when you get wrangled into taking your little sister to see her favorite boyband, and meeting one of the bandmates, it changes your world... but not in the way you might think.
what will happen when a big secret blows up in your face, and will love...
i did as i promised, and i've given y/n space and time to absorb the bomb i so heavily dropped on her. i hated how things happened, but i suppose it was for the better... i'm just so happy she didn't think of me differently. it's been about 3 days since i've seen her. i wanted to drive over and see her the very next day, but i told her i'd give her space. we've still been texting eachother, so i don't think she's angry with me... just shocked i guess.
today i headed to the studio for a bit, to try and distract my thoughts from y/n. i grabbed a coffee on the way home and as i pulled into my driveway i seen someone's car that i certainly wasn't expecting to see... tate's. tate and i broke up almost 4 months ago so seeing her in my driveway shocked me, but i honestly wasn't surprised.
i walked into my house to find her sitting on the couch, clearly waiting for me. "how'd you get in here?" i asked "eben let me in" she said startled. "why are you here tate?" i asked "jonah, i miss you. i hate the way things ended with us, don't you miss me even a little bit?" she pleaded. "no tate i really don't. i did at first, a lot... but you broke my heart. when i seen you with that other guy, it broke me. i've moved on, so should you" i stated.
"jonah i said i was sorry, it was a mistake and i regret it. and you can't really mean you've already moved on." she hissed "it's been 4 months, i think it's about time we move on. i've found someone who makes me happy, and that i like a lot. even though you hurt me, i hope that for you too. i don't hate you, i just don't love you anymore." i replied. "oh come on jonah... i seen the girl you're with now, and she's not me. you know you miss me" she said, as she walked closer to me.
—𝗒/𝗇'𝗌 𝗉𝗈𝗏— i've had time to collect my thoughts, i mean it's been 3 days and although it was a huge shock... i miss jonah terribly. i know he didn't intentionally lie, he was just scared... and i get that. i mean so what that he's famous, that doesn't mean our relationship will change... right? we can just keep things private and everything will be the same as it is now... i hope.
i decided today that i was going to just drive over and surprise him. i put on a cute white cropped top and some jean shorts and jumped in my car to head to jonahs. when i pulled up i noticed an unfamiliar car in the driveway, but i just assumed it was a friend of eben or corbyns.
as i walked up the sidewalk to his front door i glanced through the window and seen jonah inside with a girl. she was standing so close to him with her arms around his neck. tears pricked my eyes as i felt my heart burst into a million pieces. in a fit of tears i ran away crying back to my car, but not before i ran into a flower pot, breaking it into pieces to match my heart. i drove the whole way home sobbing, the lines of the road blurring together.
i never thought jonah would do something like this, he just seemed so different. i felt like i could truly trust him, and trust never came easy for me. i thought i knew everything about jonah, that i knew him better than i knew myself... but i clearly don't. when i got home i ran straight upstairs to my room, bypassing maya in the living room on the way up. on top of it all, my family doesn't even know jonah and i have been dating. maybe i was too blinded by love, and they could've seen that jonah wasn't who he claimed to be, maybe they could've seen it coming had i just let them in. ___________________________________
