Mi amor ( Thomas Jefferson x Y/N)

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Btw Y/N is still staying at Jefferson's house

Jefferson leaves in a few weeks... he's been packing up his office and some of his belongings from his house .. Hercules mulligan is gonna move into his office ... Alexander requested it .. Jefferson still is keep a lot of distance ... which is making me upset ... just because you are leaving does not mean you have to stop talking to me.. I'm fact you should start talking to me more! So I just start to tease him ... because I mean why not ... his leaving anyways ... so sometimes when I know his in the kitchen or living room I'll pass by in a towel from showering

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I get out from showering and hear him cooking in the kitchen .. I put on my towel and walk to my room.. I hear him stop what his was doing
" go on.. go back to what your doing .." I say laughing ...
" I've been cooking I never stopped!!!" He says quickly going back to cooking ... I just laugh and get changed ..

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... he never says anything... he only looks... I know I'm driving him mad but he doesn't want to man up and say he doesn't want to leave ... then he will have to pay for it... I want him ok his knees begging Alexander for him not to leave ...  now this one is my favorite... when I'm in the shower I'll ask for a towel ... so when he comes in all he will see is my silhouette behind the shower curtain ...

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" JEFFERSON!!!" I yell... knowing damn well what I'm about to do..
" yes?" He asks
" I NEED A TOWEL!" I yell... I hear him walking around and then
He opens the door ..
" Damnit Y/N.. where are you? I'm closing my eyes!" He says
" you can open them I'm behind the curtain! Just out the towel on the counter!" I say ... then he just goes silent.. he walks out and hear him say
" my god she's beautiful..." got to him!
" I heard that!" I say laughing

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Or I would wear tight clothing either to go out or just around the house ... which would drive him mad! He could barely look at me without stuttering ...

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But he still wouldn't budge... so just slowly the day came closer ... don't get me wrong we still had one week ... one day while I'm walking past his room i hear him Say something ...
" I don't know what to do Madison! There gonna make me stay over in Virginia for a year or more! I can't leave Y/N! Especially not when her abuser just came out!" A whole y-year ... that can't be right ... it can't be ... I hear him hang up .. so I quickly get my bag and head to work .. today Jefferson doesn't go ... I get Alexander his tea and blueberries and head to his office
" here is your tea and blueberries sir.." i sha outitng them down
" ahh yes thank you!" Alexander said
"One last thing.." I say cracking my knuckles
" of course what is it?" He asks taking a sip of his tea ...
" HOW ARE YOU GONNA SEND JEFFERSON AWAY FOR A WHOLE YEAR! WHY CANT HE JUST MANGE THE PROBLEM AND THEN COME BACK! THERES NO NEED FOR A WHOLE YEAR!" I say slamming my hands down on his desk
" Wow Y/N.. calm down .." he says getting up
" CALM DOWN IS THE LAST FUCKING THING YOU WANT TO SAY TO A WOMEN!" I say ...
" Y/N let me explain .." he says backing up ..
" you have 30 seconds before I snap your neck..." I say ... I slowly walk towards him ...
" he needs to stay there even after the protests have stopped! Just to make sure the cops don't do anything else since Jefferson is going over there to protect the people!" He says hitting the wall.. I back up ... and leave ... I hear Alexander make a call but I can't from out the words .. on my lunch I see Jefferson walk up to me
" what the fuck Y/N? You yelled at Alexander and threatened him! You could have gone to jail if someone was to call the police! What don't you understand! Don't get into my problems! There mine not yours!"
Luckily I was sitting in the park and nobody was around ..
" I-I just.." he cuts me off..
" you weren't thinking!" He says ..
" I just don't want you to leave! Don't you understand? I'm scared! My Ex is out there and wants me dead!" I say getting up and letting one single tear drop down my face ...
" Y/N-" he says coming close to me ..
" no Thomas.. I think you've done enough .." I say grabbing my lunch and heading back to the office ... when I head home .. I just see Jefferson down on the couch...I head to the guest room he gave me and just head to sleep ...And that's nothing like me .. and Jefferson knows that .. he knows he messed up ... I know I messed up... but we're both two stubborn petty bitches so we're not gonna say anything .. we spend out last days together ignoring each other ... even at dinner .. he would put my food on the counter and would sit down by him self.. I would eat in the guest room ... we just completely ignored each other ... it hurt ... to see him like this .. ignoring me.. but I'm not gonna give up! I'm not gonna show him I'm weak ... because everytime I showed somebody I was weak I would get beat or yelled at! And I just don't want that to happen again...

Flashback age 7

I was getting bullied by kids because my clothes weren't new ... they were kicking me under the slide ... I was in tears and then the bell rang and they ran to line up... expect I stayed under the slide ... hiding ... I curled up in a ball... a few minutes later I hear somebody calling out my name
" Y/N L/N! If you don't get here right now your gonna be in trouble!" I hear my teacher said ... she never liked me ...because I was Mexican.... she would always say I was dirty and to go back to the country I came ... I slowly crawl out from under the slide and feel me get picked up from my wrist ... then I feel a slap on my butt..
" that's for not coming back when I said to!" They say letting go of my wrist, falling to the floor ...
" get up and get to class! Now!" They said kicking me .. I got up and held my stomach as I walked to class.. when I got to class everybody stared ... and then I feel myself get pushed to the front of the class
" you see class! This is why you come in on time! But these Mexicans don't seem to understand! Do I need to say it in Spanish?!" The whole class laughs at me and throws paper balls at me...

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And that wasent my only time getting told I'm weak ... just one time I would always remember... how it felt in the moment.. how I just wanted to disappear... away from everybody... out of sight ...