Part16

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Maria's POV:

Week passed and Noor's situation is only getting worse she hasn't gone to school since we come back from the trip. She had a lot of break downs and nightmares but none of my parents care they both too busy arguing with each other and deciding the divorce thing.

I did take care of Noor, either me or Zayn would break into her room in the middle of the night finding her screaming in her nightmares. Me and Zayn decide to take her to see a therapist I don't care how much this gonna cost I will talk to my parents through it

For me I still haven't let it sink in. I'm waiting for the moment I finally break I feel like I'm too quiet about the whole thing like it's not a big deal but deep inside I knew this is my way dealing with those situations I will wait when it's finally over and then I would break completely and I will need so much time to go back I just knew my sister bad state kept me busy and distracted, always collected and ready to face the worse.

For Zayn he's most likely drowning himself with drinking..I even saw him smoking as well I made him promise he won't smoke anything hurts the worse but I know he need this he need to smoke even if it's hurts him he need to quit the pain inside him and that brings us to here.

I set with my friends in this party I drink most of the times and they even gave me weed to smoke hell I feel I have wings but I still set in that corner all night. However I didn't risk leaving Noor alone in the house her friend Virginia is with her she said she would take care of her and promised to change her mood to even a little better.

"Mar! Wants some sweet vodka?" I heard Niall screaming through the loud music and I smirked
"Bro I will pass out" I chuckled feeling like I wanna laugh at his green face. It's either the lights in the room or the weed and I'm guessing both!

"Do you want to leave mar mar?" Jenna asked sipping from her beer and I took the the red cup from Niall don't care what will happen after. I drink so much than my usual tonight but what is the usual anyway? Everything in my life is turning upside down so why not celebrating it?

"Nooo Jenna! I'm having so much funn" I giggles shaking my body to the music while we still setting

"Wanna dance?" Logen asked and I smirked "absolutely not with you son! You would be all touchy and I don't want to have sex not tonight!" I said making everyone laugh since we all under the same affect of weed.

"Alright at least I tried" he giggles lifting his hands up in defeat

"Guyyyys I wanna pee" I whined and tried to get up
"Want me to help you? Or do you know the way?" Jenna asked and I shack my head looking at all the teenagers around us dancing and drinking. If cops find out we will be in deep shit but who care? I don't have a carrying parents anymore

"I will be baackkk in no time" I smiled before walking to the bathroom

While I was peeing my phone ring I rubbed my eyes before answer it "who ever the fuck you are go to sleep and leave me die in peace" I whined at the brightness of my phone.

After I finished peeing I get out "not gonna happen baby" I heard a chuckle in the other side and I smirked Looking around to make sure I'm alone

"Ohhh my my! Mr harry styles himself calling me? What happened did you miss me? We saw each other just this morning" I looked at the mirror of the bathroom fixing my red lipstick and my curly hair before smoothing my black leather skirt that is so short. Yes I decided to look a complete bitch tonight even though the clothes never tell about our personalities but what can I say? I'm changing with the pain burning inside me

"Maria? Have you by any chance drink anything?" He asked carefully. I chuckled before walking outside the bathrooms
"Maria what all this noises? Are you at a party?" I barley heard his worried voice with all the loud music around me.

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