Behind the Star (Squad Series#1)

Epilogue

I looked at my right side and massage my temple. Fuck it! What happened?

Okay, inhale, exhale.

Napasabunot ako sa buhok ko dahil wala akong maalala. Ang tanging naaalala ko lang ay umattend ako sa isang party ng kaibigan ni Ishi kaya ako nandito, pero hindi ko maalala kung bakit hubad kami ni Ishi.

Ishi's sleeping peacefully beside me. She's my bestfriend ever since, and I don't know why I didn't control myself!

I respect her, so what the fuck this happened! I admit, I'm attracted to her, who wouldn't be, right?

She's an epitome of beauty and brain. She's kind and every man dream of her. But, she's weak inside. Her life is really fucked up. Mas lalo ko pang sinira ang buhay nya sa nangyari.

"Ashton! What did you do?!" Ishi said, while crying. I tried to touch her but she's been avoiding me.

"I-i don't know. I don't remember anything. Hindi ko magagawa sayo to' alam mo yan Ishi." I said trembling.

Umiiling sya habang patuloy na tinatakpan ang katawan nyang hubad.

"Y-you took advantage of me!  I hate you so much! Fuck.." She crying and cursing multiple times.

Nakita ko na nataranta sya bigla. "My boyfriend.. Fuck." She cursed again. I looked at her wide eyes.

"Y-you have a boyfriend?" I asked, disbelief.

She looked at me still crying. Agad nanlambot ang puso ko, hindi ko alam ang ginawa ko. I'm attracted to her but not to the point that I will took advantage! I'm a jerk, pero hindi ko ugaling makipapel aa relasyon ng iba!

Agad kami napalingon sa pinto nang bigla itong bumukas. Hinihingal na nakatayo don ang kapatid ko, Trev. Anong ginagawa ni kuya dito? He stunned for a moment and look at us. Nakita kong tumayo si Ishi at pinulupot sa kanya ang kumot.

"T-trev, it's not what you think.. Please, hear me.." Ishi said pleading to kuya. Parang nanigas ako sa kinauupuan ko dahil don.

Si kuya ba ang boyfriend na tinutukoy nya?

"Wow, such a beautiful sight. My girlfriend and my brother. Just wow." Kuya said sarcastically. Agad naman ako nagbihis para makalapit sa kanila.

"K-kuya no.. " I said, pleading.

Fuck! I don't know what to say. Kahit ako ay walang alam sa nangyari, wala akong maalala.

Lumapit sya sakin at pinagsusuntok ako. Hinayaan ko nalang syang gawin ang gusto nya dahil kahit ako sa sarili ko, wala akong alam sa nangyayari.

"Fuck you, bro!" He said and puched me hard. Nakita ko ang pagluha nya kaya hindi ko maiwasang mapaiyak dahil sa nakikita ko.

Tumayo sya at tumingin samin ni Ishi sa nandidiring paraan. Napayuko nalang ako dahil don. Rinig ko ang pagiyak ni Ishi at ilang paliwanag nya pero sarado na ang utak ni Kuya dahil sa nakita nya.

"I'm breaking up with you." He firmly said to Ishi. I closed my eyes and contain my emotion. I'm really good at destroying everything. I'm fucked up.

"It's your fault! I hate you, Ashton!  I hate you.." Patuloy na pagsuntok ni Ishi sa dibdib ko. Hinayaan ko lang sya at yumuko.

"I-i'm sorry.." I whispered, sobbing. Patuloy lang sya sa pagiyak at hindi nagabala na magdamit kahit nakahubad sya sa harapan ko.

"You raped me! You raped me! You forced me. I hate you.." She said. Napailing naman ako.

"H-hindi ko magagawa yan, Ishi. We both drunk last night---" She cut my words.