i woke up and got ready for my first lesson. i was wearing this:
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i went through my lessons like normal and i was walking back to my room when i got a call from mattia. i smiled and answered it.
"hey" i said.
"hey baby , you finished your lessons?" he asked excitedly.
"yeah i'm walking back to my room right now" i replied.
"okay cool , what time do you think you'll be here? like 8? or come earlier if you can because i'm so fucking excited" he said with so much excitement and i stood there in confusion until i realised. FUCK. i fucking forgot to tell him i'm not allowed to leave here until next week. SHIT FUCK SHIT SHIT.
"uh baby" i said quietly. fuck im stupid.
"yeah..."
"i'm so sorry , i forgot to tell you before but the principal told us we can't leave campus until next week friday, because they want us to settle in or some shit , i'm sorry" i said and he was silent for a few seconds.
"and you couldn't have told me this before?" he said , sounding disappointed.
"baby i'm sorry i genuinely forgot"
"so i have to wait another week" he sighed.
"i'll make it up to you next week i promise"
"i gotta go , bye"
"mattia"
"what"
"i love you"
"me too , bye" he said and hung up. i felt my heart sink as i reached my door. fucks sake.
i got my keys out and unlocked it and saw jade sitting on her bed , watching something on her phone.
"hey" she said , looking up at me. i didn't say anything i just face planted on to my bed.
"y/n what's wrong" she said coming over to me and putting her arm around me.
"i'm a dumb bitch" i said into my pillow.
"we know that , but like how" she said which made me laugh in my head.
"seriously though, what did you do" she asked and i sat up and she put her arm around me and we sat on my bed.
"i accidentally forgot to tell mattia that we aren't allowed to leave campus until next week and he called me just now and he was so excited and asking what time i was gonna be there and then i realised i hadn't told him and he was so disappointed jade i feel so bad" i rambled and she sighed and pulled me into a hug.
"i mean you fucked up but it wasn't intentionally , so yeah if i was him i'd be pretty upset but surely he knows it wasn't on purpose" she reassured me.
