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°The realization slowly sets in and I start to freeze up. Y/N pauses and looks at me confused.°
Y/N: You okay Hobi? You look a little sick..
Snap out of it Hoseok...
Hobi: U-uh...yeah...um...I-I need to step away for a second if you don't mind...
°Before she could respond, I let go of her hands and walk away as quick as I could.°
No wonder I didn't understand what I felt when I saw her. I've never felt much attraction to many people, but now that I'm interacting, maybe im mistaking my liking them as a friend as liking them as more? AISH why did you have to walk away??! You could have just stood and said you were fine!!
°But still, I hurry through the people who danced and screamed. Again, the headache came back, but a bit worse then the last two or three times.°
Maybe alcohol wasn't the way to go...
°I run up the stairs and rush over to the bathroom. I run in and slam the door. One hand rests on the door as the other stays on the knob.°
°My heart raced and felt heavy. I was panting, out of breath. I didn't understand why, but I noticed that I started to get freaked out. My hands shook and suddenly everything sounded 10x louder.°
°My body trembled and sooner or later my whole body trembled. I slowly let go of the knob and tried to back up only to fall on the floor. I crawled to the bathtub and went to one of the corners.°
°My body trembled as I curled up into a ball and covered my ears. I don't have my headphones to block out the noise. I got dizzy and lightheaded as the light in the bathroom seemed to burn my eyes.°
Why am I having a panic attack now?? Why does this happen to me?? Nothing can go right for me! This is my fault, I brought myself to this place and not I can't get out. Everything is too loud and bright...
°I was no longer trembling. I was shaking vigorously. I put my head between my legs and put my arms around my head.°
I want to hide...I don't want to be here anymor-
°I jump hard when I feel a tap on my shoulder. My heart already going fast, I lose my breath again. My eyes go wide when I see Josh on the other side of the bathtub.°
Josh: Hey there old friend...
°Suddenly, a sharp pain punctured the side of my head making me hiss and hold my head. He chuckles and runs his hand through his hair.°
Josh: You miss me yet?
Hobi: What do you want...
Josh: Nothing! Just want to see a best bud...
Hobi: You're here for who?
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Jealousy || Yandere Hoseok FF
FanfictionHoseok had been hurt all his life. His only friend was online, and their name is Y/N. No matter what tragedy or breakdown he had, Y/N was there for him. Even though he was scared to go outside, he really wanted to meet Y/N. When he finally does thou...
