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Chapter 4
Saturday
(Sigh) The weekends are the best days of my life..well for me it is. You should know why by now.
Right now I'm in my room reading my book that I read for the third time..i need something to do since I have no friends. I wish I did though, my life would have been a little different at least...they'll take up for me. But unfortunately no one likes me. we have three more months until school is out and I'll be graduating, I'll be free.
Free from Michael
If you ever see Michael you would think he's the most beautiful most sweetest guy in the world. When he talks to other girls he's so nice and such a gentleman, he would even open the door for them sometimes but when it comes to me....he looks at me with so much discus and hate. I never felt so low, sometimes he don't even have to bully me for a day and I'll come home and cry just from the looks he would give me, it would hurt my feelings so much.
"Nevaeh come down stairs sweetie" my mom said, I'm guessing she's done with dinner...which I'm not gonna eat.
Once I got half way down the steps I saw another pair of feet...who is that? did my mom invite someone for dinner? Maybe it's a guy she met at her job.
"Hey mom who is-" I cut myself off once I saw who it was, oh no, what!?!? why is here? how in the hell did he found out where I live..yesterday I waited for him to leave be so I could go home...i did all that to prevent him from finding out where I live.
"Sweetie someone's here to see you, why didn't you tell me you had a friend Nevaeh?" My mom said smiling from ear to ear. I don't have no damn friends especially him, but of course I didn't say that all I could do is stare at
Michael terrified on the inside and he just standing there looking all ancient..bullshit.
"Um.....uhh....M-Michael what you doing here" I said calmly as possible knowing I'm not calm at all.
"Just came to see you" he said smiling nicely..ugh I wish I can slap that smile off his face.
"Aww well your welcome anytime Michael" my mom said, uuugghhhh no no no no nooo he can't come here anytime he wants to..that just not happening.
"You guys go hang out I'll be right back" mom said grabbing her purse walking to the door.
"Where you going?" I asked a little to quickly.
"To get a few things" mom said then left...fuck. omg this can't be happening right now I'm alone in MY house with Michael. I'm just starring at him while he's starring at me smirking.
"W-why are you here" I said with a shaky voice, honestly I'm so scared he knows where I live now and he could come and beat me here too..i want to cry so bad..i don't want him here this is my safe zone this is where I get piece. Why here? What.the.fuck.
"So I can't come see you now?" Michael asked while smirking evilly...please god help me I can't do this he's gonna kill me.
We just kept staring at each other..this can't be happening, I feel like crying I don't like this I'm about to have a anxiety attack t-this can't be h-happening what the fuck, omg, I can't take this..oh no no no no.
Right now I'm shaking, I can't, this is unbelievable, why is he here? he's gonna kill me, omg-
"Nevaeh" Michael said stepping closer to me but I quick stepped back I didn't even know that tears were already falling down my face I was already breaking down.
I turned around and slowly walked back up stairs while he slowly followed.
Once I made it in my room I heard the door close, Michael must of closed it behind him and that's not ok with me. I quickly turned around facing him.
"What are you doing?" I asked angrily, oh hell no I'm not bout to be closed up with him.
"Sorry that was a reflex I don't know why i do that" Michael said walking closer..i could understand that I always lock the front door...every time. Once Michael was two feet away from me I Quickly turned around with my back now facing him..this can't be happening...i don't know what the fuck I suppose to do.
Suddenly I feel Michael behind me, so close I could feel his body heat..shit..hear comes the beating. I closed my eyes tight waiting for him to end my life....
But he didn't do anything, all he is doing is standing right behind me I could even feel his chest now. Suddenly I feel my pony tail holder getting gently pulled out, I closed my eyes even tighter..oh god. My hair gently fell flowing down my back. After a few seconds I felt Michael's hands on my waist and suddenly felt His nose in my hair softly smelling me moving from my head to the back of my ear to my neck then softly kissed it with his soft lips...Im standing here stiff as a board with my eyes wide open...what.the fuck.is going.on.
"You smell so good" Michael said softly squeezing my waist.
I don't know what it was that made me explode but I set it off...no I know what's up..he think he can just come in my house and pretend that nothing has ever been going on..he's trying to get a plan out of this or he just plain evil.
"GET THE FUCK OFF ME!!!!" I said throwing his off me while trying to get away from him but he grabbed my hand pulling me back to him.
"NO LET GO OF ME MICHAEL WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE COMING IN MY HOUSE AND ACT LIKE NOTHING HAS EVER BEEN HAPPENING" I said trying to pull my hands from him and all he's doing is holding them tighter...if we were at school he would probably hit me by now but for some reason I wish he would..i felt like I could fuck him up right now.
"Nevaeh calm down" Michael says trying to hold me still..but I wasn't having that.
"NO MICHAEL LEAVE ME ALONE IM SO TIRED OF YOUR SHIT YOU ALWAYS BOTHERING ME JUST STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP LEAVE ME ALONE GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!" I said loudly...I never stood up to Michael like that and right now it sure did felt good.
"Nevaeh wait" he said..i didn't wanna hear it.
"NO LET GO OF ME" I said and he suddenly let go..thank you..i quickly backed up..but Michael suddenly looks like he seen a ghost..he was looking at something but not just anything...
I looked to where he was looking and my sleeve was up by force I guess.
Oh fuck!!
He saw my cuts
My eyes widen and I quickly put my sleeve down. I look back at Michael with terrified eyes..oh god he saw my cuts he knows....oh no no no no no.
I have so much fear in my eyes I think Michael could feel it because he starts walking to me with concern and secure.
"Nevaeh" he said trying to grab my hands.
"Get out" I said backing up.
"But Nevaeh" I cut him off.
"GET OUT" I yelled. he just stood there looking at me with so much concern and fear for me, I never saw him this way before and it's freaking me out even more. He came closer to me.
"No Michael please go" I said with a low shaky voice with tears already streaming down my face. He stopped and looked at me and I could of sworn he had tears in his eyes but I couldn't get a good look because he quickly turned around walked out my room and soon enough he was out my house.
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