabbing it and holding it as you walked with him towards the hotel "Sapnap who's- that?" You slowed your pace as you noticed..a creature next to George "I..don't know? I didn't know someone joined?" He tugged you along off the path and towards George which in turn freaked you out. The strange person looked so..familiar "George?" You watched the brunette turn towards you two and almost relax "oh hey y/n! Sapnap!" He came over and leaned on Sapnap keeping seemingly calm? "Who's this George?" Sapnap spoke carefully to George while you stared at them and they stared at you "I uh this is DreamXD! Pretty um neat right?-" Sapnap let go of your hand and pulled George away for a moment to talk you figured George had said a code word which Sapnap had a lot with people which made him an even more of a lovable person you looked to Sapnap concerned as he left you alone with it "Ꮒꪮᥕ ᥲɾꫀ ᥡꪮᥙ ᥲdjᥙ᥉tเᥒg ᥴhเᥣd?" You tilted your head, looking back at the strange person you weren't a "child" and what did they mean "adjusting?" They came closer "u-uh I'm confused have we um- met before?" It put its hands together "Ꮃhᥡ ꪮƒ ᥴꪮᥙɾ᥉ꫀ Ꮖ ꪑꫀᥲᥒ Ꮖ dเd ᖯɾเᥒg ᥡꪮᥙ hꫀɾꫀ..ᥲᥒd Ꮖ dเd gเ᥎ꫀ ᥡꪮᥙ ᥡꪮᥙɾ-" they leaned in very close to you placing a hand on your head "ℳꪮᥒ᥉tꫀɾ" you stared at it in shock it seemed disappointed "Ꮒꫀɾꫀ..ᥣꫀt ꪑꫀ tᥲkꫀ ᥡꪮᥙ tꪮ ᥲ ρᥣᥲᥴꫀ ᥕhꫀɾꫀ ᥡꪮᥙ'ᥣᥣ ɾꫀ᥉tꪮɾꫀ ᥡꪮᥙɾ ꪑꫀꪑꪮɾเꫀ᥉ ᥲᥒd hᥲ᥎ꫀ ᥲ ᥒเᥴꫀ..ᥴhᥲt..." it laughed a little looking over at Sapnap and George who were very busy talking and you started to freak out looking at the sky terrified that you'd be taken away and to top it all you'd come back at night "Ꮖ'ꪑ ᥉ᥙɾꫀ thꫀᥡ ᥕꪮᥒ't ꪑเᥒd!" It said loud enough to attract both males to focus on the both of you "wha- y/n! Get away from that thing!" Sapnap came running towards you and you reached out for him only for everything to go blank.
You opened your eyes slowly and gasped sitting up and looking around it felt like deja vu but only for a moment before it clicked "y-you..my memories!" You sat up quickly soaking in them again and smiling before a pang of dread hit you. You looked up at the creature no- the god "you..why did you bring me here again?"
"Ꭲꪮ hᥲ᥎ꫀ ᥲ ᥴhᥲt!"
Sapnap kept coming back to the place over and over again waiting for you to come back. First it has only been a few hours..then it turned into weeks..days..and now it has been nearly five months since you had been taken from him where did that thing bring you? Were you alone? Was it making you suffer through something did it..kill you? all the thoughts that attacked him at once were overwhelming and it hurt him so much to think you would never come back but he stayed hopeful but as time went on he couldn't stay stuck on you forever and stopped coming back to the place accepting that you weren't Moving ever going to come back that it must've killed you
But little did Sapnap know that you had been put back to where you belonged no longer cursed and somewhat happy yet your memories of everything from The dream smp had been wiped so you didn't have any reason to be sad still..part of you knew something wasn't right and wouldn't ever be right.
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(I love sad endings, they make me very pleased for some odd reason..anyways! Hope you enjoyed and thank you alllllll so much for the votes/reads! I never expected really- ever to get to 14k! with this book ^^ and I'm very happy I've gotten here so thank you)
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