It's been 5 days. I have to go back to The states tomorrow, so I'm spending the night at sunghoons apartment.
I was on the couch watching TV when Sunghoon sat down next to me.
"I'll miss you"
He said
"I'll miss you too. I'll try to come by and visit more often."
"I love you but you shouldn't spend too much money on flights so often. It's expensive"
He said
"True.. especially one way flights."
I said
He smiled
"Don't worry I would love to visit America so next time I'll visit you."
I nodded my head and gave him a thumbs up.
Sunghoon kissed my forehead
"Get some sleep"
He smiled
I laid down on the couch and put the blanket over my face.
Sunghoon turns off the light and goes to his room.
About an hour passed and I was already in a deep sleep. When I started dreaming something weird
~ The Dream~
I was called out. I step on the ice. This is my first Olympic performance
The crowd becomes silent.
My palms get sweaty and my legs get shaky.
I look over to the right and sunghoon was staring at me but he didn't look too happy.
I start my performance and notice people start leaving. I mess up my routine and people start to boo and throw weird objects on the ice.
The music stops and the announcer tells me to get off the ice.
I run to sunghoon but he backs away.
"How could you do that? To be honest I didn't even think you were that great of a skater to begin with. I can't believe you bought your way into the Olympics..."
He shouted
I was startled when he said that
I don't even know what's going on.
He threw the flowers he was holding in his hand at my face.
I started to cry
~~~
I felt someone shake me, I woke up. Sunghoon was in front of me.
"Eunbin wake up!"
He said
I felt tears in my eyes
"What happened?"
I asked
"You started breathing heavily and making weird noises in your sleep. Then i came to check on you, and you were sweating and crying like crazy"
He said
I felt relived because it was just a dream.
I gave sunghoon a hug.
"I had a nightmare. It.. it was about the olympics.. and you."
I said
But I felt like crying after thinking about the dream again.
Sunghoon held me tightly
"I understand you may be stressed but dont forget you have me, your family and friends cheering you on, and not to mention the whole country is here to support you!"
He said
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
"You're right you're right. But it's still a lot of pressure"
I said
I stood up and went to go throw water on my face.
Sunghoon was on the couch.
"Sorry I woke you up" I told him
"Don't worry about it."
He laid his head on my shoulder and closed his eyes
"I think I'll stay here"
He said.
We both fell asleep on the couch
~~~
My alarm went off. It was 6 in the morning
I had to get ready since my flight is at 8.
I look over to wake up sunghoon but he looked really cute sleeping so I decided not to wake him up.
I quietly packed my bags and got ready..
Once I got finished packing, I tried to wake up Sunghoon.
I tapped on his shoulder
"Hoon! Hoon it's time"
I called
He woke up slowly
"Did you already pack up everything?"
He asked
"Yeah, I didn't want to wake you up."
He gets up quickly
"You should go say goodbye to your parents before you leave."
He said
"Yeah. But we have to go now so we won't be late"
He grabbed his keys and helped me load everything into his car.
He drove me to my moms house.
I just walked in.
My mom was making breakfast
"Mom! I'm leaving. So I wanted to say goodbye"
She smiled and gave me a hug
"Please stay safe. Your father is at work right now. But, I know he's very proud of you. I am too."
"Thank you mom.. I'll stay safe. Take care of Sunghoon for me"
"I will. I wish you luck. I'll miss you"
"I'll miss you too"
I gave her one last hug before going back into the car.
Sunghoon started driving to the airport.
"Hey."
"Yeah?"
"How's your parents?"
I asked
"They're fine. They let me make music, but I don't think they are too happy about it"
He said
"They are probably really proud of how far you've made it. They just still can't accept that you didn't become a figure skater."
"Maybe.. one day hopefully they'll show me they are happy"
He smiled
We arrived at the airport. I got out of the car and gave sunghoon a big hug.
"I'll miss you."
"Eyyy. You won't be gone forever. I'll make sure to visit you too"
He smiled
"Please take care of yourself."
I said
"I will."
I gave sunghoon one last hug and made why way inside the airport.