everyday is so dark
everything is a blur all the time.
i grasped onto myself, thinking i finally made it. that things would get better.
it didn't.
and it hasn't.
like i'm chasing after these things,
hoping something good will happen.
something will turn around.
but it never does.
like i've been running in the dark, searching for light. but i can never find it.
and in the process of finding myself,
i got lost.
