I'm Inlove With The Campus Heartthrob

Chapter 41

Monday came again, I was feeling kinda lazy when I wake up but still manage to get up because I need to.

Klea and Hannah stayed with me yesterday. I know they want to cheer me up and I'm so thankful that they were there for me.

We did a lot of things.

Nag suot pa kami ng swim suot para mag swimming. We also take some pictures ofcourse. After that naglunch kami and then we rested while talking and laughing with each other.

Atheena suggested na mag nail polishing daw kami kaya yon. They told me to just relax dahil sila na raw bahala kaya pumili nalang ako ng gusto kong kulay and then tried to relax.

We also studied together. Nag tanongan pa kami at kapag mali ang sagot pipitikin ang noo.

It was fun.

Panandalian kong nakalimutan ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. Nang ako na ulit mag isa, malungkot na naman ulit. Umiyak na naman ako hanggang sa mapagod ako. I didn't even bothered to wipe my tears I just closed my eyes, dozing off to sleep with tears left in my eyes.

Today, I won't let anyone to see that I'm sad.

Nagpahatid ako sa Campus, tila nagtaka pa nga yung driver pero hindi ko nalang yon pinansin.

I didn't see his car outside. I already expected that but a half of me is still hoping that he will show up which didn't happened.

From Klea:

Nandito na ko sa room. I'm waiting:)

Klea moved out already so I'm all alone at the house. Although may mga maids naman. I feel alone.

Naglalakad ako sa hallway nang makita ko si Hyrra kasama ang mga alipores niya. Hindi ko nalang sila pinansin at nilagpasan nalang sila. Narinig ko pa silang nagtawanan. I rolled my eyes.

Bitches!

May narinig pa kong mga estudyante na nagbubulongan. Seriously? Nagbubulongan ba talaga sila? Ang lakas kasi parang mga tanga.

Bakit daw ako mag isa? Like duh kailangan bang may kasama ako palagi? At bakit daw hindi kami magkasama ni Tyrenn? Chismosang mga palaka to!

"How are you?" tanong ni Klea nang maupo ako sa tabi niya.

"I'm fine thank you" tumawa naman siya dahil sa sagot ko.

"Sabay daw tayong tatlo mag lunch mamaya" I just nod.

Gaya ng sabi ng Klea, naglunch nga kami kasama si Hannah. I didn't see him earlier which make me think of him even more. Bakit kaya wala siya? Pati si Atheena wala rin, pero okay lang wala naman akong pakialam don.

"Ang lalim ng iniisip mo ah" pansin ni Klea "Siya na naman no?" agad akong umiling.

"Hindi ah!" I lied.

"Oh please don't lie to us, we're your friends. You can lie to anyone but not to us" sabi ni Hannah, I sighed in defeat.

Oo na siya na iniisip ko! Siya naman palagi. Kahit ano pang gawin kong deny sa iba hindi ko pa rin maloloko ang sarili ko.

Sinaktan niya ko but that doesn't change my love for him. Yes I hate him and for what he did to me but I can't still deny the fact that I love him.

Ilang araw ang lumipas at walang araw na hindi ako kinukulit ni Tyrenn. Palagi niya akong sinusundan kahit hindi ko naman siya pinapansin. Ilang beses ko na siyang itinaboy pero hindi pa rin siya tumitigil.

"Wala ka bang balak na pansinin siya?" umiling lang ako bilang sagot.

"Hayaan mo kaya siyang i explain yung side niya"