If You Don't Know (Any Ship)

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I send him another glance, but he never once shifts from his position on the couch. He refuses to even make eye contact with me. He doesn't care if I leave.

If you say that you don't feel a thing

"Aren't you going to stop me?" I ask, my voice breaking. "Aren't you going to call me back inside and tell me you're sorry and that you love me and never want to lose me?"

A pained look crosses his face. "I- I just, I'm not sure if I-"

If you don't know- let me go

Let me go, let me go, let me go

"How can you not be sure? Make a decision," I beg him. He's silent. "Come on, it's not that hard! Just tell me, do I mean anything to you? Do I have a place in your heart? Do you love me, or am I nothing?"

Silence.

If you don't know then just let me go

Let's forget the past

I swear we'll make this last

"Please, just say something! Aren't we worth it!?"

'Cause I remember the taste of your skin tonight

And the way that you looked, you had those eyes

"Don't you remember any of it!?" I shout as a tear drops down my face. "Didn't any of it mean anything to you?"

I remember the way I felt inside

And the names of the songs that made you cry

"I remember!" I tell him. "I remember it all! I remember how you cried when we watched The Fault in Our Stars and how you tried to hide it but I saw it anyways because I always notice everything about you, and I remember how you learned every word of 'Break Your Little Heart' in one day just because you couldn't stop listening to it after you'd started because you liked it so much.

"And I remember how it felt, having you wrapped in my arms, and I remember that I loved it, I'd still love it if you'd let it happen again, because you know what?

"I still love you."

You would scream, we would fight, you would call me crazy

I would laugh, you were mad, but you'd always kiss me

"Please, please don't let this be the end!"

In the shirt that I had that you always borrowed

When I woke it was gone, there was no tomorrow

I want you to want me this way

And I need you to need me to stay

If you say that you don't feel a thing

If you don't know, let me go, let me go, let me go, let me go

If you don't know then just let me go

Go ahead rip my heart out

If you think that's what love's all about

"I'm sorry," he says, standing up. "But I don't love you like you love me."

Go ahead rip my heart out

"I used to think I loved you like a friend," he continues.

Go ahead rip my heart out

"Now I know I was wrong about even that."

Go ahead rip my heart out

If you think that's what love's all about

"So, yeah. There's that. I, uh, I don't love you."

Go ahead rip my heart out

Go ahead rip my heart out

I close my eyes and take a deep breath.

I want you to want me this way

And I need you to need me to stay

If you say that you don't feel a thing

If you don't know, let me go, let me go, let me go, let me go

"I'm really sorry," he says quietly, shrugging and biting his lip.

"Goodbye."

If you don't know, then just let me go.

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AHH THE MOVIE'S OVER AHHH WE HAVE TO GET THE SECOND ONE AHHH THE SECOND MOVIE ISNT OUT YET

AHH WHY DIDNT I READ THE BOOK FIRST

AHH

AHH

AHH

MORE ONESHOTS TO COME, I JUST HAVE TO TYPE THEM UP

I WONT BE AS DISTRACTED THIS TIME

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