THE LONGEST DAY OF HER LIFE NAMJOON X READER

HARSH......

No one's pov:

Y/n kept her head on his shoulder and closed her eye. Namjoon also closed his eyes . the ride ended but their moment lasted forever. they got off the ride and walked towards the main ground . The sun was setting and there was only dim light left . The fair had been over for the kids but it just started for the couples. in a few moments it was completely dark and the fairy lights turned on . a dim, sweet light was spread. There were a few couples about twenty or nineteen. the DJ came and set a record . the slow , beautiful music was set.  The couples were in front of each other ,ready to dance . 

Namjoon looked at y/n and she said;

"let's dance"

They got up and went in the middle of the ground . the couples made 2 rings around them at a distance . All of them were at a safe distance ,dancing like they were professionals . the Dj set the song  by Paul Anka:

" Put your head on my shoulder

Hold me in your arms, baby 

Squeeze me oh-so-tight

Show me that you love me too"

They started couple dancing. He and she didn't  look anywhere, besides into each other's eyes. They stared each other and smiled meaningfully. It was clear she loved him . He leaned her according to the song and her hair were hanging below her head. They were really close to each other .

 She could feel his breath and he was breathing her in ......

she whispered breathily, 

'Namjoon.....'

he replied :' yes...?'

'I ... love you .....'

'I'm sorry.... I have a girlfriend.....'

The whole stopped . He  straightened her and she was in a state of mental breakdown.

It felt as if she was hit by a hammer in the chest and couldn't speak. 

[Namjoon's thoughts are represented by a bracket and are in bold]

[I want to jump off the fucking roof....why do I have to lie?]

She smiled unintentionally . She replied ,closing her eyes and smiling  looking at  his face: 

"Its ok .. i respect your feelings and emotions for somebody . i'll be fine in a few days don't worry . she must be a lucky lady ."

[SHE......res.......she respected my fucking feelings and there i am , breaking her ]

She wanted to cry so badly but she didn't. She said controlling her broken voice ,

'Can you drop me at my house? Won Jin must be anxious for me '.

Namjoon looked at her weak face and said ,: 

"But..lets have dinner first after all the day isn't over yet"

She said to herself:  'oppa, my life is over....'

She nodded and they went to a fancy restaurant.  She said :

"Excuse me I have to use the restroom ."