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I was now five months pregnant
My jeans are starting to get tight
My feet and a lot of smells make me feel sickMy babies are the size of two bananas
And guess what!!
I still don't know the gender
Yami is planning a gender revealIt's next week!!
As for..my baby daddy
He's been..closerHe use to just give me his card and tell me to buy whatever..but now he's going to appointments and stopping by my apartment more often.. it's kind of nice
Even if he doesn't want the babies
He's still..hereMaybe when the babies are born.. he'll leave
But right now..he's here
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xɪᴏ ᴘᴏᴠI have not slept with anyone since Quinn told me she was pregnant
I don't even really go out, I work..stop by her place.. and maybe go home
But I've been staying the night with QuinnWhy?
I have no idea..no matter how much I push and push
I'm drawn to her
When I leave I miss her smell
The way her nose wrinkles when she gets flusteredBut this is a dangerous game I'm playing
My job..
People are always looking for what makes me weakLooking for what could destroy me
Now..if I brought a woman and my own kids into my life..they would always be in dangerwhat if one day I couldn't protect them
And I fail as a protectorI know I said I didn't want these babies but
The truth is
I've always wanted a big family
Something I never hadA small house on the outside of town
Someone to warm my bed at nightBut I was born into this life
I was born into the dangerI parked my car and knocked on Quinn's door
She answers looking as if she just woke up
The apartment was filled of boxes
Diapers, cribs, strollers, etc"What is it Xio?" She asks as her hoodie falls off her shoulder
She had the most beautiful belly ever
It grew bigger and bigger by the day"Let me take you out"
I say
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RomanceI stared down at the pregnancy test.. positive.. tears filled my eyes, I can't be pregnant... especially by him.. a baby won't fit into his world...