Valerie, an emotional teenager with a strong mind is being judged daily.
she wakes up calm and sleeps with spite. she can't find happiness even in the place she calls home.
Every atom of her being is broken but she pulls herself together in the eyes...
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Heyo guys, I know you missed us. I'm sorry for keeping you guys waiting but my tablet just broke *sobs*. Don't worry about me tho
I feel really guilty for not updating but I've had quite a few things in my head that I'm not happy about but I thank God for my life .
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Let's get straight to the chapter then...
Playlist: Pretty Little Fears by 6Lack
Valerie's POV I run out of the path with a feeling that is foreign but welcomed. I never thought in a thousand years that I'll be learning photography and the most shocking part of today is that Shane is willing to help me.
Today, I have convinced myself that I want to be happy. When Shane made my laughter known, I kept silent knowing that if I said anything at all, I would have been crying thinking of how I was always cheerful before his demise.
I like the way I feel today, it feels nostalgic and by the way Shane is so friendly, I think I'll be able to learn how to break free from my chains of doubt and locked emotions.
I board a bike and head home with a new feeling untold. **********************
I unlock the house door and mum's not in the house, I breathe out a sigh of relief and drop my bag.
I arrange the rooms and take a shower before plopping down on my bed. I hug my pillow because I try to hold in the feeling in my tummy.
My body feels jittery and for some reason, I feel so comfortable with it. I look at the ceiling and I reminisce today's events.
I still can't believe that someone is ready to help me even without knowing my story. I don't trust him and I still have my doubts as always but I feel like he could really help me.
I make jollof rice and fried chicken for dinner and set up everything. I take my portion to my room and pack the rest in a cooler.
I eat to my fill, wash the plate and go back to the room. I realize that I didn't study as planned today but I liked the way I spent the day.
I take out my books and start studying.i solve a year's worth of maths past questions with great difficulty and then I drift off to sleep without realization...
