Blue Eyes

11-Maybe His My Light

"Did I do something wrong?" Asked Marco

"No, his just jealous. Kodiak likes Blue eyes." Said Kiara

"What?" I said in shock

"Yeah, he likes you." Said Kiara

"I'll go check on him." I said as I stood up

"We'll clean this up and you guys can meet us in the cinema when you are done talking or whatever." Said Marco

"Thanks love." I said

I walked towards Kodiak's room and heard him hitting his pillow, well I'm grateful that he isn't breaking my things. I softly walked into the room and came behind him. I tapped him on the shoulder and he just stood there.

"What's wrong?" I asked so softly I'm surprised he heard me.

"I...What do I have to do to get you to be mine?" He asked

"Kodiak, my fiancé just died a month ago, I...I still love him and miss him. I'm not in the right place to date anyone." I said As I leaned into his chest.

He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer. He placed his head on top of my head.

"Then can I be your rock through it all? I just want to know that I'm the person you go to when you are hurting. Can I be that person?" He asked In such a desperate tone, my heart almost leaped out to him.

"Yes you can. But you are going to have to tell Klaus because his not going to be happy about that." I joked

"You always like to joke." He said as he laughed lightly.

"I like when you laugh. I wanted to see you smile." I said as I looked up into his beautiful ice blue eyes.

He leaned over me and placed his forehead onto mine. He looked straight into my eyes and just stood there.

"I don't care about the old stories your friends tell me, all I know is I will be the man you spend the rest of your life with. One day I will make you mine and I will be yours. I promise you." He said with such sincerity.

"Kodiak I'm no good for you, I'm broken and ruined. I would never burden you like that. You deserve so much better than me." I said

"What are you talking about, you are strong, independent, beautiful, kind, sweet, caring and you have the biggest heart ever. I've never met anyone who has the capacity of love that you do. You are willing to open your heart to so many people and you are respected because you are so trustworthy. You are every mans dream." He said

"I know I just wanted to hear you say it." I said as I laughed into his chest

"Ugh. I should have know with your arrogant ass." He said and we laughed

"Ready to go watch a movie?" I asked

"Yeah let's go. But before we go," he said

He pulled my face up to face him gently and kissed my forehead softly. He let his lips linger there for a few moments and then just started walking out of the room. But before he walked past me he whispered into my ear.

"If you were mine I would have showed you how much I want you right now. Your toes would have been curling 20 minutes ago." He whispered

How the fuck?! He can't say that and just walk away. Fuck I need to get laid. Last time I slept with someone was with Dante, it just doesn't feel right to want to sleep with anyone else.

Dante and I had that forever kind of relationship. I'm not ready to move on just yet. I know I'm fooling myself but I just want to be with him for a little longer. I miss him.