38- Hate

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Simon has avoided me like plague since the last two days.

It is just a curt nod and sometimes not even that. If I am standing in the middle of the way he will just pass completely ignoring me.

And I feel like shit.

I have been blankly staring at my laptop.

"Hey " I look up to find Chelsea with a coffee on her hands

I weakly smile.

She sits down and just looks at me.

"I feel like shit " I spoke

"I feel like a horrible person.  I hate it when he avoids me " I almost cried.

Simon is a great best loving I don't know what all. He was the best person I have met.
My buddy.

And now .... I don't know.

"If I had the courage I would have talked to him" she said

"Don't.  He knows we are best friends and he also might know that you know most things so if he asks you. Things will go even more wild " I said

"Yeah I better just stay back " she muttered

"I don't know what will happen if he knows its Nathan and I knew it and still hid. Oh God " I facepalm

"I hate to see you like this " she said

She stood up and give me a hug.
A hug that I really needed

My phone pinged.

Oh yeah since that day if Simon wants anything he won't call . He just texts.

Blue file

No endearments nothing.

I swallowed.

"Gotta go" I said.

She nodded.

"Drink this " she motioned to the coffee.

I bowed down and she chuckled

I knock the door and hear a come in.

I place the file on his table. I expected him to at least make a conversation but he straightly ignored my very own existence.

"Are you avoiding me " I asked

"Oh so now I am the one avoiding you!?" He coldly said

I hate his tone.

He stood up

"You are the very much of a saint. Aren't you" he spat.

I continued looking on the ground

He laughed.

"You know what I feel? I feel frustrated pissed off I wanna throw something in that glass. Oh wait how will you understand you consider yourself as a burden right!?"

"Simon I-"

"You are gonna shut up" he yelled

"What all did I do for you!??? Huh what all!??? I kept my love for you aside. I joined a crap dating website. I joined anger management session just for you and you shit on me " he yelled.

Probably the whole office knows there's a war happening inside.

"Am I a no one for you" he asked after a huge silence.

"Simon what are you even saying " I had my tears dropping on and on

"No because you never felt like telling all these things to me. Things about your life. So I am doubtful " he said sitting.

I tried to touch his arm but he took it away.

"Out " he spat

I wiped my tears and left.

I could see a many pairs of eyes rooted on to me. But all I could hear was his anger filled voice.

"Uh oh looks like someone had their heart broken !?"

"Victoria move " I said

"Hey give me my chance to enjoy this moment. I feel content seeing you like this " she said

I pushed her away from me not caring whether she fell or not and practically ran towards my room.

I took a tissue and wiped the tears.
Thank goodness that my eyeliner is smudge proof otherwise I might be looking like shit.

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A few more chapters to go........
So Simon is pissed off******

So Simon is pissed off******

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