All For You (Yandere Yamaguchi x Reader)

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This feels wrong.
It's cold.
I don't like this.
I don't want this.

Stop it.
Please.
Let go of me.
I can't do this.

I know I did it once before but this is different.
It hurts.
It's hurting me.
Please stop it.

Let me go.
Stop touching me.
Stop.
Stop
Stop.

I don't want this.
I didn't say no but I don't like it.
Is this considered rape?
Am I being raped?

This is wrong.
This is so wrong.
Just stop it.
Get out of me.
Let go of me.

G̶̺͎̬̟̖͕̕ȩ̵̰͙̲̤̲͔̌̋̉͝ͅt̴̟͆͐̍̀̈́̓̑͘ ̸̞̺̃͝͠ẗ̴̞̳͍̝͙̬̬́h̴͓͂̅͗̾̉̆̒̚é̸̠̠̼͉̈́̋ ̶̞̝̰̫̮͗̒͋͌̀͝͝f̸̩͉̣̤̟̈̂̔̾͆̕ư̵̳͋ĉ̷̡̜̩͇͕̰͇ķ̷̣̭̜̲̥̭̉̃͒ ̷̺̗̗͈̲̲̗́̇͛̀͌̈͝͠ǫ̶̍̾̊̑͒̏̈́̊u̵̥̜͍̥̹̝̬͆͛̓̓̎̀̚͜t̶̗̗̳͈͔̘̪̋̏̃̄̕͜͝.̵͙̞̺̯͐͒̋̈͝

Stop.

Stop

Ş̸͓̗͇̣̤̩̝͋̐̐͗̈́͋̓̀̓͗̌̀̋̿̑͠ ̵̛̛̣͚̙͍͈̝͋̈́̿̆͐͑̆̒͌̓̀͌͆̈T̵̡̪̭͎̤͚͔͕̜̳̬̓̍̃͆́̓̎̇̈́͆̚͝ ̶̠̪̳̝̭͋́̈̔̿́̔̈́̇̀̑̒̓̚͝O̸̢̪̭̥̻̻̤̣̖̠͔̺̤̦̝̗͌̅̾̍̊̐ ̴̖̪̙̫͚̈́̂̍̍̍̆̒͋̓̚͝P̵̧̡͕̖͉̭̯͈͗͂̈́͗͘͜͜͝͠͝ ̵̡̪̳̞̝͓͒̈́Ỉ̵̧̛͙͇͓͔̖̜͙̪̰̟̯̖̦̼̍̀͆̎̒́́̑̓͝ ̶̧̙͔̮̻̰̻͈͎̞̳̤̤͎̥̑̃̂̽̂́͜T̶̲̗͙͒͆́̌̈̽̈́̇̔͌̊̈́͊́̈́͘ ̶̼͉̙̯̭͎̫̤͚̙̱͙̳̄̉̓̈́̒̂͝ͅ!̵̗̈͗̂̋̄̓͗͑͛̌̿͆̉́͘͠

please

just

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• • •

     "w-wait, no don't do it inside!"

     He grunts out in ecstasy before cumming inside, much to my displeasure. Collapsing on top of me I hear his heavy breathing in my ear before he picked himself up and checked the time. I watch his eyes widen while glancing at his phone and he struggles to get off the bed and into clothing.

Watching his every move until he's left his room, I cover myself up with one of the blankets on the bed. I hear the door shut and lock downstairs, signaling he's left.

He didn't look at me with love and adoration like he did before. Did he just use me? Is that what I've become? A toy?

'You're disgusting.'

'What?'
'Who are you?'
'...'
'You're back again?'
'Tanaka and Noya?'
'Why were you gone for so long?'

'We are just a figment of your imagination honey!'

'God you are so stupid to not have connected the dots by now. I thought you were in a collage course!'

'But you're just another dumb slut who's going to be dead by dawn!'

'Great'

'What's great is how delusional you are.'

'Yeah, that was pretty fucked up you whore.'

'Letting you're kidnapper fuck you like that?'

'Or was it not consensual?'

'Do you see how gross this situation you are in is?'

'...'
'It was consensual.'

'Don't lie, I felt the fear, I felt the dignity being lost, I felt the pain'

'Shut up'

'Y/n you have to leave.'

'Kei?'

'Don't listen to them.'

'I haven't been'

'You have to leave. You have to get out of here.'

'But-'

'Fuck that. This is what I need you to do. For me, do it for me Y/n'

'...'
'I'm so confused'
'He's being so nice to me though'

'It's grooming.'

'What?'

'He's grooming you Y/n'

'oh'
'So it's fake?'
'A ruse?'
'The love is a lie?'
'But...do I love him?'
'I thought I loved you Kei'
'Help me'

...

'Hello?'

...

'Please don't leave.'
'I'm so conflicted'
'Please.'
'Comeback'

'Please'

• • •

I feel cold.
It's so fucking cold.

And empty.
Like a hole is in my heart.
A void.
It feels like a weight on my chest.

My vision is clouded.
What's blinding me?
I can't tell.

I just feel so numb.
So very very numb.

I want it to be over.
I want to go home.

But my feelings.
They are tearing me apart.
Piece by piece I feel my sanity slowly slipping from my grasp.

It's terrifying.
Watching myself turn mad.

This is all so confusing.

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