Twisted Mercy

10| Mistakes

I stayed quiet, what was I supposed to say, I had made a mistake, a big one. I should've told Auntie Mitsuki before I left with my dad, I should have been strong to say a single goodbye, he is my childhood friend, it's inevitable.

"Where the fuck have you been?!" He yelled, making me flinch, heh old habits... "Going around being a fucking murderer, 'a vigilante' my ass!"

I felt the crimson liquid dripping from my nose, looking down, not sure of what to say, thankfully I wouldn't get to open my mouth any time soon.

"What the hell were you thinking! You asshole! Not even looking back... leaving without saying goodbye to the old hag and killing heroes?!"

Small explosions escaped his hands, I wanted to get away, I needed to run away, but running away wouldn't solve anything, I knew that because... he's Kacchan, he always gets what he wants.

He raised his hand up in the air but someone held it midair. I looked up to see who it was, that purple hair... Hitoshi.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" He asked with an angry tone, damn, I wouldn't wanna get on his bad side.

"Let go of me you asshole, it's between me and Deku." Katsuki snaps back, not bothering to make eye contact with Hitoshi.

"H-Hitoshi...It's fine, just- this is Katsuki, Kacchan, my childhood friend-" I say with a worried tone but Hitoshi cuts me off, "And your damn bully." He says as he looks at Kacchan.

"Oh for fucks sake, go fuck yourself-" Kacchan begins but suddenly his expression goes numb and his eyes go dull, Hitoshi remains with his half angry half emotionless face, "Go inside the classroom, take your seat and when you see a yellow sleeping bag, flick your forehead."

Damn, that's... '𝕤𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕠𝕝' I think to myself but snap out of it as soon as another drop of blood hits the floor.

"Shit, I forgot about your nose, want me to help you clean up?" Hitoshi asks with a slightly worried tone. "That jerk, why would someone punch a person they haven't seen in years as first thing?!"

"Well... it is Kacchan, he always likes to get his anger out of me. But it's fine, I deserved that, I mean I should've said something! I became a murderer, fuck being a 'vigilante', ughhhh, who am I kidding, I'm a damn villain, I should never have done or said anything, how stupid can I be, now I'll risk hurting everyone around here by just being here! And‐- and I... why do I keep making mistakes? Just why-"

Something is wrong with me, I feel my chest tighten, fuck it's like my lungs are on fire, what's happening to me?! I lost my balance and fell on the ground, I can't hear anything like the world has gone on mute.

'Make it stop-!'

Suddenly, I feel a cold hand on my shoulder, my eyes are useless at this point, they see fucking equations...? What? The hell... every possible outcome, every miscalculated and taken action, wait is this my quirk going haywire...?

"-ku, -zuku, Izuku!"

Is that Aizawa, why is it so hard to hear him? My mind was disconnected from this world, I was somewhere else but physically, my body was on the same spot, the one I collapsed at.

"Izuku, dammit, problem child can you hear me?" Aizawa asked, this time I heard him, ughhhh my head hurts! I weakly try to nod with my head and eventually he sees it. I motion my hand up to grab my head, but Aizawa stops me.

"Hitoshi, what happened?"

"Ugh, that Bakugou kid, he was talking to Izuku then apparently he punched him, I was going to help him clean up but then he started rambling, bringing himself down, blaming himself then he lost his balance, I wasn't sure what to do."

That's quiet the explanation, Hitoshi. Are you sure this is a first person POV? Oops! 😬 Sorry, no more forth-wall breaking, ah I did it again-

"You okay kid?" I finally get my vision back and my senses hit me, h a r d.
"What the fuc- frick was that a-about?" I complain.

"My best guess is an anxiety attack." Aizawa answers, then sighs, showing off his troubled expression. Hold up a what now 🤠 ? Me? An anxiety attack? What the hell is going on??!??!?

"Why would I even-"

"Bakugou was yelling at you when I arrived and punched you like he used to, remember?"

"O-Oh..."

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I know I said I wouldn't be updating for a while but here we are. I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I know it's short but since this chaper is unedited, I'm so gonna edit it and add a nice flashback :)) I gotta go now byeee

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