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THIS CHAPTER IS GONNA BE NEVEAH AND MICHAEL ON TBE PHONE THE WHOLE INTIRE TIME...I BET YALL LOVE THE SOUND OF THAT DONT YA
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Chapter 15
I closed my eyes attempt to go to sleep..but how can I sleep with michael on my mind...
He's always on your mind
True..thats very true..he always on my mind..not in a good way tho...I think about what he's goona do to me.. if this is all a lie..I think about how long this is gonna last or when is he going back to his old ways..its just a matter of time.
I have zero trust in michael..everything he says to me I have to question it. Why? do I have to tell you, you should know this by now..I have a history with him if you forgot.
Its very frustrating tho..I get so angry when he say he's sorry...sorry isnt gonna take away my wombs sorry isnt gonna take away the pain I have inside...Im tired of hearing sorry from him its getting real old...but I know it wont be the last of it.
As I was about to fall asleepy my phone started ringing again...uuuggghh for fuck sake.
I slowly sat and grabbed my phone from the dresser and looked the id and it was michael again..great..I looked at tbe phone for a second wonder if I should answer it and I probably should because he's not gonna stop. So I did..I answered.
Me:".....yes michael.." I said
M: ".……ok maybe I shouldnt of went there" no shit.
Me: " how did you get my number again?" I asked.
M: "facebook"
Me: "oh yeah remind me to delete that"
M: sure thing...dont want someone you dont like calling you huh" michael said with an unfamilar tone its almost like he was somewhat ashamed.
Me: ".......right" I said barely audible.
M: " You never get on facebook..why is that"
Me: " Every time I get on I see hate messages, hate on my wall and someone is always talking about me" He kept quiet for a minute.
M: "……not one nice one?" He asked.
Me: "No.."
M: "oh..."
Me: "Its ok..Im deleting it anyway" I shrugged
M: "...you dont get a break huh"
Me: "Glad you finally see that"
M: "I saw it...um do you have a twitter"
Me: Yeah no one knows tho only people from other states.
M:"Thats good no one should know...what happens when people do find you" he asked.
Me: "I block them"
M:"oh" he simply said.
We both stayed quiet for a few minutes not saying anything. I should have known this phone call was gonna be poitless..not that I think its wrong but....its with him..we never spoke like this..I dont know nothing about him but I guess this is how you start a "friendship" I havent had friends so long I forgot how to have them.. ugh god that sounds weird.......I dont consider michael as my friend...he's not there yet
