Unspoken Feelings

Thoughts

Yong feeling na ikaw na mismo ang gumagawa ng excuse para sa kanya because he never bothers to explain himself at ayaw mo naman na awayin siya kasi baka kasalanan mo lang talaga since hindi mo pa alam ang buong kwento.

Until you just ran out of excuses, wala pa ring nagbabago.

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Kahit gaano ka pa katalino, minsan sa buhay natin umabot tayo sa puntong nagpapakatanga tayo.

We did a lot of things na alam nating hindi makakabuti para sa atin. Nagtiis tayo. Nagpakaalipin, just because of a freaking stupid reason— love. Nainlove tayo eh. Because of love, we cared too much. We want to much, we feel too much, we need too much. Until that too much is not met.

Kaya tayo nasasaktan, kaya tayo nahihirapan. Because of disappointment.

If only we can stop this feeling we have. If only I can unlove him, everything would be so simple. Pero hindi eh, life is never simple. It will never will.

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I want to know what it felt to be seen, to be acknowledge, to be known not because of who I am but because of the feelings I made you feel.

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He's enjoying without me. I should enjoy my day without him too but no matter what I do, I can't.

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Ayokong i-break ang rules na ako mismo ang nagset para sa sarili ko pero mahirap rin kumilos dahil minsan hindi ko alam kung hanggan saan lang pwede...

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Nakakapagod maging mabait. You're always going to be taken for granted dahil iisipin nilang ayos lang iyon sayo. Nakakapagod maging mabait dahil konteng mali lang, susumbatan ka na ng lahat. Dahil na sanay na silang hindi ka nagkakamali. Nakakapagod na paulit-ulit na magpatawad sa mga taong hindi naman seryoso sa paghingi ng tawad. Nakakapagod umasang this time, ako naman ang iintindihin.

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I'm not yours, never was.

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Sometimes things fall apart to make way for new, better things.

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Breaking up doesn't entirely mean falling apart. Sometimes it means giving space for us to grow.