Am I really lovely?
Do my brown eyes tell you otherwise?
Long hair and thick thighs
Make you fall to your demise
I fantasize
Do you realize?
Ha
It's like I don't even recognize
Anything that you do
Who you are to me anymore
I've tried
And I'm not one to talk and stand here so high and mighty
It's more than likely
That you're a ghost sleeping at my side
I fantasize about who I used to know
And oh how much does the time go
But everything i hypothesized
Turned into everything I visualized
And whenever I told you no
You always spoke to me in frustrating tones
Just so
You could go
Just so you could be
What you thought was utterly
In
Now look at the situation we're in
This just makes my head spin
It makes me angry
Because what I thought was best for you
Didn't seem to save me
Nor your well being
seemingly
I never thought you'd be
ever again attracted to me
finding love in nude magazines
I thought this was actually your thing
Fixed in fantasies
I only think you dont like reality
Days are for only a moment
months are to spare
but years and years are something that can't be repaired
Maybe If you think I mean anything
Whatever that thing may be
i could only hope that it was something
Something for me to believe
that could possibly be to some possibility to conceive
Openly
I will never know this knowingly
Hopefully
It'll fall through
Prove to me
because I damn sure keep trying to prove it to you