i always wondered why i could never love you the way i wanted to
was it the way you spoke to me,
the way you complimented me and every time i cringed and shrugged it off
was it the way you were vulnerable to me and trusted me enough to tell me your darkest fears and secrets
was it the way i believed i didn't deserve you
was it the way i always compared you to my past lovers
i always wondered why i hated the way you made me feel
and i'm so sorry i couldn't love you the way i wanted to.
