"Sagar ki baahon mein maujein hain jitni
Sagar ki baahon mein maujein hain jitni
Humko bhi tumse mohabbat hai utni
Ke yeh bekarari
Ke yeh bekarari na ab hogi kam
Bahut pyaar karte hain tumko sanam"
A few days passed by as easy as the first few. We'd definitely grown closer, not as close as we used to be but close. We got back to talking without the restrictions we'd put on ourselves. I still hadn't exactly confessed what I knew we both needed to hear. He'd said it... constantly that too but I felt the need to wait. I wouldnt say that the fact didn't eat me up inside. Replying to each of his I love yous only in my head wasnt something I'd ever planned. However neither was half the stuff I was doing. I was helping him with getting ready, sponge baths, food even sleep, the injuries getting better sooner than expected thanks to both the food Maa made and him really not having to do anything. I sat at the small desk he'd made Khushal move into the room just yesterday when he was over, still not wanting me anywhere but beside himself. It didn't bother me much. Not after knowing what exactly his psychologist visits consisted of. I was surprised when he told me, same happened hearing with Khushal said. I didn't like knowing how much I'd just disregarded what he would've been going through. The breakup was his choice but the distance was mine. He wanted to stay friends and no matter how stupid it was, it was still better than a complete cut off. I heard him groan softly turning over to lay on his side. I smile deciding to wake him up the usual Shehnaaz way. I walk over straightening out the dress I was wearing. I walk over crouching down beside the bed. "Sidharthhhhh? Uth ja na? Main bore ho rahi hu. 4 ghante se so raha hai tu" I whine picking at his cheeks. I felt him gulp down a smile,blinking his eyes open just slightly. I lean forward pecking his forehead, both eyelids, the tip of his nose and lastly the corner of his lips, colouring his face with the lipstick I had on. "Sidharthhhhhh uth" I mumble biting his jaw slightly.
Si - "Mat kr baby... idhar leit ja tu bhi. Thodi der mein uth jaunga."
S - "Nhi na, abhi utho."
Si - "Baby, 2 minute. Aaja na Aise baat kr lunga tab tak."
I giggle softly squirming into his arms, fitting myself in between him and the pillow he was holding before. "Uth ja na? Mujhe tujhe shoot k shots dikhane hai." I mumble softly, making his eyes shoot open. I knew itd work. He tightened his arm around me keeping the other straight against the mattress. "Kaunsa shoot?" He asked slightly moving away. I frown nuzzling against him again. "Wohi series
Wala" I mutter deciding against telling a white lie.
Si - "Chal dikha"
I turn over picking up my computer, sitting beside him as he scrolled through the pictures. "Achi hai na?" I question watching his expressions change through the pictures.
Si - "Hmmm.. hot lg rahi hai baby tu. Lekin yeh Veer wali alag nhi kheench skte the?"
"Hye maine toh khud bola tha ki acha nhi lg raha lekin Veer ne mnna krdiya toh fir maine jldi mein aise hi kheenchwali" I mutter not taking in the hint of insecurity in his words.
Si - "Itne saal mein itne sab coactor ne tujhe like kiya hai, terr baare news mein announce bhi kiya hai pr tu kbhi woh sab mention nhi krti. Kyun?"
S - "Kyunki farak nhi parhta. Industry hai, logo ko aur coactor ko attraction ya crush hona possible hai. But matter woh krta hai jo is sab se pehle bhi mera tha aur baad mein bhi. Thoda idhar udhar toh sab hi jaatein hai pr dil se thodi nikal denge uski wajah se."
Si - "Yeh video dekh skta hu ya-"
"Haan dekhle, tu kaunsa leak krdega" I mumble relaxing against his legs. I lay down letting my legs hang over the edge of the bed. He plays the behind the scenes of the photoshoot, watching through the entire thing with his jaw stiff. He pulls me up a few seconds later making me grimace watching his eyes wince. "shoot kitna baaki hai?" He questioned the stiff look still on his face.
