The Psychopath's Son (On Going)

Chapter 17 - Wounded

A/N:

It took me months once again. Months before I could upload another chapter. And I want to apologize for that. Sorry I keep you waiting. 

This chapter, is a direct description of what kind of person Vougn is. So I want to give a direct lesson or take away from this as well because it is a sensitive topic. 

Vougn is a bad guy. There's no doubt about that. His character may appear charming to some but please, he is charming because he wants to change. And it's not bad to give people who want to change a chance. HOWEVER, I want to clarify that doing the things that he did is really bad. If you see someone struggling or needed help. Please, please help them. Don't just watch and ignore. DON'T BE LKE VOUGN! 

This is one of the reasons why I am hesitant to write his story. I don't want my readers to think that I am promoting misconduct and inhumane things. NO! Hell No! It's just that Vougn is made this way. So please, sa lahat ng pwede nyong gayahin at patutunan sa story. Wag ang mga masasamang bagay na ginagawa ni Vougn. 

Kids, this is not for you. I'm sorry. Please be guided. 

That's all and thank you!

All my life, everything I do is against humanity. I watch people bleed to death. I watch girls get raped. I watch people suffer. I watch them beg. Despite seeing those things, I never help anyone. Helping isn't my thing. I tried looking for remorse for what I did, but heck, I cannot find it. Kung uulitin ang mga pangyayari sa buhay ko ay malamang ganoon ulit ang gagawin ko. Because that's what I am trained for. Ganoon ako pinalaki. Ganoong buhay ang kinagisnan ko.

And now that the table has turned, I was the one gasping for air. I was the one being looked at as I struggle for my life. And just like everyone else that I've watched, I lost just like them.

And yet on that time when I was alone in that white place, I saw her, staring back at me still wearing that same dress I remember her wearing that night.

"Ma..." I uttered and started walking towards her. But just like the black door on this same place, she's moving away from me.

"Ma!" I shouted. She's still staring at me but why? Bakit wala siyang ginagawa? Hindi niya ba ko na-miss? Hindi ko alintana ang pagod sa pagtakbo dahil kaiba sa pintong hinahabol ko noon, hindi ko susukuan ang pagkakataon na muling mahagkan ang aking ina.

Nagsama na ang pawis at luha ngunit hindi ko pa din tinitigilan ang paghabol habang patuloy ang pagtawag ko sa kanya.

Ngunit sa gitna ng aking pagtakbo ay unti-unting paglabas ng mga bata noon at paghatak nila sa akin pabalik.

I'm almost there. I could almost reach my mother. Almost...

Tuloy ang pag-agos ng aking mga luha at pagsusumamo na sana ay hintayin niya ako, na sana this time ipaglalaban na niya ako at ang pamilya namin. Or this time, isama na niya ako and start a new life.

"Kuya Vougn!" The kids shouted but I don't care. Who are they? I need my mother. Pilit kong inaalis ang pagkakahatak nila sa akin ngunit lalo lamang humihigpit ang kapit nila.

"Get Lost!" I shouted at them. Ngunit ikinabigla ko na sa muling paglingon ko sa kanila ay mga kulay lilang mata ang sumalubong sa akin. Their brown eyes turned purple this time, each and every single one of them. Nanginginig ang mga kamay kong inabot ang kanyang kamay upang pabitawin sila, ngunit bigo akong gawin iyon.

"Vougn..." Malumanay na tawag ng aking ina. She's no longer moving away at sa halip ay siya na ang kusang lumalapit sa akin. She went closer to caress my face and wiped my tears. I can't even hold her dahil sa mga batang tila iginapos ang aking kamay sa higpit ng kanilang pagkakahawak.