'Girl where yo man witcho hood ass' ••• Dear Journal 'Hate' feeling intense or passionate dislike for someone is such a cold and hateful word but not strong enough for what I feel. Fuck hate I feel..Malice I want bitches to feel my pain. Being locked up brings far-out of you especially knowing that your blood put you there. 6 months of dirty bitches and feeling like nothing. 6 months of professionals mind fucking my brain like I was a test subject. 6 months and I still can't go home..stuck in a fucking foster home.
"Islahya!?" 'Shit, Imma sit my ass right here' "Islahya!" 'I should pretend I'm sleep' Suddenly I hear footsteps coming towards me so I quickly lie down.
"Girl getcho ass up you Aint sleep, you Aint hear me calling you?" "My bad Ms. Belinda, I thought that sound was the birds out side"
I knew it wasn't no fucking birds outside
I wondered what she wanted, all she'd ever ask me to do was clean, it was already bad enough that she took my ebt card I got from the pandemic and used it for everything but me.
" I need you to get out I'm having company"
This bitch is really drawlin, you would've thought this trick didn't get paid for having me in her house, but it's whatever.
"ok" I replied I decided I was going to ask my sister to slide so she can drop me off at Anita's house.
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"Yooo", I greet my sister as I get in the car. "Hey, why that old bitch keep kicking you out, Im real tired of her ass if it was up to me you would live with me, old ass hag only doing shit for money I should report her ass to the people fuck" I let her finish her rant before I reply, "DeeDee you know I gotta stay with her scant ass it's judge ordered, as soon as I can get into the independent living program I'm out that hoe."
"Good, speaking of the future I really need you to get on yo shit, no bullshit yo, you need to finish school at least. I just want to see you go far in life please don't follow the past of mommy." She rambles.
I quickly get offended, "yo why would I be like that crackhead bitch, huh!? I would never be like that cracked out ass how..just drop it just know I got me" As we approach Anita's house she sighs in defeat and says to me, "I just wanted you to know believe in you, please don't shut me out"
"yea" ,I scoff "see you later" I get out and walk up to Anita's house and open the door. 'Yo this bitch never lock the door with her slow ass, somebody gone spin that block on that ass'
I then think back to what my sister said Would I really be like my mother? Did people really have that low of a expectation of me? These thoughts I have really make me doubt who I am as a person. Sometimes I feel like it's what I'm destined to. Destined to be a failure. Destined to be nothing.
"My bitch troubleeeeeee" Anita says as I walked into her room. "bitch you mush have half a brain, why is your door not locked? You tryna get got?" "these bitches know bout me ill show them how this glock work a sum" ,Anita replies.
"Whatever bitch, what's been going on?" "Bitchhh this hoe Harmony wanna get beat up AGAIN, bitch keep talking she talking bout she'll rob my house again bitch you tried and I beat the thought of stealing from me out yo ass" Harmony was previously Anita's "friend" until Anita caught her dumb ass tryna use a crowbar to open her door, bitch you supposed to use that on cars, and then she tried to say she was checking on her and she wasn't answering the door. Bitch please, Im down with beating that ass cause it's two thing ion like bitch.
"where she at Nita?" "She at these niggas house on live taking her shit, I really could give a fuck where she at cause ill beat that ass any where, I'm gonna ask her to drop the addy" "This bitch wanna know where I'm at, bitch come find me no need to tell you" I overhear Harmony's live. I then hear a boys voice in the background, "BITCH GIMMIE THIS PHONE" quickly the phone is snatched from her grasp and he says, "PLEASE COME BEAT HER ASS I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO INVITED THIS HOE OVER MY HOUSE MY ADDRESS IS 36034 Cedar park please make it a good ass whopping too she deserves it I think this hoe be stealing from my house too #metooimmavictim."
Harmony grabs the phone back, "Chico quit playing you do the most, you know I'm your bitch fuck, I'm glad you gave her the address cause Imma beat that hoe." She then turns to the camera, "And hoe don't let him joking fool you my nigga fucking shit up too" "bitch is you crazy, retarded, and deaf, I don't even like you I will be watching from the stairs" he exclaimed
"Bitch he on nut shit I like his ass, get ready we finna slide on that hoe" "Just know that I'm not fighting unless somebody try to jump in, I don't got time for bitches calling the police on me. Don't forget to grease that face up and take that wig off."
15 minutes later we were on the way to the house. "Girl I can't wait to get up with that hoe"(I'm from Cleveland so some slang is ours) "All that shit you talking you better win too, she better leave not one knot on that swole ass head" "bitch you know Aint nobody bopping my shit", she replies as we pull up to the house. I hop out the car and start walking towards the door, when I get there I bang on they shit. "AWEE THATS MY GUEST NOW THATS YO ASSSS" ,I heard behind the door. Anita laughs behind me as I hear the door swing open, "how are you lovely ladies doing, COME ON BITCH THEY OUTSIDE WAITING FOR YOU, my apologies how this bitch late for a fight she started" this must be Chico I thought ,his funny looking ass. I then see a figure behind him, Harmony. Anita then com forward and says "so wassup you gone step down and rumble me or Imma have to pull you down?" "Bitch I'm ready for whatever, bitch Aint nobody scared of you ill run in yo dirty ass house again" was all I heard before Anita popped her in the mouth.
As I watched Harmony get her ass beat I took notice of Chico standing at the side of me. "Damnnn would've thought she could fight by the way she be stealing" I looked over to him and then looked back to the fight. "Hi lovely my name is Chico what's your name" he asked me with this stupid ass grin, I looked back to the fight. "yo you remind me of Looney you would like him" after I didn't respond this nigga sniffed me. "you really drawlin fuck is wrong with you" "just tell me your name so we can get acquainted" he mumbles. All of a sudden I see Harmony walking down the street screaming saying something about how she was going to catch Anita in the streets. Yea I'll be damned bitch "Yea right bitch I put that on your mother you wont" "Damn I guess she won't be sucking me up no more, her lips all busted and shit" I bust out laughing "Chico you a funny ass character yo" He grins and looks at Anita' "Whats your name gorgeous, I'm Chico." And I could've swore I saw her start to blush. "My name Anita and this is Trouble." who told this bitch to utter my name to him. "Well would you guys lil to kick it for a while" he grins " you got some food?" Anita annoying ass asks. "of course hun got a whole variety of it" "well let's go" I just follow after all I have to watch my bitch who knows what he could do to her.
••• A/N
Hi guys I know I'm not going to get a lot of reads on this book but that's ok because I'm really writing because I truly enjoy it. I hope this chapter was long enough because I want them to get to know the gang next chapter, I tried to do something different cause usually the best friend already knows the gang and invites the main character to the house so I made it like neither of them know them. I'm so excited for you guys to get to get to know these characters personalities and demons. 🙂
