The rest of the car ride was rather quiet. I didn't know why was he so angry. Nothing happened in training class. What should I do now. I don't wanna be on bad terms with him. I just joined. I must've done something wrong.
I was really sad. I really liked him. Even though he was my like my senior here, he is my first love ( author: lol I don't know what I'm writing) . I know it sounds weird but still. I loved him really. It was because of him and BTS that I survived my parents.
Taehyung: We're here.
He said coldly. While I tried to control my tears.
Y/n: Um.... Thank... You for.... Dropping me..
I said without looking at him and exit the car. I ran to my apartment without looking back even once.
Taehyung pov
Was she crying. She didn't even look back once. I must've been really cold to her. And what the fuck . Taehyung sunbaenim really?!!
I hurted her too much. I'll go back to her apartment and make some excuse up and say sorry.
Y/n pov
I broke down into tears as soon as I entered my house. It hurts seeing the one you love shout at you. My face is a mess.
I was still crying when the door bell rang. I went to open it.
Taehyung: I bought coffee!!!!!!
I was shocked. It was taehyung. Oh wait fuck my face.
Taehyung: Y/n why are crying.??!! Did someone do anything to you.
Are you fucking serious. After doing all of this he ask me if anyone did something to me. I just leave him on the doorstep and run to my room.
Taehyung: Y/n wait what's wrong!!
Taehyung pov
Fuck I know I messed up she's crying because of me. I go behind her and before she can close the door I put my foot there, she puts while crying and hides her face in the pillows.
Taehyung: Y/naah at least tell me what's wrong.
Y/n pov
Why am I so dumb? Why did not close the door fast!!!
Y/n: Just go away "Taehyung sunbaenim ".
I said while sarcastically saying taheyung sunbaenim purposely.
Taehyung: Ohhhh so this is what it's all about.
I felt him coming towards me. He sat down right beside me.
Taehyung: I'm sorry I was just not in the right mind. I'm really sorry. Don't call me that OK call me whatever you want.
He said while caressing my hair. Oh no here my hormones go. If it's not enough of him to exist and make me dead inside just by smiling. He's now fucking touching my hair. OH MY GOD.
Taehyung: Please y/n , please don't stay quiet talk to me. Please I'm really sorry this won't happen again please please.
Oh my God. Why is he like this. Why does he have to do this to my heart. I slowly peek out of the two pillows. And see him giving me the most beautiful smile ever.
Taehyung: Thank you for listening to me.
I remove my head completely out of the pillows.
Y/n: Please excuse me. I'll wash my face and come.
He nodded at me like a small child. I mumbled cute under my breath. I went to my bathroom and freshened up quickly.
I went to room to see Tae patiently waiting for me there.
Y/n: I'm here.
Taehyung: Ok come and sit it's your house.
I nodded while smiling. I went and sat down while keeping a big distance between us.
Taehyung: I'm sorry y/n , I didn't know it would hurt you so much. Im really sorry.
Y/n: No no don't say sorry. It's my mistake anyways. I must've done something. And you are my senior plus teacher so I should call my sunbaenim.
Taehyung: No y/nnnnnnn don't call me that. I don't know what happened to me that I asked you to call me that. Please call me taehyung or winter bear or baby bear or anything you want.
Y/n: But-
Taehyung: No buts.
I looked down and fiddled with my T-shirts hem. I felt tae coming near to me closing the gap between us. Why NOOOO don't come near me.
Taehyung: See even though I'm your senior it dosen't mean we have to be formal. I don't want to hear u saying sunbaenim to me ok? You mean more than just a junior to me.
Y/n: What do you mean by that?
Wait fuck I was supposed to say that in my head. Fuck no. I looked at my side to see taehyung staring at me.
Taehyung: Do you really wanna know?
I just stare at his eyes while he does the same. Then his eyes went down to my lips. I see him leaning forward. I close my eyes waiting for him to kiss me. But I don't feel anything .
I open my eyes to see taehyung just sitting awkwardly there.
Y/n: I.. shit.. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that.
Taehyung: Bo no it was my fault. I'll leave.
Y/n: Yea OK bye.
He just nodded and left. Even though what happened now was wrong I was hurt. It felt like a knife stabbed right through my heart .
Taehyung pov
Fuxking goddammit taehyung. How many more mistakes will you make?!!! I was going to kiss her. And she was going to kiss me back. I knew it was wrong.
But I loved her. I loved her the day I saw her audition video. The was she sweetly gave her introduction, the way she gracefully dance and sang. I knew my heart was for her only.
But we cannot do this. I cannot do this. Even if I want to......
Time skip to next day
In company
(your outfit for today)
I'm still pretty embarrassed about yesterday. I don't think I can face tae after what happened. Thank God jungkook came to pick me today.
Or else I don't know what I would've done. I enter the building. There is a rush in the lobby. I go there. I aks one of the employees what's going on. And they say that some girl is here.
As I was shorter then the other people there I just got a glance at the girl and I could see she was very very beautiful.
I went to the dance room for my class through somewhere else.
Time skip to night
At last our practice finished. It was tiring today. I went to the washroom and washed my face.
I took my bags said buy to the guy teaching us dance today and left.
When I reached the ground floor I saw that girl again. She was wearing simple clothes and no makeup. I hadn't seen such a beautiful girl in my life.
She caught me staring at her and gave me a smile. I just awkwardly smiled at her and left from there.
I went outside and saw jimin waiting in his car for me. He waved at me from inside while giving me a smile. I went towards the car greeted him and then we left for my home.
Jimin dropped me home. I asked him to have dinner but he said he was full so he left.
I changed into my night clothes. As nobody else was here I changed into this.
I put my hair in a bun and started doing my skin care.
After half an hour I was done with all the things. I layed down on my bed. I didn't post anything for the past few days on my instagram.
I posted a picture of the sky I took today and the caption I just put some random emojis.
I was scrolling through instagram when I came across a edit of taehyung it was shirtless edit of taehyung with tattoos.
The armys are so talented. ( The pic)
Then I realised that I was drooling over a picture. Well can you blame me. He is hot even when he breathes.
Just when my was about to sleep the doorbell rings.
I go towards the door and peek through the eye hole but couldn't see anyone. I take the pillow from the sofa just for protection. I open the door slowly just to see jungkook standing there with two big bags in his hands.
Y/n: Jungkook!???!!