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❝𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡
𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐫
𝐍𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐚 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭, 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐥𝐨𝐰❞
MIYA POV:
Staring at the ceiling, I thought about the chaotic day. I wasn't thinking about the beef with Langa though, my mind was filled with what Reina had said earlier when we were walking home together.
'tsuki ga kirei desu ne
月が綺麗ですね
The moon is beautiful, isn't it?'
The phrase is a poetic way of saying 'I love you'. Why would she say it? I thought to myself.
Reina was a mystery, for the 3 years I've known her she's never been the type to get sad or say sappy things like that, yet the way she said it was almost painful.
She's one of those people who you think you know everything about but if you think about it, in reality you don't know anything about her.
Her speech is almost scripted, like she planned to use those exact phrases at that exact moment. However this time it wasn't like that at all, the melancholy tone of her speech and the passive aggression that was hidden in that smile was painful.
Maybe she said it to distract me or maybe she just did it out of impulse nonetheless it meant nothing. Most of her words held empty meaning, that phrase was different, it was flowing with life and for the first time I saw her as a beautiful person.
Violet eyes shimmering under the moonlight, the warm breeze blowing her hair into her face.
'She said she would never leave me.' I smiled, grateful that I had such an amazing person as a friend.
MY PHONE BEGAN VIBRATING,
I checked the caller Id and saw the word, rei, I sighed and picked up the phone.
"Hello~" she sung turning on her camera.
"Why're you calling me it's so late!" I paused and looked at were she was on the screen, I would usually see her in her bedroom or next to her gaming set up but this time she was in the balcony of a modern apartment.
"Are you even at your house?" I asked.
"Nope!" She replied popping the 'p', "I'm at my girlfriends house!"
"So why did you call me? Are you that bored."
"Why did you answer?!"
"Because I was bored!"
"Miya?" Her tone changed again, "What am I to you?"
"You're my friend. Isn't that obvious! Why else would I talk to you." I exclaimed.
"I already knew that, idiot! I just wanted to know since I do a shit ton of overthinking at night!" She laughed.
"I never thought you would be the type to overthink random crap."
"I never thought you were the type to get all butt hurt about loosing to someone!"
"Whatever! And I wasn't hurt at all I was just having an off day!"
"Sure sure!"
REINA POV:
We talked about everything and nothing, I sat next to Kumiko's sleeping form stroking her hair.
"You're so weird." Miya whispered into the phone.
We were on FaceTime so I could see his emerald green eyes glowing from the light from his switch, his raven hair was messy and he sat on his bed.
My black hair was messy and my bangs looked uneven, i had a face mask on, I wore a cropped grey tank top. We were comfortable with each other, if it was anyone other than Kumiko or him I would've just called them normally.
I scrolled through TikTok, I had just sent him a video from it that's why he called me weird.
"YEAH I LHUV GOD, YOU LOVE GHAD! WHATS WRONG WIT YOU!" I sung the audio, I heard him laugh at my antics which made me smile.
"Get help!"
"All of mitsikis songs are hot. I love every single one they give me serotonin!" I exclaimed, washing machine heart was playing from my iPad.
"Toss you're dirty shoes in my washing machine heart baby~" he mimicked my voice making me laugh.
"Omg you know it! We were meant to be~"
"I just heard it a few times not a big deal."
"Hold up lemme send you a yelena edit!"
"You're bisexual is showing sis🤗"
"It really is!"
"Wanna play genshin impact with me?"
"Sure, I'll invite you!"
After playing genshin impact for hours together, I looked at Miya's sleeping form on the screen. I took a screenshot and sent it to him then I ended the call.
The matador of love
It was a questionable nickname, i wondered what he had done to earn such an overzealous title.
To me he was just a creep who got off of interesting skaters, thanks to our encounter a few days a ago.
I didn't like him since he's going to use Reki as an excuse to go up against Langa. I didn't care about Langa though, not one bit, I just hate people like Adam getting what they want.
I went home the second my mother told me my grandmother had left, I guess she gave up.
I hope someone hurts her as bad as she hurt me.
I can't escape the past.
I got everything I wanted, freedom, peace, friends and I look how I want to.
But why am I still sad, why am I not happy. I feel soo ungrateful and horrible, I'm not allowed to feel this way.
I looked in the mirror, an unfamiliar face and unfamiliar body. I don't recognise myself anymore.
consumed
I was consumed
How long ago
Did it happen?
I can't remember
I tried
so hard
so.
To be saved
But now
I don't wanna be saved anymore
A/N
Sorry for the angst at the end kinda used it as an excuse to vent with that poem😩
I am this🤏 close to deleting this book lmfao
I only started this for fun and soo I can feel like I actually accomplished something. I work really hard on this you should see my screen time lol😀
I'm going back to school for the first time in 4 months in like 2 weeks so🤣🤣🔫 I'm close to offing myself.
Sorry for how short the chapters have been I just hate how it has no attention.
I see the SHITTIEST books getting more views than mine and are higher up in the # rankings.
I'm getting mad asf because I put in more effort and work than those 200 word chapters.
Btw I reached 20,000 words already😁😁