"Look I don't trust nobody like I trust you
I know you'll never hurt me 'cause it will hurt you
Everybody turn they back on me but you
And when I did time you was doing time too
Looking back at it, Hell what we went through
It's like I prayed for an angel and he sent you
They used to say you was a fool 'cause you loved me
Now look at them they lie them I wish it was me"
~Gucci mane
Kennedy banks POV
"My name ain't even Dayvon ! " Von yells to the officer as he's being manhandled aggressively .
I get up off the floor and run over to hold him in my arms .
Everything is happening to fast and getting out of control . I know Vons been arrested before , but not in front of me . I didn't know they are so ruff and rude .
I feel so bad that He's even in this position because he's going to jail for me . I knew my dreams were hinting at something. If I would've never told Von to kill Daniel then this situation wouldn't be happening and he would be proposing like he was going to but no ... this is my karma .
"Ma'am step away ! " the officer yells and I ignore him and hold Von tighter .
"I'm so sorry " I cry into his chest and he bends down to kiss my neck .
"It's okay baby " he says loudly then turns his head inside closer to my face "I got a gun and a blunt on my waistband " he starts mumbling in my ear lowly . I listen to his words and catch on to what he's saying .
I move my body closer to his and discreetly grab the gun and blunt putting it inside my pants without the officer seeing since he's behind Von . I raise my head up to look at him and kiss Him one last time .
"Imma see you soon " he nods and I let a tear fall then sigh and walk away grabbing my purse and the keys .
On the way out the restaurant I receive stares from concerned bystanders so I put my head down and cry out the door . I get in the car to put the gun in the middle console and wait for the officer to bring Von out as tears stream down my face .
I feel so lost and confused. How did they know where we were? Who told them what happened ? And why did Von attempt to murder jordie ? My head is so clouded and all I keep thinking is that This is all my fault .
I never thought I would have to see the day where Von goes back to jail because he's been changing so much and I'm the reason why he went backwards . I should've just lied and said I got jumped by strangers then he wouldn't have had to retaliate as bad as he did .
I know it's out of love and protection but if it meant him being able to stay home , I wouldn't have wanted him to do it .
Minutes go by and Von is finally walking out the restaurant with the officer holding his arm and a mug on his face . I jump out the car and looks at me .
"Get back in the car love imma be straight " he tells me calmly as the officer gets impatient . I sigh then nod a little and get back in the car then hit the steering wheel .
Why him ? Why today ?
Maybe he was better off without me . He could've just continued his tour and went on with his life but I set him back once again . I should've never even came . Now they took my baby .
Ring ring ring
I pop my head up and snatch my phone looking at durks name flash accross my screen . I quickly answer and place it on speaker
"Hello ? Durk ?are you okay ?" I answer frantically
"No kennedy he's gone " india cries through the speaker " they just came and got him "
"Oh my god " I mumble and cry harder "they got Von to , where are you ? "
"I drove back to the hotel so I could call their lawyers "
"Okay good I'm on my way "
"Alright be safe "
I hang up the phone and start the car up , preparing to pull off . I do the best I can to drive while my eyes are blurry from the built up tears that I keep having to blink away .
This is not how this day was supposed to end . Von and I were supposed to finish dinner and end the day excitedly , but of course that can't happen . Well at least not with me
I honestly feel like I'm his bad luck . I cause him the most problems.
The first time he went to jail was because of Daniel and now this one is to . If it wasn't for me ever dealing with Daniel then Von wouldn't have went to jail at all .
I would give anything just to start this day over and just stay inside the hotel room until the show .
Plus, now they got my brother to . Durk has gotten arrested before but not on serious charges like this . This is going to ruin their entire tour and possibly their careers. And it's all because of me . Stupid ole me .
"I promise that If Von makes it out of this one . He will never get in trouble again . Please god " I mumble to myself as I pull in to the hotel parking lot"amen "
I jet out the car and into the building to the room . I find Durk and India's room then lightly knock on the door . Seconds later india opens it with a red face indicating that she'd been crying . I wrap her in my arms and she does the same pulling me inside the room .
"I'm so sorry " I tell her " this is all my fault "
"No " she shakes her head " don't blame yourself their going to be okay ken they beat these cases all the time . I'm just crying because of the way they dragged him to the police car "
"Exactly they have no respect " I say wiping a loose tear
"That's the police for you " she shakes her head then sits on the bed "I called their lawyer and he says he catching the first flight and will be here in the morning "
I sigh in relief and nod "so he's certain that he can get them out "
"He can't make any promises but they pay him good money so he better do something or it's gone be a problem "
"Does he know what happened ? "
She looks at me and nods "yes he does but he knows what he's doing he's a professional, don't worry ken " she tells me
"But it's murder India that's not just a simple case to beat " I exhale "especially if they have evidence that their guilty "
"But their not so we have nothing to worry about " she shrugs . I look at her confused and furrow my eyebrows . I definitely remember her being there during the whole 'kill Daniel ' convo so why is she acting like their innocent ?
"What are you talking about "
"Kennedy as far as we know Durk and Von was on tour during this lil Daniel murder so they couldn't have did it right ? " she questions then eyes me . I nod a little catching on then sigh
"Right " I say
"Perfect " she smiles "just in case they call you in for questioning " she mumbles
"Oh my god they can do that ?!" I ask frantically
"Cool down girl that's a big if "
"Have you ever been called in for questioning?" I question
"Yeah you just gotta stick with the same story and everything's going to be okay . Trust me " she tells me . I nod a little then look away .
We wouldn't even have to be planning lies if I would've just stayed away in the first place . Away from Von , away from Durk , away from Daniel , and away from LA .
Everything is slowly coming to light and it's having the worst possible back fire it could possibly have !
I just need Von to come back home and hold me again . If he gets locked away for life for this I don't know how I'm going to be able to cope .
I don't know a lot about the situation , but I know durks not the one who pulled the trigger which means that he would be set free earlier than Von if their convicted . Plus the system been trying to get Von since the last case . It's all over the news .
One slip up and I know their going to take him forever with no mercy , and I can't imagine my life without him anymore . Especially behind a jail cell .
But vons a fighter and I know he's going to beat this case . For me ...